November 2009-Starting Chemo

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  • Cafelovr
    Cafelovr Member Posts: 1,534
    edited August 2010

    Melinda and Alicia...it is happy to see some good news on the site! I'm glad we're all at peace for the moment :)

    Toyah, you look great! I'm jealous cause my hair is sooooo white!

  • Melinda41
    Melinda41 Member Posts: 672
    edited August 2010

    Photobucket"

    I made some more hair!!

  • suzieq60
    suzieq60 Member Posts: 6,059
    edited August 2010

    Melinda: You crack me up!!!! I love it!!!

    Sue

  • MaryNY
    MaryNY Member Posts: 1,584
    edited August 2010

    Hi Carrot Top!

  • micheleboots
    micheleboots Member Posts: 1,993
    edited August 2010

    Melinda, or should I say Annie.....too funny.  Is that yor chemo fro?

  • doronet
    doronet Member Posts: 342
    edited August 2010

    Hey all.  I had my 6 mo. chemo follow-up today.  Onc said she was pleased with how I was doing. Here is a summary of what we talked about.  Maybe it will address an issue, or issues, some of you might have...

     Re: the finger and toe neuropathy - The onc. gave me a prescription for Neurontin for it. She said it was a low dose and that I could take it at night, as needed, whenever I've had a couple of nights in a row of the neuropathy interrupting my sleep. Is a sedative, so to take it a bedtime. She said it should eventually go away but she couldn't say how long it would take. I asked about taking B vitamins, glucosamine, etc. but she immediately shook her head and said they didn't work.

    Re: losing my top eyelashes - she said it shouldn't happen again. That everyone loses eyelashes during the day, but only one here, one there. When you lose them during chemo, they all fall out at once. Then they all grow back at once, and therefore are now on a schedule to fall out all at the same time when it is time to fall out again. She said they should start falling out in a normal, staggered pattern again now.

    Re: the one big-toe toenail that is raised up half-way - she said it should grow back normally eventually.

    Re: the calcifications in the lumpec. breast - she said they were from the radiation, and we would look at them again in Dec. when I have the next mammo. She said her office never got the results of the last mammo as I had requested, but she was able to look up the info directly from the rad. office.  She said that where they grow and the way they grow, their pattern, can tell you if they are cancerous, from radiation, or just benign growths.

    Re: do I need a bone scan since the Arimidex can cause bone loss - she will request a bone scan before my next 6 mo. appt. with her in February since I've only been on the med. for 3 months. She had blood drawn to check my vit. D level (helps the body process calcium and prevent bone loss).

    Re: the stiffness I feel in the morning and when I've sat in the same position too long - The Arimidex is causing that. I should do more easy stretches when I work out.

    And lastly, I mentioned that I thought the Arimidex might be curtailing the number of hot flashes I'm having and she said she has heard of that happening.

    Hope this helps some of you.

    Melinda:  you look great in your new "do"!  

    Some of us, not to mention any names, did seem to get more hair than the rest of us!!!  Toyah: you look awesome!!!

    Have a great evening!  Nette 

     

  • suzieq60
    suzieq60 Member Posts: 6,059
    edited August 2010

    Nette: Sounds like all is going well. That's good. Your hair is looking terrific!!!!

    I had an echo this morning and the tech said I take great pictures and everything looks good. I forgot to tell the onc about the ringing in my ears last time. Looks like it can be nerve damage from the carboplatin - I'll see what he says next week. My toes are still numb but I don't notice it much as I'm wearing socks most of the time. My fingers are feeling quite arthritic - must be the arimidex - but it's not too bad. I think I am having more hot flushes since starting the arimidex.

    My dental checkup went well - now I can have the Zometa. I might ask the onc about Neurontin - not that I want to take any more tablets.

    Sue

  • Claire_in_Seattle
    Claire_in_Seattle Member Posts: 4,570
    edited August 2010

    Hi Nette,

    You are looking wonderful.  Thanks for the post.  I am dying today, but not from Arimidex.  I did a 60 mile cycling event in the heat Sunday (downsized from 70 miles because I didn't want heat stroke) and am feeling that in my legs.

    Then I went for a swim yesterday after my walk.  Was getting ready for the Atlantic waves this weekend.  I have muscle cramps up the wazoo, and every where else as well.

    I was pathetic when I went out and walked a mile.  Even my butt hurts when I sit on it.

    I am bagging any other exercise ideas other than my weights/crunches.

    I still don't think I have any A side effects other than sore knees.  I can't feel them today because they aren't muscles!

    I understand wine is a wonderful muscle relaxant, but need to wait for a couple of hours until things cool down here a bit.

    I suspect my heart is just fine as I made it up a major hill cycling on Sunday. - Claire

  • micheleboots
    micheleboots Member Posts: 1,993
    edited August 2010

    Clair, great to see you again.  I have wondered how you were doing...You are a wonder woman, I wish I had the energy you do.

    Nette, Kiss

  • micheleboots
    micheleboots Member Posts: 1,993
    edited August 2010

    Don't know what I was thinking...forgot to finish the post and spell check.  Nette, So happy all went well for you today.I will post more when I get time.

  • JustmeAlicia
    JustmeAlicia Member Posts: 1,529
    edited August 2010

    Nette ~ Looking good !!!

    Claire ~ wow on all you do !!!  I like Michele wish I could.  I hurt from doing nothing....

    Sue ~ glad your echo was good !

    I have my first hair appointment today.......  not sure what I will do with it.  Maybe a few highlights in the top ~ a trim of the Albert Einstein frayed ends I am getting.  My daughter's Sweet 16 Bash of 140 people is next weekend.  I have a pretty dress and this boyish hair.  Oh well ~ I"M HERE !!

    :)

  • Melinda41
    Melinda41 Member Posts: 672
    edited August 2010

    I go back to surgeon tomorrow. The radiated area swelling and redness has decreased a lot, but that makes Clyde stand out more. He is still red and tender. The antibiotics are not working on him but I am pretty sure he is some kind of abscess. I am able to wear my foob again, last week everything was so tender I was having to wear the cushie foob again to go to work.

    It is odd to me how important it is that I have some projection on the Mx side. I have left the house without a bra since Clyde came on the scene, but I have a special shirt, very big and baggy with very loud prints which I hope is visually distracting enough. But to go to work, or see people I know, I want something in there.

    It's not like they don't know I am boobless, I don't know why I will suffer to "look normal".

    Oh well, I am back to being able to foob so it's getting better.

    I am loving the hair pics, I need to take a new one, but frankly, I looked better bald!

  • BrendaSharon
    BrendaSharon Member Posts: 506
    edited August 2010

    (((((Melinda)))))

    I wasn't going to post because I thought I'd just wait to see the outcome first. You have way more issues than I so I need to just be a big girl..........

    BUT..... here goes, this is my lil silly story

    I started having some horrific headaches that are in the lower back portion of my head. They would mostly be dull and steady yet deep then occasionally get sharp and intense. I hadn't thought I was stressed so I didn't understand. So.......... I went to see my primary Dr. He has set me up for my 1 yr. CANCERVERSARY Mammogram. He also suggested to me to have a CT Scan done on my head just to make sure there are no mets. He also is going to run some blood tests on me to check my levels on a few things. He reiterated to me NOT to stress over it, because it could be just stress related and nothing more. He told  me to remember 5 years is the magic number after you have been diagnosed with breast cancer. Once that is past your pretty much in the clear. But until then I should just always get everything checked out just not to get all upset over it when I do. I thought I had NOT been stressing, but my hubby reminded me this morning that since my cancerversary I had been crying a lot and I have been really upset with myself for being confused and forgetful. I hate not be able to think clearly. And I did just the day before the headaches began cried for a long time. I sat in my hot car for bout a 1/2 hr. crying because of forgetting to get my groceries. I just pushed the empty cart to my car after paying for the $200. and some odd dollars worth of groceries. How could I not notice. But, again I cried all the way home and to the store that same day because I couldn't think at work. I can't afford to loose my job. I don't make much but it helps. I do suppose all that crying could have caused my head to hurt. Anyways, I suppose that all this is just in my head (ha-ha) and I know I will get through this like everything else. After all I am in the Warrior Pack~!

    Do you girls know, even when I don't post I always read and your ALL always on my mind!!

    Hugs to Each and every "WARRIOR"

  • JustmeAlicia
    JustmeAlicia Member Posts: 1,529
    edited August 2010

    Brenda ~ are you on the armidex?  I am hoping and thinking that it is just medication or residual from chemo.  I completely understand the sheer terror that takes over when something is out of sorts with us.  I just did it with my back pain.  Please be strong and think positive.  I am sure it is nothing.  Think of all you have been through and the cancerversary is a very stressful time.

    HUGS and prayers.

    Alicia

    I too read each day but don't always post.  MELINDA !  Glad you are able to wear the foob now and I am hoping Clyde goes far far away really soon. 
    HUGS !

  • Melinda41
    Melinda41 Member Posts: 672
    edited August 2010

    (((Brenda))) I would also be freaked out, please tell me that you were able to get your groceries!

    I don't know what the best way to do this is, if I assume everything is a new cancer, I will always be stressed. If I assume it will never happen again, I will be devastated if is does happen again.

    So, the best I can come up with it like playing "whack-a-mole". It may pop up again and I will whack it back down.

    I have met a woman who has been dealing with this shit for 19 years, 19 years of whack-a-mole! I am learning to embrace the days I don't see the little booger, the days I believe in sinus headaches, pus filled abscesses and arthritic hips. And I try to spend the other days, the days of brain tumors, recurrances and bone mets, shoring up my artillary for another round.

    It amazes me how everything changes when I make up my mind to believe something. One little factoid can change everything.

    I believed I was happily married...I found out he was screwing around. That factoid changed everything. I believed my lump was an out of control cyst, the biopsy results changed my reality.

    When I think about how fluid my reality is....kinda wild really. Reality should be "real", but reality is just what we know at the time.

    I think I have had to much coffee!!

    I love you Brenda, keep us posted.

  • BrendaSharon
    BrendaSharon Member Posts: 506
    edited August 2010

    Alicia,

    I am on Tamoxifen only, I will be on it for two years then my Onc. wants to switch me to aromatase-inhibitor (sp??) I am on effexor for depression, but I had been on Zoloft prior to breast cancer. My oldest son while he was in college and doing very well I might add, anyways he had been beat up by a gang with a baseball bat and left for dead. He was in a coma for a very long time and the physical rehabilitation even longer. I was to say the least a "Basket Case" I went into a deep depression from that episode in my life. I believe I was more depressed from that then when I found out about my breast cancer, as this was MY BABY.

    Anyhow, I believe switching to the effexor is better in a way because it lets me have some feelings still. With Zoloft I could be in total la-la land. The effexor helps the depression, but still lets me feel emotion. Emotion can be good, I just need to control it !

    (((((Melinda)))))    I love you!!! ~~~~  hoping all your pain is GONE soon!!~~

  • suzieq60
    suzieq60 Member Posts: 6,059
    edited August 2010

    Melinda and Brenda: My heart goes out to both of you. You sure didn't need this bc crap on top of everything else. Love and hugs!!!!

    Sue

  • JustmeAlicia
    JustmeAlicia Member Posts: 1,529
    edited August 2010

    Melinda ~ your strength and attitude are empowering !  You amaze me......... 

    Brenda ~ tamoxifen sucks.  I bet all the crap you are feeling is from that darn pill.  I was just on a 2 week break and felt great.  3 days in the headaches are back, knees hurt, and crotch is starting to itch.  Such fun.  I am so sorry for all you had to endure with your son.  I would need more then medication going through something so horrific.  I hope he is all better now. HUGS

    Hang tough girls.  We will survive !

    Can't find my camera, got a few highlights and a haircut, it LOOKS longer then it did before it was cut.  I feel feminine again.  I am very happy with it.  Will share a pic soon. 

    Hugs,

    Alicia

  • micheleboots
    micheleboots Member Posts: 1,993
    edited August 2010

    Brenda, don't let your mind go to the dark side...It could be a hundred different things...I too feel like i am loosing my mind.  I forget what i am typing, what I went to a room for, my brain is like a sieve.  I am convinced it is the chemo brain lingering.  It could be tension in your shoulders, perhaps you need a massage.  We warrior chicks are praying for you and holding your hand through this.  Is your son ok now? 

    Alicia, can't wait to see your hair.  I too had mine cut the other day.  It is quite short and I like it a lot.  Still easy to do.  I think i will keep it like this.

    Melinda love the whack a mole thing...I hope that mole is whacked all the way to china...Laughing

  • Melinda41
    Melinda41 Member Posts: 672
    edited August 2010

    Came home from surgeon still toting Clyde around. Surgeon thinks it is necrotic tissue from rads that my body is slooooowly absorbing. If he cut is out, I could have healing problems since I am all recently nuked.

    It is less tender, still angry looking, red and sticking out. But when he realized how long it had been there, he decided an abscess would have gotten much worse by now.

    So I will do the "necrotic tissue that my body will digest" dance...

    If I am not mistaken, Alicia had a good scan report...correct?

    So we need an all clear from Brenda and we are all good to go, right??

  • suzieq60
    suzieq60 Member Posts: 6,059
    edited August 2010

    Melinda: I had thought they wouldn't cut Clyde out so soon after rads. Can you remember when he appeared? Was it after you started rads?

    Happy weekend everyone!!!!

    Sue

  • Melinda41
    Melinda41 Member Posts: 672
    edited August 2010

    Sue: I know he appeared shortly after the 4th of July and I started rads mid June. You are correct, they don't want to cut since it may not heal. I guess he would cut if it kept getting bigger and more tender-heck, I would cut it out if it kept growing!

    It is just odd having this thing sticking out of me! But, I am very optimistic about its demise without further medical intervention. My little macrophages will be working hard.

  • Melinda41
    Melinda41 Member Posts: 672
    edited August 2010

    I just reviewed the pics I took during radiation. You can see Clyde sticking out but everything was so red all over my chest. Now, Clyde is the only area of redness. You would think that he is getting redder, but it is just the surrounding skin returning to normal while he is still red.

    He was sticking out as much as my port does, but he doesn't project out as much, but is getting wider.

    The Clyde report for the week!

  • suzieq60
    suzieq60 Member Posts: 6,059
    edited August 2010

    Melinda: The main thing is that he doesn't think it's cancer - it's DEFINITELY NOT!!!! The fact Clyde appeared after you started rads does tend to suggest it may be exactly what he thinks. Did he tell you if he tested anything after he stuck it with the needle? or was he just poking at it to see if any puss came out. We all hate Cylde and he is a goner!!!!

    Sue

  • micheleboots
    micheleboots Member Posts: 1,993
    edited August 2010

    Clyde is evil and must be destroyed. 

  • suzieq60
    suzieq60 Member Posts: 6,059
    edited August 2010

    Too right - Michele!!!

    I'll be up most of the night. We had a federal election today and it looks too close to call. We're sitting glued to the telly. The good news is that our sitting member of parliament lost his seat to the Liberals - hooray. We hate our current government so much!!!!

    Sue

  • JustmeAlicia
    JustmeAlicia Member Posts: 1,529
    edited August 2010

    Yes Melinda ~ I got a good report !  Glad to hear Dr. thinks Clyde is nasty tissue.  GO AWAY CLYDE you are not wanted here.........

    Hope everyone is enjoying the weekend.  I am back on the tamoxifen, my back is feeling better.  1 week in on the tamox, I am so tired and sporting a lovely headache.

    Calgon take me away......
    :)

  • suzieq60
    suzieq60 Member Posts: 6,059
    edited August 2010

    Alicia: Is tiredness one of your SEs from tamoxifen? I'm really tired all the time and am not sure if it's the herceptin or the Arimidex. We should be over any chemo/rads tiredness. I find I'm sleepy not physically drained.

    I'm doing one more week of 4 mornings, then next week I'm going to try Mon and Fri as whole days!!! eeeek!!! The rehab chick wanted me to do 4 x 6 hour days, but what's the point, I might as well stay another hour and a half. I'll still keep Tues and Thurs as short days and have Wednesday off. I'm so lucky they are so nice about the whole thing - they are really a good company to work for.

    (((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))) to you all.

    Sue

  • BrendaSharon
    BrendaSharon Member Posts: 506
    edited August 2010

    Morning Sue!!

    Tamoxifen, Sue, of the side effects I have  definitely is tired. Almost everyday I have to get a nap around 3:00 ish. I feel like I'm just totally exhausted at that time. then I get a nap. But, I am still very restless at night and I think that is from the Tamoxifen which is why I think I am exhausted a 3:00 in the afternoon. I don't believe I am having any residual effects from the chem/rads still. I believe that is over and done with. I've been done with chemo since Feb. 10th. and rads done on April 17th. Good luck going back to full time !! ~~ :-( I wished I'd taken more time when I could have. Instead I tufted it out like a fool, so scared of loosing my job. Not many in my area.

    Alicia,

    Glad your OK, as far as a good report. I'm sorry about the T-Mox, I totally understand. I wish I didn't have to take them, but I'm too scared to quit them.(know what i mean?) 

    Melinda,

    Booh-Clyde, I hope soon this for you will be over. But, as long as he's not cancer that is a great thing. I go Friday for  my scan. Don't ya know that now my headaches seemed to have eased up, BUT this morning I had a pain REALLY bad in the upper/middle portion of my spine. For a smidge it even hurt to walk. The pain is still there now, I can get around but I feel the dull ache right in my spinal cord area. It's freaking me a out. I almost feel like maybe I need a good burping. Scarey~

    Nette,

    It seems to me that the Arimidex seems to cause all the same crap as the T-Mox. I guess I'd say it's worth it because it's our cancer fighting agent now, but sometimes, ya wonder when your sweating and aching and restless and cramping, etc.

    This weekend I had got a charlie horse so bad (first one in a bit though) anyways sooo bad that i could NOT walk for a few minutes, hubby said i feel to the floor. i didn't even remember that because it happened while I was still pretty much asleep. I was fixin to go to the restroom. 

    Linda & Michele, How is every little thing with y'all.? Hope everyone had a nice weekend to some degree. Even with all my lil probs I did enjoy not having to go to work.  

    Love you girls, have a good week 

  • Melinda41
    Melinda41 Member Posts: 672
    edited August 2010

    Brenda Sharon:  am I crazy or did you post somewhere when your scan is going to be??

    My 11yo DD has taken one of my bald pics and is playing with the lifetime dot com makeover web site! She can add in eyebrows and eye lashes and give me celebrity hair. (I was not impressed with the Amy Winehouse look she gave me).

    Hope everyone's week is off to a great start.

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