At Home Recuperating

my sugery was on Wed the 21 and reconstruction started.It was rough for a few days, i did not relalize  that the TE would have some swelling panic in the hospital though i was suffocating.Got home started taking Antibiotic which are big and i took one i was convinced it got lodge in my throat cross ways and i was about to die,my family rushed me to the ER,The ENT looked down my nose with a scope to the throat and saw nothing, he said there was some irritation to my vocals.By this time i had done some home remedies therapy finger down the throat,crackers,coughing and etc,So know i am home feeling as if i am swallowing over a lump,someone told me that it might be anxiety,which i knew i had prior to surgery.I go to the General Surgeon tomorrow,Path report might be in.Also everytime i sleep i am having the weirdest dreams.One was that the surgeon was putting back under and trying to lay me on the table.My sugery seem to long,the general surgeon then plastic came in, but my family said they started at 12 noon and i did not come out until 6 i think.This was the scariest thing for me.But i am in AWE of God.