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  • JFV
    JFV Member Posts: 795
    edited July 2010

    Hey ladies!

      Hang in there.  Colleen as you know I haven't made it to Taxol yet but I do remeber reading something about "flu like" symptoms for Taxol. Could that be where the chills are coming from? I am glad the ER trip was nothing.  What a terrible scare!  As you are saying Ack!  How will we get through all this.  I guess we need to remember we have survived so much already.  Even though it ain't fun we have made it this far!

    Jackie, I really do need to stop obsessing about what will be next.  Fear of the unknown!  I suppose this is where I should be pulling out my meditation stuff and praying more.  Worrying about what's next could make what's next alot worse.  We can both celebrate only one more AC.  Mine is Wednesday july 21.  When is yours?

  • KittyDog
    KittyDog Member Posts: 1,079
    edited July 2010

    mcsushi

    I had the chills during my chemo too.  What put me in the hospital was a slight temp and my blood pressure was so low and I was so weak.  My white cell count was very low and so was my hemoglobin.   My hands, arms and feet all broke out in a rash and were bright red.  I ended up getting mega doeses of anitibotics even though they couldn't find an infection.  Then my iron level dropped so low I had to get two blood transuffions on the second day.  The next day my magnisum and potassium levels also dropped and I got bags of those. They finally decided my rash was getting worse and I got steroids in my IV.  It was also in the hospital that the neuropathy got worse.

    Hope that worded and sounds right.  Feeling very foggy headed today.

  • grneyd5600
    grneyd5600 Member Posts: 420
    edited July 2010

    KittyDog, I am so sorry to hear about the hospital, hope you are feeling better soon.  Hang in there!

    JFV my last AC is July 27th.  Celebrate we will! 

  • sonochick
    sonochick Member Posts: 3
    edited July 2010

    Hi, I'm new,too.  Is anyone out there?  I am so scared.  I have multiple nodes involved, in fact they are larger than the primary tumor.  The oncologist and surgeon decided that I would have neoadjuvant therapy before surgery. The onc. said perhaps I could be in a clinical trial of TAC with Avastin.  What is that?  You all seem to know so much more than I.  Next thing I knew, he said to start chemo last week with Adriomycin/Cytoxin x 4, then Taxol x 4.  After that surgery and then radiation.   Are the side effects cumulative?  What questions should I be asking?  How do you decide to have mastectomy versus lumpectomy?   

  • grneyd5600
    grneyd5600 Member Posts: 420
    edited July 2010

    HI Sono,  first welcome to our sisterhood.  Second, I am so sorry you are having to join us.  I am not going to try and answer your questions because I just don't know enough to help you but there are lots of lovely ladies on here and I am sure someone can give you answers or at least point you in the right direction.  We are here to lend support and rest assured you aren't alone out there.  Hang in there and hopefully some of our sisters can guide you to the answers you need.

  • JFV
    JFV Member Posts: 795
    edited July 2010

    grney5600 Virtual party on the 28th!  Have come out of the fog from round three today.  Always feels good to feel good.

    sonochick I am so sorry.  I didn't put it on my signature, but I have 5 positive nodes.  I had a double mast with immediate implants.  I just wanted the surgery part done with in as few steps as possible.  There is a sight called chemocare ( I think) it is sort of sponsored by Scott Hamilton.  It is a good source for technical information about types of chemo therapy what they treat and what are their side effects.  Remember, side effects are well controlled these days and everyone is different.  You do not have to get the side effects they list.  Other than that, ask the doctor whatever you think is important. This is your trip and you need to do whatever makes you comfortable.

  • sonochick
    sonochick Member Posts: 3
    edited July 2010

    grney and jvc, Thank you so much for taking the time to reply  Up until now, I have not found anyone who had stage III. I feel like you have given me a soft place to fall.  I am so aggravated by people who say " I had BC 5 years ago"  when I ask what was their stage , they say I or II.  But III is a different !   Now I have found others like me. I am almost jealous of those of you who have had 6 or 10 or 12 treatments.  I am only having 8 .  I want so much to make sure no cell escapes!  Thank you.

  • AnacortesGirl
    AnacortesGirl Member Posts: 1,758
    edited July 2010

    Popping in to say Hi and see how everyone is doing.  It seems that most of you are finding that this chemo thing is doable.  It was such a relief for me once I got a few infusions under my belt.  The fear level went down some and I felt I was fighting back.

    I really struggled with the unknown.  I never got in to a clear cycle of knowing what the next day was going to bring.  That was so hard for me -- I'm a control person and I want to know what I'm going to be doing tomorrow or next week.  It was a mental struggle but I finally got to the place where I was comfortable knowing that tomorrow might be a good day or a bad day, might see an increase or new SE or might not, but whatever it was going to be I was going to get through it.  Practice makes perfect.  Well, maybe not perfect, but it makes it easier!

    mcsushi - definitely talk to your onc about those chills.  I don't know what it means but I know I am asked every visit if I have them.  So it's something the onc will want to know.  I wonder if it's a indication of change of something in your blood counts.  I had to take a supplement for magnesium about halfway through taxol.

    sonochick - AC - 4, T - 4 is very standard.  Usually the various is on the taxol side where it might be 4 dose dense cycles or it might be 12 weekly.  The overall chemo dosage ends up being the same.  Have you already had surgery?  If so, how many nodes were involved?  Or are they looking at the tumors in the nodes through scans? In my case the surgery came after the chemo and there were enough poor indicators that we threw on additional low dose chemo which is where I am now.  So you can always get more if your cancer presentation calls for it.  But rads are also very effective against cancer in the nodes.  BTW - you have mets in your signature.  Mets indicate that the cancer has metastized beyond the breast and lymph nodes.  Is that the case?

    I didn't get hit as hard as KittyDog but I am in the group that got a lot of SEs from taxol.  Rash, neuropathy, terrible taste change, and a horrible fog that would last for two days.  Had to have neupogen shots and a transfusion.  But I made it through.  Time moves on and this too shall pass.

    JFV, sonochick, grneyd5600, gin2ca, sandiddstn, mcsushi - I'm pulling for all of you and thinking of you!  Hope I didn't miss anybody.

  • grneyd5600
    grneyd5600 Member Posts: 420
    edited July 2010

    Christy - thanks for all the good info! 

    Sonochick - I am like JFV in that I had a double mastectomy.  I started reconstruction right away as well.  I was originally going to have the 4 AC and the 4 Taxol regime but I agreed to go with a clinical trial and that is what changed my taxol to 12 weeks instead.  I will get less dosage over a longer period of time than if I did 4 Taxol but in the end it is the same amount of drug.  So, don't be jealous of the longer times but do ask the onc what is the best for you.  Christy is absolutely right that radiation is one of the best tools at nailing the cancer in the nodes. 

    I did finish up TX #3 Tues of AC and I am wiped out!  I have barely gotten out of bed today.  Looking forward to a nap as I type!

    Hang in there girls!

  • JFV
    JFV Member Posts: 795
    edited July 2010

    Hi Ladies!  I do like all these updates.  I haven't joined a face to face bc group and find hearing from all of you via internet very helpful. 

    Sonochick.  I am 4 AC 4 Taxol.  My oncologist has promised me this is thorough treatment.  We stage three ladies have good statistics in our favor.

    Anacortes thanks for the good wishes.

    Jackie be good to yourself. 

    Blessings to everyone on this page!

  • gillyone
    gillyone Member Posts: 1,727
    edited July 2010

    Sonochick - I'm glad you have found the stage III ladies - there are lots of us. AC/T is a normal chemo regimen. I had lumpectomy, dose dense AC/T and then radiation.  When you start chemo, I advise you to join a group "starting chemo in _____" whatever month it is. Having the support of a group of ladies going through the same thing as you is a big help. And of course check in with the stage III threads. We are all at various stages of treatment. Some of us are even done!!

  • Gitane
    Gitane Member Posts: 1,885
    edited July 2010

    AnacortesGirl,  Although I'm not a part of this group I do look in to see how you are doing.  Sounds like you are adjusting, as much as one can, to the chemo non-schedule.  It does turn our world inside out for a while.  I'm holding you in my thoughts.  Hugs!  

  • AnacortesGirl
    AnacortesGirl Member Posts: 1,758
    edited July 2010

    Thank you Gitane!  It's nice to hear from you.  I hope you are doing well also. 

    It has been a long road and it used to bother me when I'd see other ladies finishing up their active tx months before me.  Here I am a year later and still not done.   But now I'm back to work. Between the rads, chemo and work my life has become busy again and for the most part I have the energy to handle it.  Not as much time to spend on the boards, though.  Life is definitely good.

      

  • flopsy
    flopsy Member Posts: 365
    edited July 2010

    Hi ladies,  Hope everyone is doing well and sorry I have not felt well enough to post recently but am feeling better today.  My 2nd chemo tx of AC was done 4days ago and was a little different than first.  My onc removed IV decadron and tabs because of my blinding headache after 1st chemo.  I did not have the headache but did have more nausea and poor appetite with difficulty drinking lots of fluid and eating high fiber foods so I'm having to use colace and glycerine suppositories for constipation.  I have felt much better after 2nd day that I did last time but still a little woozy and weak but getting better.  Has anyone had a problem with some fluid around underarm and shoulder on injection side>I had BMX so chemo and Neulasta are going in non-node simple mast side.  This fluid seemed to pop up morning after Neulasta.  I will call my BS on Mon. about this but my onc is out of town this week.  This area is where I had a large hematoma from small bleeder after surg that took about 4 wks to heal and had to be aspirated once.  Seemed to be fine a few weeks prior to chemo starting.  Hopefully, this is not going to be an issue and will clear up on its own.  I do not have a port or line for my chemo because my onc thought my veins were good enough to hold up to tx.  The IV's and chemo and Neulasta and all other meds are going through this arm so that may be just overloading my vascular system with this area being weak from post surg problem.  Will post later to let you guys know what happens.  If anyone can comment or give opinion on this please do so.  I appreciate everyone here and am praying for us daily>Thanks so much for all the help and support.  Sending hugs to everyone,LOLgin2ca

  • grneyd5600
    grneyd5600 Member Posts: 420
    edited July 2010

    Gin, I haven't had the problem you describe with my Nuelasta shot although this last one (#3) did hurt.  I am like you with the BMX and all my torture is going in my left arm.  This week I had a "fill" for the reconstruction and I am a bit more sore all the way around than I have been though.  Hopefully yours is just a one time thing and it gets better.  Don't wait long though - any sign of fever or bad swelling call! 

    I have had a very tough weekend.  Have been in the "fog" since Thursday. I think it might be getting a little better but I still have a touch of headache and absolutely no energy. 

    Hang in there and let us know how you are doing. 

  • mcsushi
    mcsushi Member Posts: 174
    edited July 2010

    Hey everyone! So turns out I have pneumonia. Went into the hospital Wed and came home Fri. Finally starting to feel better, but this has really kicked my butt. Chemo is on hold for a couple weeks until all this has cleared. Hoping everyone is doing well!!

    ~Colleen 

  • JFV
    JFV Member Posts: 795
    edited July 2010

    Colleen  I am soo sorry!   I send you hugs and prayers.  Feel better soon!  Wish I could hold your hand and bring you soup!

     Jackie sorry about the headaches  I have had more of them also.  Only take tylenol for fear of making my tummy worse.  But, I am considering something stronger because Neulasta is a little worse each time for me. 

    gin2ca I had BMX with permanent implants and still have puffy area under my armpits sort of on top of my ribs.  It comes and goes. Yesterday I could easily feel my ribs today not so much. 

    Hang in there ladies.  My last AC is Wednesday and I am having trouble with my nerves!

  • flopsy
    flopsy Member Posts: 365
    edited July 2010

    I am going tomorrow afternoon for onc to check sudden swelling of shoulder and axilla that happened the night after Neulasta shot.  It is still there after 6 days but hasn't gotten significantly worse so I guess that is a good thing.  I am concerned about continuing chemo without port or line because of this issue.  I will post back and let everyone know what the decision is.  I have mixed emotions about doing the port or line but will if I must.  Thanks for the support and concern everyone.  Hope all are feeling better and continue to have better days.  I am praying for all of us. LOL and hugs all around,gin2ca

  • flopsy
    flopsy Member Posts: 365
    edited July 2010

    My onc appt went pretty well.  He thought I was coming down with Upper respiratory infection and that was why I feel so lousy and nodes swollen in neck and under arm.  My white count was in the crapper so I now am adding an antibiotic to my other mix of pills.  I am becoming a walking pharmaceutical and I hate it but don't think you can do this without most of these meds.  I will go back Mon. to have labs re-checked.  Tues. I am to have a pic-line put in my good arm if my count is good.  Wed. will be chemo AC tx #3.  I am really looking forward to that.  I do feel better today so that is wonderful.  Hope I can maintain that a few days for a good weekend.  My boss keeps asking when am I coming back to work, but I have to say I don't know.  I hate feeling like I am n't help thletting my co-workers down but can only do what I can do.  It won't help them any if I come back but can't pull my own.  I work in a very demanding and high volume BREAST IMAGING CENTER.  You would think they would understand the most but people tend to only think of themselves.  My boss is having to work on the floor more than she would like(she mostly sits in her office). 

    Well,gotta go now-Have a wonderful SE free weekend everyone and thanks for listening and all the support and comfort.LOL,gin2ca

  • JFV
    JFV Member Posts: 795
    edited July 2010

    Hi  Checking in after being gone for awhile.  Finished my last AC wednesday.  Metallic taste in my mouth and took Ibuprofin after neulasta which has helped with bone pain, but has messed up my stomach. In general I am feeling well. I am vegging out and trying to not to worry as Onco told me my tumor markers have gone up!  It's probably Ok but I am such a worrier.

    gin2ca you seem to be getting it from all sides!  I am so sorry you keep gettin ill.  Your boss needs some chill pills!  Yeesh! I don't like my port but everyone who had arm IV said they wished they had a port.  Also I just found out that as my right arm gets more beat up from blood draws I can start getting in drawn from my port.  I know it won't be painless, but it's nice to have an option.

    How Ya doing sonochick? 

  • flopsy
    flopsy Member Posts: 365
    edited July 2010

    Jackie, Hope u are feeling better now.  I know about the fog it usually last for me about day2-5 but does get much better after that. The worst thing about eating and drinking is the metallic taste because everything taste bad.   I am not having the bad headaches this time so that is an improvement.  Digestive issues also much better but will have tx on Wed. so here we go again.   I have not had any of the bone pain others have described and I am grateful for that.  I mostly just have fatigue and feel slightly queasy and have a woozy head.  Having a good weekend so far and sorry to see Mon come as have to go have lab work and f/u with onc.  I think all will be better and am thanking God for that. 

    JFV, tell us more about yur tumor markers going up if you will.  How often do they usually check those?  I have not had any test since before my surgery other than bloodwork.   My surgery was 5/18/2010.  Glad you can use port for blood draws if needed.  I am saying a special prayer for you.  Hugs and prayers around for all you wonderful breast cancer SURVIVORS. LOL,gin2ca

  • JFV
    JFV Member Posts: 795
    edited July 2010

    gin2ca  I am unsure what to tell you about my tumor markers.  I believe the test is called Ca 27.29 or Ce 15 I keep blanking out on it because it makes me panic.  I had a blood draw for this when intially diagnosed and the onc said it was borderline high.   Didn't hear a thing about it again until last week when Onc said my d levels were down and tumor markers were up.  This would have been about 5 days after 3rd AC.  She said it could be good because it meant my BC was dying and dumping waste into my blood stream but she would have to watch it.  This is when the blood started pounding in my ears and I said something like.  Or does it mean I'm not responding to chemo?  She then said that 80% of all stage 3 BC patients have cancer in their bone marrow.  Even 20% of all stage one BC patients have cancer in their bone marrow.  Then she says don't worry, go get your blood drawn and go home your fine. ARGH! I ran away.

    Anyway I have done a little research from what I think are reputable sights and I get the idea that the CE test could mean I am not responding to chemo  But it is one of those that should not be interpreted on it's own and is one that should be watched over time and one that can be affected by other things going on in my body.  It could also just show that tumor waste is dumping in my blood stream   I think my Onc is very smart and very thorough but shares a little too much too quickly and I sit in shock and hear the worst case scenario and then run.

    This tumor marker test is done with blood work I get about 5 days after every chemo.

    I appreciate the prayers and everyone on this board.  This long fuzzy headed weekend has been helped by your kind words.

    Joan

  • grneyd5600
    grneyd5600 Member Posts: 420
    edited July 2010

    Hi Gang, well I have lived to tell you that I have survived my fog.  I am locked and loaded and ready for my last AC TX tomorrow.  Now, all I have to do is hope my that my latest drama doesn't prevernt me from TX.  We went camping on Friday.  I wasn't in the campground 15 minutes and a horse fly landed.....of all places on my right arm.  He of course bite me and drew blood.  Despite cleaning it, applying neosporin I got lympodema.  My right arm is now two times the other and I look like I am an "elephant man".  Geez!!!  Just so you all know I am not having fun anymore! 

    I am sorry we are all having these issues.  We need to all hang in there and remember we will get through this together!  JFV - doctors can either share too much info or not enough.  I know it scares you to hear the markers go up - but quiz the Dr on what that means and why.  Take a deep breath and remember we are all here for support.  Hang in there girl!

    Monday hugs all around! 

  • JFV
    JFV Member Posts: 795
    edited July 2010

    Hugs back to you grneyd5600  We are chatting on two different threads and I am sending you hugs on both!

  • flopsy
    flopsy Member Posts: 365
    edited July 2010

    jfv and jackie<HI-LADIES, HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL TODAY.  I AM WITH YOU TODAY IN SPIRIT IF NOT BODY JACKIE. 

    joan ad mcsushi, HOPE YOU ARE WELL TODAY ALSO>joan, I don't have any cancer or tumor tests at all.  My onc says not reliable until after all treatment is done.  I have decided that all oncs have very different opinions from each other.  No two will ever do or say the same thing.  Makes you wonder where they get there info.  Maybe we need to get them on a board so they can explain themselves.  HA-HA< I can really see that happening.  Try not to worry too much about the whole thing and do as I am now doing and take it one day at a time, while thanking God for another day.

    Tuesday morning HUGS AND PRAYERS all around,LOL,gin2ca

  • JFV
    JFV Member Posts: 795
    edited July 2010

    gin2ca  You are the best!  Many many thanks.  I am going with the reliability issue also.  I have also found my Onc's email and will start emailing her questions.  I get extremely flustered when we are face to face or on the phone together.  She talks to quickly for me! 

    I am really working on my attitude also.  I think worries and complaints and fears are good to express and that is one of the reasons I like this board so much.  I am not alone.  But, I need to really get that cancer or not today is the day I have and I'd better enjoy it as much is I can.  Because if I don't I am the loser.

    Hope everyone is feeling well and strong.  Saw a hummingbird in my front garden this morning.  So magical.

    Feel well and avoid those side effects!

    Blessings and prayers

    Joan

  • grneyd5600
    grneyd5600 Member Posts: 420
    edited July 2010

    Yay!  Last AC TX is in the books!  I finished up at 12:30 today.  I feel like I actually accomplished something.  I am feeling better today than I did after the #3 treatment so hopefully this one won't slam me like the last last one.  Either way, one leg of this is down and onto the next part.  Onc is an agreement with me taking a two week break before the start of the Taxol. So.....as long as my body doesn't revolt I am going to attempt the Sturgis SD trip end of next week.  Hubby has agreed that we can come home if I can't handle it or it gets to be so much. 

    Joan, funny you say your Onc talks so fast to you  I actually had to politelly ask mine to sit back and down because I wasn't done with my questions.  He did and was attentive but I saw the "flash" in his eyes.  Oh well! 

    Hugs all around!  Hang in the ladies.

  • JFV
    JFV Member Posts: 795
    edited July 2010

    Jackie I am so happy for you! I am doing the happy dance.  My round 4 has been relatively easy.  Hope yours is great!  Have a fabulous trip.  Enjoy every minute and just bring bug spray! 

     I really should be more assertive with my onc.  I just keep fighting the urge to run when I am doing anything related to cancer. 

  • mcsushi
    mcsushi Member Posts: 174
    edited July 2010

    ok i'm FREAKED out here. i was diagnosed with pneumonia 2 wks ago but my breathing continued to get worse. monday i had a lung biopsy which showed pneumonia had cleared and found no other infection. my drs concluded i had a nasty reaction to taxol on top of the pneumonia. they started me on more steroids (UGH!) to reduce the remaining inflammation in my lungs. i'm most freaked out because they are stopping my chemo!!!! i understand i had a really bad reaction, but i in no way feel i've had enough treatment. WTF!!! they only thing worse than chemo is no chemo. they are moving me along to rads with a possible return to chemo after. anyone else personally experience this or know anyone who this happened to?! please. i feel like i'm going to lose my sh*t...

    joan, jackie... glad to hear you're both hanging in there!!!! stay strong!!! 

  • JFV
    JFV Member Posts: 795
    edited July 2010

    mcsushi  THIS TOTALL STINKS!!!!!!!!!!  Completely unfair for you!!!!!!!  I have no words of wisdom.  I can only say that I am so sad and so angry for you.  All I can think is people come back to chemo all the time and it still works.    They can totally "mop up" those few remaining cells with rads and then go back to chemo if they want to be totally sure. 

     You need someone to hold your hand.  Is there family or a best friend or neighbor who can wrap you up in their arms and hold you tight?  Please find that person fast! 

    Hugs and Prayers 

    Joan

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