God-D--- Husbands!

Nobleanna007

Hang in there girl. I'm paddleing right beside you. I am 56 years old was married to the morron of the year. Got divorced in 04. Met a man that asked me to marry him we were like teenagers. With my 5 kids grown and married I thought this marriage would be fun and games. He lives right around the corner from Maaaama. Who thinks she knows EVERYTHING and lets everyone know it. I was dx 3 wks to the day of getting married dx 4-8-08 with IDC stage IV mast. to my right axillary L-1 vertabrae and right femur. ER- PR- HER+. Of course she knew it all after all she was a retired x-ray tech. One day she went with me to the doc God only knows why I let her go I guess the cancer wasn't bad enough. I needed a pain in the ___ __ ___ too. Anyway, the doc was talking to me my onchologist is a very cool doc and woman. My mother-in-law (out of the clear sky ) decides to say "Talk about stupid, she (refering to me ) is so stupid that she is eat up with cancer and still smokes My doc told me when I was first dx that smoking does not cause BC The doc looked at me then looked at my m-in-law and said "What's she gonna do get cancer"

Any way I have gained 50 lbs doc says because of the steroids I took while on Chemo. Im now trying to lose it. But I was the hot, 53 yr old woman size 4 but now Im fat miserable on antidepressants and always mad. Feel like my husbands messing around. Doc says thats because my ex did. Just hold on don't fall of the ladder and don't let anyone push you off. This too shall pass. Just remember you always have you. No one can take that away. Message me if you need to talk. Cos we have alot in common and boy do I need someone that knows how I feel to talk to time and again. Just post when you will be on line I check this every day and let me know what day and time you will be here and we can chat. Im a (doc likes to call it) retired she put me on permenant disability because of my back and leg pain, peds nurse and had to quit work before I was ready. Miss talking and gossiping. Tired of talking with( what I call normal) people with out cancer cos first thing out of their mouths is "Im sorry"  I want to ask them Why are you sorry did you give me cancer? So give me a shout and we'll talk. Never know this little varment that has infiterated our boobs might have made two strangers best friends.