March 2010 Chemo Start

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  • Charley
    Charley Member Posts: 255
    edited June 2010

    Oh and Frosty - great picture!!

  • frosty1
    frosty1 Member Posts: 420
    edited June 2010

    Charley -- I'll be interested to hear about your adventure with Tamoxifen.  #6 (my last) chemo is next WEdnesday, then I start Herceptin and Tamoxifen both on July 6.  I'm so done with being tired and winded and having a bad stomach and runny eyes.  This week they've been twitching like crazy ... which just makes it worse!

  • frosty1
    frosty1 Member Posts: 420
    edited June 2010

    Thanks on my new avatar!  It's from the survivor march at the race for the cure this past weekend.  I was so wet (it rained) and toasty I had to take my hat off so I wouldn't get mold on my head.

  • hmh23
    hmh23 Member Posts: 306
    edited June 2010

    Great photo Frosty..love the mold comment.  I feel the same way with the heat and my various hats and wig.

    Thx for asking Charley.. I'm doing much better.  This last AC (my final one) took a bit more out of me but it's over!!!!! I finally feel like I've rounded the bend today (8 days post treatment). 

     I start Taxol on the 21st for 12 weeks and yes, I'm anxious about it.  My onc says that I've been through the hard part but I'm just nervous about it, maybe it's the unknown.  His Fellow told me today that if I want something to help deal with the anxiety, they will prescribe it, no problem or if on the day I go, and I'm feeling anxious they can add a little something extra to my chemo cocktail to help.  So, for right now, I'm trying to focus on feeling well and getting stuff done around here. 

     I decided to teach myself how to make slipcovers while going through treatment.  So far, I've slipcovered two small stools, reupholstered a great Louis XVI chair for my daughter's room,(I love it with pink leopard fabric and green fringe trim!!) and made a fabric headboard. Mind you this was the week before my last chemo.  I've done nothing since then except look at my sewing machine.  Plan on getting back on the horse now that I'm feeling better. 

    Enough about me....wishing everyone a wonderful Father's Day with your husbands, fathers and families.  Fondly, Heather

  • hereandnow
    hereandnow Member Posts: 322
    edited June 2010

    Hello lovely Marchers,

    just back from a 3 day mini break - flew down to Tasmania to visit my dad, and we drove down to Cockle Creek - the southernmost point you can drive south in Australia, Just next to a World Heritage National Park 618,000 hectares big, very isolated. Outside the bay you could see the Southern Ocean - just a hop skip and a jump to Antarctica. Just heard a young 16 y/o Californian girl is lost out there in 9 metre seas- although 2000km west. Will be very chilly, but I just heard a QANTAS airbus is almost to the point of her emergency beacons now, so hopefully they'll pinpoint her location for rescue if needed.

    So many of us are in our 40's hey? I was 43 when this started, turned 44 in May. I'm campaigning amongst my friends for them to start mammograms/ Ultrasounds now,and not wait til they're 50. Our national screening program is targetted at women 50-69, although women are able to attend for free screening without a referral from the age of 40. Yes there are issues with false negatives and provoking anxiety but I'd rather someone had a week of anxiety and got a negative result than like me feel a lump when it's at 3cm.

    Frosty, I love your new picture, you look like a warrior princess. Heather, yay for finishing AC - I've tolerated my 1st dose of taxotere much better than my FEC, hope you'll be the same. Charley, my eyes are watering quite a bit, so I'm following your treatment really closely.

    Lorrhaw, that's great news about the good response, wonderful.

    Ana, good luck with the rads and all that driving, you'll need to have some really stimulating music to make the trips go faster.

    M, maybe it was your low Haemoglobin that's been causing your symptoms. good luck for the rest of the tests.

    and Teemee, I'm glad you're feeling a little better - remember, with each day we all walk a little further from the lion. I know this whole thing has scared the hell out of me, but I just caught a plane that had a really wonky turbulence filled take-off, and it struck me how there's a whole lot of things that can potentially change our lives, I'm just hoping for the wisdom to know which of those I can do something about.

    love

    Lisa

  • Ana1973
    Ana1973 Member Posts: 88
    edited June 2010

    Good morning everyone :)

    Today begins my latest journey...simulation today and Monday the rads start. From here on out I will be making that daily trip for 7 weeks. It's hard to believe I have made it to this point. I hope it goes quickly but certainly don't want to wish away my summer.

    Charley- my onc never suggested an aspirin, I be sure to ask about that.

    Lisa- I have collected an arsenal of music to help with the drive. If it wasn't for the high gas prices, I would be looking forward to the drive...lol.

    Heather- There's nothing wrong with getting a lot help with your anxiety. My Onc gave me Ativan to help with my nerves and anxiety, it also helps me sleep at night. I don't take it everyday, but when my anxieties gets the best of me, it certainly helps.

    Lorrhaw- what fantastic news the you are responding to the tx!

    Tonight is my RFL walk. I have participated in years passed in memory of my Mom, but tonight I will be walking for all of you, and for myself. I'll be proud to wear that pink survivor shirt!

    Have a wonderful weekend ladies..

    Prayers and hugs to all of you!

    Ana

  • staceyt
    staceyt Member Posts: 106
    edited June 2010

    Hello Ladies,

    Ana - Gave my goosebumps to hear you say survivor - Have fun and You Go Girl !!!!

    Today will be day 14 on the rads, everything seems to be going well - getting a little pink and tender.   The Cornstarch seems to do a great job in keeping it dry.

    Heather my thoughts are w/ you as you begin your new journey.

    Wishing EVERYONE a great weekend!! Stacey

  • Charley
    Charley Member Posts: 255
    edited June 2010

    Frosty - No SEs from tamoxifen yet.  I've taken 3 doses.  I am taking Effexor as well.  Had to switch from zoloft which is apparently a no-no with tamox. I've read that effexor is supposed to help with hot flashes.  Haven't had any type of SEs yet but will keep you posted. 

    3rd appt with the eye dr. today.  My eyes are much better but they were irrigated anyway. I have noticed slow but steady progress.  Don't need to dab them every 30 seconds ... maybe every 5 or 10 minutes ... so things are looking up! I'd love to be able to quit re-applying eye make up every few hours. 

    Heather - I was prescribed ativan for nausea ... works well for anxiety and sleeplessness too like Ana said.  Don't feel bad to ask for the meds you need.  My onc gave me everything I asked for. (Pain meds and ambien)  Chemo is a temporary condition. You will be off of it soon enough.  Glad you are done with AC.  Woohoo! 

    Lisa - Great trip!  I'd love to visit your country someday.  I've not had the energy to go anywhere and do not plan a summer vacation this year.  I have taken off way too much time already and my employer has been totally awesome through this deal so I feel guilty about taking off more time.  I do plan to travel next year and living my life!  This situation has very much changed my outlook on things ...

    Ana - Hope RFL was good! Thinking about you!

    Hugs, Charley

  • hereandnow
    hereandnow Member Posts: 322
    edited June 2010

    ps   for anyone with TE's - I was scared about setting off the security at the airport - on the way down -no worries, straight through. On the way back - beeep - I'm thinking "oh no", but I took off my shoes, and went through with no problem. Ha. So the magnet doesn't set off the scanner. What a relief.

  • PiscesMoon
    PiscesMoon Member Posts: 206
    edited June 2010

    well the transfusion went well.  i didn't have any reactions or anything.  had a little benedryl nap until the hot flashes woke me up.  all in all it took about 5 hours for 2 units.  they make you wait for 30 minutes after you are done to make extra sure there is no reaction.

    today i feel better.  no pounding heart issues.  i can't say that i feel great but at least i can clear the dinner table or take out the garbage without having to sit down and rest.

    ~M

  • marilyn7
    marilyn7 Member Posts: 86
    edited June 2010

    Good morning everyone.  Turning the corner on #5 (of 6) although I still feel that my throat and jaw are clenched tight.  I just worry that this damn fatigue will continue through the week. Sometimes my legs feel like cement.

    I will be seeing the rad oncologist on Friday to begin that process.  It is great to see the progress we've all made.  We are actually moving through it, with light on the horizon.

    This is something I thought i would never say - I can't wait till my next chemo!! MY LAST CHEMO.  My day 7 of Cycle #6 is the 4th of July, so I will be celebrating my independence.

    M - glad to hear the transfusion went well.

    Heather - I take Ativan throughout my treatment week, but also take it every night to help me sleep.

    Charley - encouraged by your response to Tamoxifin.  No SEs!  That's what we like to hear!.

    Have a great Sunday - I'm going to try to get some more sleep!!!  Marilyn 

  • Yeshua4Me
    Yeshua4Me Member Posts: 77
    edited June 2010

    Okay, I'm a bit nervous. Tomorrow is my first chemo with Taxotere (Docetaxol). I'm VERY happy to be done with the A/C and I learned what to expect after each chemo. With this new stuff, I don't know what to expect. I'm more nervous about this than when I first started chemo back in March.

    I'm supposed to take 4 pills (Decadron) today to prepare for tomorrow but I haven't taken any. I keep putting it off. Why? I have no idea. But I did go down this morning and get my blood work done.

    I keep telling myself, "Okay, you're halfway done. Tomorrow makes only 3 more to go" and telling myself that seems to help for about 15 minutes. Then a "small" panic in my brain begins. I don't normally complain. I've held my head up high throughout this whole ordeal...kinda just rolled with the punches.

    I'm sure I'm fine. I just have to get back under control. Maybe I'll go for a walk to clear my head a bit. Probably just a little anxiety kicking up... a few deep breaths and some logical thinking will put everything back into perspective. 

  • hmh23
    hmh23 Member Posts: 306
    edited June 2010

    Marilyn;  thx for the news on Ativan.  I spoke with my oncologist's fellow on Friday and she told me that if I feel I need something before the treatment on the 21st, ativan it will be and if I don't but need it the day of, they'll put something in my Taxol cocktail.  She's great!!!  She stressed that I've been through the worst of it and I should sail through Taxol.  Anyhow, any and all of advice is welcome for Taxol.

    Got my weekend's mixed up when I wished everyone a great Father's Day weekend, I guess I was still in my chemo fog.  have a great Sunday, everyone.

    Heather

  • hereandnow
    hereandnow Member Posts: 322
    edited June 2010

    Good luck Heather and Yeshua4me, and anyone else having treatment this week. I'm back in the chair tomorrow morning - one more down - yahoo,

    Lisa

  • Ana1973
    Ana1973 Member Posts: 88
    edited June 2010

    I went to the RFL rally on Friday and was an emotional mess. All the survivors got up in front of the crowd and told their name, type of cancer and how long they have survived. Then all the people lined up on either side of the walking track clapping, whopping and hollering for all of us survivors....ugh, so overwhelming. My hubby just held my hand and walked the track with me...he was a wonderful support. Then a very kind woman walked over and handed me a note with her phone number offering me a wig for free. I was so touched by everything that happened at that event. I was thrilled to be a part of it.

    On another note, I got out of the shower today and noticed that my head looked dirty! After a closer look I realized it's HAIR! 3 1/2 weeks out from last chemo and I'm already seeing fuzz! Maybe the Nixon and Biotin is helping. It's like soft baby hair. I'm just so happy to see it coming in, instead of falling out.

    Tomorrow's the big day for me...radiation starts at 9:15am. I'm nervous but will not complain one bit since I know my March sisters are still dealing with chemo. Prayers and hugs to all of you.-have a good night!

    Ana

  • lorrhaw
    lorrhaw Member Posts: 751
    edited June 2010

    I am heading in for my 5th treatment in about an hour.  I was pretty weppy and depressed yesterday especially while grocery shopping.  It always upsets me to wander the aisles to try and find new things that I might want to eat.  There are also several things that I ate during my first chemo that make me gag just looking at them, i.e peanut butter crackers, a particular kind of protien bar, etc.  Depending on my next set of tests in July this will either be my second to the last chemo or my third to the last  Would really love to only do 2 more but if they make me do 4 it means they think it is doing its thing.

    Good luck to those of us Marchers still going through chemo.  Soon we will be done and able to celebrate with those who have already finished.

  • MNLinda
    MNLinda Member Posts: 204
    edited June 2010

    Hope it goes well, Lorraine.  Wishing you a better appetite this time.

  • badger
    badger Member Posts: 34,614
    edited June 2010

    Final chemo tomorrow (6 of 6) thank G-D!  Hang in there sisters, we can get thru this!!

  • Charley
    Charley Member Posts: 255
    edited June 2010

    Glad to report my teary eyes have become much better very quickly. They just barely got better over a period of weeks and then in one day almost back to normal!

    Badger - Congrats on final treatment!  Yea!

    Lorraine - Hope all went well w/ #5 ... and Ana - I hope rads were uneventful!

    Heather - For some strange reason I was planning my father's day weekend last weekend. I'd read it somewhere that last weekend was father's day.  Finally my husband told me to look on the calendar!  Not until next weekend ... haha. I think I read it in your post! Wink

    Hugs, Charley

  • hereandnow
    hereandnow Member Posts: 322
    edited June 2010

    #5 of 6 done - sleepy with the benedryl but feeling OK. hope everyone else is OK. I listened to some beautiful harp music on my iphone during the infusion, and promptly fell asleep through most of it - it was great. Not the music to listen to on the highway Ana. LOL. That's great about your eyes Charley, I got some systane eye drops today - they're just a little annoying so far. And badger - congratulations - enjoy the release from chemo limbo.

    hugs to all,

    Lisa

  • PiscesMoon
    PiscesMoon Member Posts: 206
    edited June 2010

    #5 chemo got cancelled due to low blood platelettes - they are 48.  this is the second time they have cancelled a chemo due to low blood levels of some kind.  the good news, i guess, is that i did manage to get my herceptin.  they were having problems getting the labs back before they got me in the chair so they went ahead and started, starting with the herceptin.  then they gave me my pre-meds.  then said oops your platelettes are too low come back next week and we'll draw your labs and see if you can get chemo then.  :: sigh ::  unfortunately i am getting used to this.  there are no hard and fast rules of engagement when it comest to treatment.

    thursday i'll be going back to my breast surgeon to have more fluid drained from my MX site.  she is drawing less and less every time.  i cannot go as often as she wants me to because i just don't feel well enough and i have no one to drive me.

    another good thing is that the blood transfusion has seemed to help.  i have no racing heart or shortness of breat since saturday (day after transfusion).  i did have a muga scan this morning and my EFR went down from 65% to 59-60%.  the onc didn't seem concerned about this but i've made a note to remind him that i want another one in three months since it is the Standard of Care and i seem to be a problem child in all areas of treatment at the moment.

    well tomorrow is a new day and hopefully it will be better.  congrats to those who are almost finished.  i should be joining you soon.  :: fingers crossed ::

    ~M

  • staceyt
    staceyt Member Posts: 106
    edited June 2010

    Hello Ladies,

    Been keeping up on the reading here and so sorry to hear some of you are having a hard time, hang in there.

    I have finally conquered my elephant legs and as of now I will be on Lasix for a while, my long lasting SE from chemo hopefully not permanent.

    Rads are going fine 16 down 14 to go, I'm starting to get pink but I load up on the cornstarch to keep it at bay. 

    This put a smile on my face this morning.  I took a really good look at my head and my hair has started to grow.  The funny thing is I have a few wild strands (all over my head) that are much longer and shoot straight up while the rest of the peach fuzz grows slowly, anyone else?

    Prayers and Hugs to all my fellow Lady Marchers!!  Stacey

  • lorrhaw
    lorrhaw Member Posts: 751
    edited June 2010

    Charley - so funny about you thinking father's day was last weekend. I did the same thing and was feeling really bad on Saturday that I hadn't planned anything for Sunday for DH.  My mother didn't help since she had called and told me that father's day was the next day so between her and chemo brain I didn't have a chance!

    I am feeling good day 3 after treatment #5.  This is usually my bad day so I am hopeful I will continue to feel well.

    To everybody still trudging through lets hang in there together.  Soon we will be joining the others who have finished, yeah!

  • carolsue63
    carolsue63 Member Posts: 126
    edited June 2010

    Hi everybody!  I've been following along and am so excited for those of you who have already finished!

    I'm 5 days post #5, and after having such an easy time after #4, I'm disappointed that this one has been rough. Nothing specific really, just more nausea, more fatigue, and an awful lot of crying over just not feeling good. Doesn't help that my husband is away and I'm pretty much on my own this week. My 7-year-old has been an angel wanting to take care of me. On the one hand it's so sweet, but on the other it makes me so sad because "taking care of mommy" shouldn't be a concern at such a young age.Cry

  • hereandnow
    hereandnow Member Posts: 322
    edited June 2010

    stacy, I too have fuzz on my head which looks like it doesn't know which way to go, some of it is dark brown (my normal colour} and some of it is light, some is longer and the sides and back are still pretty bare, but it's mine and I love it. I was thinking of trimming it off to start fresh, but I can't bear to touch it yet.

    Tee mee, haven't heard from you for a few days - hope you're ok.

    Lisa

  • frosty1
    frosty1 Member Posts: 420
    edited June 2010

    Carolsue -- sounds like your little one is enjoying her "grown up" time.  The hardest thing is letting go -- let her be the mommy and feel important.  All too soon she won't want to have anything to do with you!  (I hope not -- mine is 16 and she still wants to hang with the old folks).

    I had my final full infusion today.  Well, 2/3 of the full infusion.  While my blood counts were low, they didn't drop from last time.  Kidneys were good.  Liver function was "funky" -- my onc drs actual word.  He said they were funky last time and hadn't improved so he pulled the Taxotere.  I looked at him and said do I have to come back and get it?  Am I still done?  He said yes I was still done and I didn't have to come back.  He thinks pulling the Taxotere will also help with the leg swelling, but he sent me for an ultrasound just to be sure there wasn't anything lurking.  The tech said it looked good.  Going for a echo in 2 weeks to be sure heart function is still good as I've been really fatigued and short of breath at times.  He thinks that may have more to do with my funky liver.  So only Herceptin and Carboplatin today.  Yay!  A short 2 hours instead of 4.

    Tomorrow I start on the biphosphonate study.  2 large pills first thing in the morning, don't eat and remain upright for 30 minutes.  That will be fun while trying to navigate the nausea I feel in the mornings the first several days.  I start Herceptin infusions July 7 and will also start Tamoxifen.  I'll need a very large pill caddy.  Geez.

    Feeling good as the steroids are doing their magic.  Come Saturday night I"ll be feeling the effects.  Glad to be through that part of this journey.

  • Taty98328
    Taty98328 Member Posts: 27
    edited June 2010

    Hello ladies! Today was my last chemo!!! So glad. But I need to do Avastin till march 2011 every 3 weeks. I hope i will not have lot of SE.  I having very annoing SE from Taxotere- watering eyes. Tissue always with me, looks like I`m cry all the time. I went to opthomologist last months, she gave me eye drops, but they didn`t work, on friday i made an appt to do tubes somewere in my eyes. Tomorow my Neolasta shot Congrats everybody who finished chemo already!!!

  • carolsue63
    carolsue63 Member Posts: 126
    edited June 2010

    Congrats on your last chemo, Frosty and Taty!

    Frosty, hopefully your SE's won't be quite as bad minus the Taxotere. What is biphosphonate?

    I left out the part about my 7-year-old being a boy. Smile I think that's what makes it all the more touching to me. Maybe it's stereotypical thinking, but nurturing seems to come more naturally to girls. It's nice to know that along with all the rough and toughness, he somehow managed to pick up a little nurturing, too.

  • Ana1973
    Ana1973 Member Posts: 88
    edited June 2010

    Hello ladies! I am very excited to share a piece of information with all of you ER+ PR+ girls and girls looking to go natural with your food intake. As we know, for some of us Soy is a no no. Which means chocolate (under normal circumstances) is also a no no. Well, not any more! This past weekend I went to my local health food store and discovered a Soy Free, certified organic, free trade chocolate! Some flavors also offer dairy free, gluten free and vegan varieties! On the wrapper they give their website site, so I wanted to pass this wonderful information on to all of you. I can tell you it is wonderful, as I'm enjoying some right now. I know for me, a little chocolate really brightens my day! Enjoy :) By the way, I do not work of this company or have any affiliation. I'm just so excited about my chocolate!

    www.theochocolate.com

  • hereandnow
    hereandnow Member Posts: 322
    edited June 2010

    my god, I'm a chocoholic, and didn't know about avoiding it.... yoiks. Thanks for the heads up Ana. Frosty,and Taty congrats on finishing chemo.

    I asked my oncologist a couple fo days ago about zometa(one of the bisphosphonates) IV every 6 months, and when I next see her in a couple of weeks we're going to discuss it - there are some promising studies both for bone density and prevention of recurrence I've read. I'll post on what she says.

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