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  • itizwutetiz
    itizwutetiz Member Posts: 19
    edited May 2010

    Gosh, puppies sure must help. We met a lady getting treatment now who just got a new golden retriever puppy!  I've finished a whole 7 treatments so far! And HEY...it isn't bad at all, so far.  Happy weekend to you all that are getting treatments already...a time for skin/body to renew and rest. And for those getting ready to start...relax because it's really the unknown and worry in our minds that's the worst part, the actual is tolerable for most it seems. I actually feel "elated" when after the whole 5 mins the procedure takes, I walk out the door.  I sorta get endorphens! 

  • kath477
    kath477 Member Posts: 5
    edited May 2010

    Hello everyone. I start my radiation treatment on Monday. It's been five weeks since I've finished chemo and two weeks since the simulation. That seems like a long time but that's what it is. I will go to radiation every day, and the doc told me for how long, but of course, I forget. Chemo Brain. I need to write this stuff down.

    I will be getting boosts to the axillary area as well as superclavicular area. It was between that and lymph node dissection, and I just couldn't face another surgery.

    My best wishes go out to all of those on this board and everyone else being treated for BC. Sometimes it seems unreal, doesn't it?

  • mom3band1g
    mom3band1g Member Posts: 817
    edited May 2010

    very unreal...

  • nancy2721
    nancy2721 Member Posts: 50
    edited May 2010

    Hi everybody,,

     We're becoming quite a little group here :)  Had my planning session yesterday- got a bit overwhelmed by the reality of all of this but refocused my attention on my mini tattoos- never thought about it before but I do believe I'm going to transform my midline one into the Chinese word symbol of "strength". Kinda freaked my hubby out last night when I informed him of it. But, you know when this diagnosis came in I decided it was time to live life- for me. And thats what I'm going to do- not worrying about what anyone else thinks anymore. Well- all scheduled to begin my 30 treatments on May 12th. Will be done with a week off before heading to Vegas for relaxation and reflection.  

  • n50karen
    n50karen Member Posts: 20
    edited May 2010

    I started radiation treatments last Tuesday so 4 down. It has been okay so far. I had 2 different techs that I see tell me definitely no lotion or cream on the breast receiving radiation. They both told me to just use cornstarch frequently and to go braless as much as possible. That should be very attractive since "the girls" are no longer the same size and are not exactly even anymore. Is anyone else using just cornstarch early in their radiation treatments? Karen

  • retrievermom
    retrievermom Member Posts: 522
    edited May 2010

    I was told natural aloe from the plant was better than anything else.  Yesterday, I went to a friend's house to get some leaves off her plant.  The more mature leaves are the best.  Anyway, her plant looks like Seymour from Little Shop of Horrors, surrounded by jades and a pencil cactus.  I brought home 3 leaves, each a foot or so long. 

    I was given a list of recommended items to use, none within 2 hours before rads, including things like xclair and udderly smooth.  My puppy wanted to lick the udderly smooth when I used it on hands and feet during chemo.  No underwire bras, tho a sports bra is ok, my nurse said, and exposure to air around the house recommended.  

    I was thinking of adding to my tattoo marks, too, once this is done.  My DH would freak, but the idea intrigues me; a symbol of empowerment or freedom?

    I am gung ho to be done with this and get out of town.  I have a dog show in July in the works, and the rad onc said I should be fine for that, tho maybe more tired than usual.

  • lorieg
    lorieg Member Posts: 802
    edited May 2010

    Leslie1962-I have inflammatory breast cancer, and MDA has data supporting improvements in local/regional control in IBC patients doing twice daily rads.  No one else in the world is really doing it so it is a little controversial.  I am all for being as aggressive as possible at this point though.

    Am I the only one not getting tattoos??  I have paint lines all over me covered with tape.  Kind of limits what I can wear too as the paint comes off on clothes or so they said.  I haven't really had that problem.

  • Cafelovr
    Cafelovr Member Posts: 1,534
    edited May 2010

    Oh boy...add me too, although I don't know my start date. I don't even know what simulations and boosts are :) I meet me rads onc on May 5 and will be starting soon after. Did 4DD X AC and 9/12 Taxols (neuropathy killed me). That ended March 24. Had BMX on April 6, so I'm off to rads. I do know I'll have 33 treatments.

    Good luck everyone!

  • retrievermom
    retrievermom Member Posts: 522
    edited May 2010
    Greetings, cafelovr from a UNC-G alum.  Sounds like you'll have what's sounding pretty standard, 33 sessions.  At the simulation, they will get you all set up for the machinery, in prep to start the real deal.  Take measurements, do a cat-scan to see your heart and lungs, make markings so that you will always be positioned correctly.  Sorry about the neuropathy.  Better now?
  • CarolT0214
    CarolT0214 Member Posts: 64
    edited May 2010

    Hi everyone......I have a final planning appt. on Monday and start rads on Tuesday.  I am a little nervous but after the 4 AC DD, 1 Taxol DD, and 2 Taxotere, I am happy to be done with chemo., Had nueropathy after the first dose of Taxol, onc switched me to Taxotere and then I had to skip my last dose of Taxotere due to continued neuropathy. I hope it goes away or at least gets better!  I took my first dose of Tamoxifen this evening, not sure what to expect from that yet.  Since everyone seems to respond to everything differently, I guess I'll just have to wait and see what develops.

    Good news is - I got to see my granddaughters today, one 7, the other 2.......and I have "some" hair growing on me head......always looking for a silver lining somewhere!

  • Alcie1
    Alcie1 Member Posts: 68
    edited May 2010

    I refused the tattoos.  They are no use later, and there are photos if for some goofy reason soneone should want them.  I just had ink marks with clear covers.  One came off, but the rad tech just wiped it off.  He said they only use two marks anyway.

    My reasoning was I did not want to be labeled like a WW2 concentration camp prisoner.  I consider tattoos a slap in the face of women.  Just me, not everyone gives a hoot.  I'm really happy I didn't get the awful purple marks.  The scars are bad enough.

    I wish I had asked to study the pictures more closely.  I found out too late that a rib and my stomach were in the field.  Now I have a rib that will probably break soon, according to my rad onc.  I also have permanent low white count from having the stomach hit with the 65 grays full dose.  I had anemia, but was able to correct that with iron pills.

    I'm also not happy with the breast thickening, chronic pain, and the fat necrosis in the areola caused by the blue dye, not to mention the permanent blue spots where the dye was injected.  Radiation hitting my side under my large boobie caused axillary web syndrome (aka axillary cording), which is permenent and painful, needs stretching daily.

    I wish I had asked what benefit there is to radiation.  I still don't know, but I suspect it isn't much. I sort of wish I had never gone through it at all.  I had no burning because I kept my skin very dry and only used a little pure aloe right after each treatment.  But I was terribly sick (radiation sickness) for months afterward.  I wonder what permenent effects to expect, was too ignorant to ask.

    Sorry about complaining so much.  My advice is to ask for lots more information than I did.  I was not informed of all these possible problems and was too scared to even think of researching.

  • retrievermom
    retrievermom Member Posts: 522
    edited May 2010

    Alcie So sorry to hear your experience was bad, and that your rib and stomach were in the field. 

    I have no issue with the tattoos.  Mine are truly like freckles.  My DH would be hard-pressed to find them; certainly wouldn't see them without his reading glasses.  I feel what I am facing is nothing compared to the horrors of the camps.  I realize you recognize not everyone feels the way you do.

    Since I am TN and will have no further drugs to assist the fight, I want to combat any stray cells with the therapies available to me.  The NY Times article about radiation mistakes freaked me out, and I think everyone should ask questions of their medical team and make informed decisions.

  • Cafelovr
    Cafelovr Member Posts: 1,534
    edited May 2010

    Retrievermom: You said you "have no further drugs to assist the fight"...I say assist the fight YET! There are so many studies for TN cancer. Are you familiar with Jennifer Griffin from Fox News? She was dx Stage III TN. Her blog is very interesting and is focusing a lot of attn on TNCancer. Google it if you get a chance. My neuropathy gone from my toes. I just have a little numbness in my fingers. It's A LOT better!

    I am scared up, bald, and overweight from steroids. Tattoos just add to the battle scars that I will wear proudly. They remind me of the hell I've walked through this past year. Hair grows back, weight can be lost, but the scars remain. They don't make me any less of a woman, a daughter, a mother and a wife.

  • retrievermom
    retrievermom Member Posts: 522
    edited May 2010
    Hey, cafe, from another scared, bald, overweight gal.  Yes, these are battle scars, and you are right, I should have said no other drugs to assist at present.  Not being a Fox News watcher, I'm not familar with her, but will look her up.
  • Cafelovr
    Cafelovr Member Posts: 1,534
    edited May 2010
  • itizwutetiz
    itizwutetiz Member Posts: 19
    edited May 2010

    n50karen, it's my understanding that one shouldn't use anything at least 4hrs before radiation, but it's ok, protective, and healing to use "after" rads and at night etc. My treatment is mid day so I don't use anything mornings, incl. no deodorant...when it gets hotter weather I might use the corn starch under breasts etc.  After treatment in dressing room I use a cream they gave me.  It seems everyone is diff and diff things work best for people.  I got an RX for "Biafine" which is supposed to be one of the best for radiation skin. Again, we all react differently and it seems the docs suggest various creams. The big no no I was told...is nothing with alcolhol or fragrance. and whatever you use...use absolutely nothing prior to the treatment.  Just be sure to check w/your doctor before using anything we suggest/post.

  • KayNYC
    KayNYC Member Posts: 19
    edited May 2010
    Hi Nancy, Glad you jumped right in and started the rad group. Just in time. I had my Left lumpectomy and sentinal node excision on March 17. I have met with my Medical Oncologist and the plan is radiation followed by hormon receptor blocker- Armidex. I begin rad tx on 5/13. Had my simulation on Friday and have a schedule for a 21 day course of treatment (greater rad intenisty over shorter period of time with boosts). I met with the nurse and already have the Aquaphor ready for use. I just ordered two more camisoles to use during the treatment. That stuff stains clothes and I will be working through this and need to wear office appropriate clothes. I am large breasted so the thought of going braless is a difficult one for me.I have my plan check on the 13th followed by my first treatment. Hoping the treatment course goes smoothly. I would have been leaving for my vacation this week however my diagnosis in Feb. changed all that (Thankful that my stage I adenocarcenoma was very small with no lymph node involvement. It was estrogen and progesterone + and Her -.. Hoping by the end of the summer, we can plan a shorter and  much needed get away.Cool 
  • n50karen
    n50karen Member Posts: 20
    edited May 2010
    Thanks  itizwutetiz  for your comments. The techs told me I could have the cornstarch on even during treatments. They have told me no lotion or cream on the radiated breast which concerns me because it seems like everyone else has been given cream to use.  I meet with the doctor on Mondays after my treatments for a skin check so I am anxious to see what he says tomorrow. 
  • mom3band1g
    mom3band1g Member Posts: 817
    edited May 2010

    Hi all.  I was told deoderant was OK as long as it didn't contain alumminum (Tom's of Maine).  I was also advised to use pure Aloe after radiation (no alcohol).  My Aunt used it before and after and had zero skin problems and she is very fair.  I have to ask about before...not sure.  My new set-up date is the 14th.  Hoping I am healed enough by then to go ahead.

    Don't know if I will be tattooed...but it doesn't bother me.  Don't know why but I see it as another battle scar.  Heck after a mastectomy what's a little dot?

  • KittyDog
    KittyDog Member Posts: 1,079
    edited May 2010

    Seems everybody is different in what the RO said they can do. 

    I was told not to use deodorant or to shave under the treated arm.  I could use a special deodorant that is sold at a local specialty store or I could use cornstarch.  I was also told if I was one that was just grossed out about not shaving then to use an electric razor.  It also said not to apply cornstarch just before treatment.

    I didn't get any creams yet either.  I was told if they saw I needed them then they would be prescribed.  I will have a daily skin check, Dr. check on Mondays, and weekly blood work.  Oh and I have to have a pregnancy test before the first radiation.  lol  I was in menopause before all of this. 

  • kath477
    kath477 Member Posts: 5
    edited May 2010

    My tattoos do not seem to be the small pinpricks that I imagined. They're kinda ugly, and the top one is in my full view every time I look down. So I liked your idea of transforming at least one of the tattoos into something else even though I never thought of getting a tattoo before. I looked up the Chinese symbol for strength, and that got me into looking for other tattoos, maybe one closer to my culture. I found a Celtic knot held together with a circle. It was said to be the symbol of sisterhood. That seems appropriate.

  • mom3band1g
    mom3band1g Member Posts: 817
    edited May 2010

    I have been thinking that instead of having a nipple 'made' I would do tattoos!  I have a year to pick out what I want.  Never would I have dreamed of getting a tatoo!  I'm off to google Chinese symbol of strength!  My dh loves this idea.

  • Mchan
    Mchan Member Posts: 28
    edited May 2010

    Nice to come back to this group, Nancy, and see so many May ladies!  If any Houston rad gals want to have lunch at MDAnderson, I'd love to participate. I have my simulation on the 18th and start treatment the 24th. Looks like I'll just miss seeing you, Lorieg, but maybe some others will still be around. Or maybe I'll see a couple of you in passing, like Mymac.

    Sorry and suprised to see so many triple neg gals starting in May.  Do want to respond to Alcie1 about the benefits of radiation. My rad onc told me that my chances of NOT reoccuring were 90% without rads and 96% WITH rads. Doesn't sound like much, does it, but then my gambling husband jumped in with the odds - 1 in ten chances of getting it again versus a 1 in 25 chance. That's an improvement of 60%. That's huge, especially considering chances of just getting BC are 1 in 8 and we all know how lucky we were with those odds!

    DianeKS, I think I'll love RVing in Houston. We do a lot of it since I have had all treatment and surgeries at MDA. A nice gated park with a lake, pool, and rec center is just down Main street past the 610 Loop, almost a straight shot to MDA. I'll miss my hubby and doggies but on the other hand, it will be freeing. I'm taking my paints and easel and giving myself a goal of three completed painting. That's ambitious for me so we'll see.

    Good luck to all and a cure for this horrible disease.

    Cher

  • retrievermom
    retrievermom Member Posts: 522
    edited May 2010

    Had my first rad this morning, and it was pretty uneventful.  The techs got me all set up, showed me the ropes for the dressing room and such, and had me meet with the social worker briefly afterwards.  I did get marked up with Sharpie, all around the field, and that came off on my clothes.  I had some cream with me and put it on after and will slather more on twice more this evening.  Once a week, I'll be seeing either my rad onc or his PA.  The nurses are always available.

    I won't have to worry about shaving under the treated arm, since hair is gone, but be careful if you do not to nick yourself.  Thanks, Cher, for the info about rad stats.

  • nancy2721
    nancy2721 Member Posts: 50
    edited May 2010

    Hi everyone, We're becoming quite a little group here :)  Had my 2nd opinion today at Dana-Farber. First medical oncologist scared the heck out of me  and this one brought me right back to the place I was a month or so ago. "This is a speedbump I need to get up and over, and you can get back to living your life". I'm all for that. We have put any chemo treatment ont he back burner and proceeding as planned with 30 treatments of rads_ first treatment on May 12th followed with 2 1/2 yrs of tamoxifen switching to Aricept?? for the remainder of the 5 years. I'm that lucky group of pre/post menopause. I have also decided I need to stop reading SO much and trust my self, my own being. That is where I find the peace and answers I need. Too much out here to scare us and make us live each day out of fear- thats not what I want to do. Just ready to get these rads done so I can book my tattoo appointment!! On a serious note,, I am so glad I found this place- I feel like we truly are all sisters  and seeing as I don't have a real one, I'm grateful for all of you. Nancy  

  • KittyDog
    KittyDog Member Posts: 1,079
    edited May 2010

    Thank you for that reminder Nancy...to trust our self and quit reading so much info.  I think I have cried everyday many times a day for the last 2 weeks.  All because I read the statistics of stage 3 breast cancer.  I trust the Dr. got it all, that the chemo worked and the rads will kill anything else.  I just need to start trusting what I feel and take one day at a time and not worry if I will be here in 5 years.

    It has been a tuff journey and I look forward to celebrating with my daughter at the beach sometime in July.  Now keep your fingers crossed that I get some improvement in my neuropathy so I can walk on that beach with her.

  • joyner1963
    joyner1963 Member Posts: 29
    edited May 2010

    Hey Nancy2721 & KittyDog,

    I completely agree with both of your comments about reading so much info.  There is so much helpful info out there, yet there is so much that does not apply to each of us as indivduals. I'm thankful for the web, but I've scared myself to pieces on numerous occasions.  You are right in saying that it's been a "tuff journey". I will have my first rad today at 1:00pm, then see my RO afterwards.  I like the folks very much, and I'm also hoping for an uneventful treatment [s].

    I am glad I joined this group.  Everyone is upbeat, funny, positive, and looking toward a wonderful future.  I too am trying to focus on the future and do my best to keep my fears at bay.

    I guess we are all "works in progress ".    Have a GREAT week everyone !

    Georgia Joyner

    Huntsville, AL 

  • Everett78
    Everett78 Member Posts: 87
    edited May 2010

    yesterday was my stimulation, friday is my trail run and I start 25 rads Monday.  I'm very excited that I will be done on 6/14 and hope everything goes well.  I'm not looking forward to fatigue or skin problems!

    I've ordered Miaderm and Emu Oil and was told by a friend to use the Miaderm 4 times a day and the emu oil at night, hopefully it will work for me. 

    How long does the actually radiation take?  I noticed my sheet said 10 mins, do they actually zap for you that long?

  • Cafelovr
    Cafelovr Member Posts: 1,534
    edited May 2010

    Well, my meet my rads onc today. The mystery will soon be over!

    (((HUGS))) to all my sisters.

  • Suse64
    Suse64 Member Posts: 14
    edited May 2010

    Well, this is my last week of the full breast rads, next week is the boost week....I am going to be measured on Thursday this week for the new angle and on a different machine, for the boosts. Then I am done, 5 weeks of whole breast, and one week of only at the sight of tumor. I am so glad this is almost done...I have a slightly red chest area, and skin is feeling kind of stiff and sore, but all in all it was nothing compared to the sunburn I've had in the past.  It is always redder at work in the pm, but when I rise in the am, feels and looks better.  I know several women who had breast cancer up to 22 years ago, had surgery and radiation, and doing well....hopefully the beast never returns.  I wish everyone as easy a time as I have had, you just have to keep a positive mind, and not worry,, as worry has never changed any outcome, so don't waste time or energy worrying.  Go on with life, as though this was a pothole in the road, and not look back, just take care of yourselves, and be happy.  Susan

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