March 2010 Chemo Start

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  • hmh23
    hmh23 Member Posts: 306
    edited March 2010

    Well, it seems that everyone is ahead of me in the chemo game.  I start my treatments tomorrow and although I am a bit anxious, all of your posts give me strength.  I honestly feel that I need to get sick to get better but am hopeful that any sickness can comes my way will be controlled by medication. I have 4 treatments of AC ahead of me which will then be followed up by Taxol, RADS and more surgery.  

    With respect to losing my hair which should occur mid-April, I firmly believe that I am 'losing my hair but saving my life'!  I really don't know how I will react come the day that I finally shave off whatever is remaining but all of you have survived it so I know I will too. One of my dear friends who just went through chemo suggested that I buy a Rogaine type product to apply to my eyebrows.  She didn't end up losing her eyebrows.

    Thx to everyone who posts here!

  • Kayne
    Kayne Member Posts: 103
    edited March 2010

    Hi all you wonderful Marchers,

    I have  put it off as long as I could, maybe hoping it just wouldn't happen, but Please add me to your club.  My name is Michelle and I live in NJ. I have 3 children, my sons are 12 and 15 (on April 3rd) and my daughter is 16 1/2.  The 1/2 is very important as she gets her license at age 17.  we are on a count down.  I also have a great husband who has been by me every step of the way.

    I was diagnosed with ILC on Jan 11.  I had bilateral masectomy on Feb 12.  One cell showed up in one lymph node through the SNB.  It is considered lymph node neg. but my surgeon wnated to remove more nodes to be sure.  All the rest were neg.  The cancer was large, 8 cm.  And I had a mamo and utlrasound every year.  Never showed anything.  I saw visual changes myself which set everything in motion.  The cancer had to be there for about 2 1/2 -3 years.  Very scary. 

    I will be starting chemo tomorrow at 10:00.  My treatment consists of 4 A/C  adriamycin + cytoxan every other week, then Taxol every week for 12 weeks.  I am also in a clinical trial for Avastin. Which is also given every other week. Then  rads and hormone therapy.  Gee, sounds like alot when you put in writing!

    I cut my hair short on Monday and have my wig ready.  Ready is a relative word.  Not sure how the hair falling out is going to be.  I assume like all of you, very difficult. I am really worried about my eyebrows and lashes.  Great advise on the Rogaine.  Does anyone know anything about finger and toe nails?  I've read about icing them so they don't fall out too.  OMG this is way too much!!

    HMH23-  We will be starting together with what sounds like the same treatment.  Hopefully we can help each other.  I wish you luck tomorrow. 

    I thank you all for your posts and advise.  This is still so overwelming to me.  I guess the key right now is to drink.  Hopefully I will sleep tonight!  Wishing you all a wondergul night sleep.   

  • hereandnow
    hereandnow Member Posts: 322
    edited March 2010

    Welcome Kayne, it's amazing how much great information is on these discussion boards. And lots af wonderful people too, we're forming a real world wide web - to support each other through all this crap.

    It was interesting you mentioned the key is to drink, and I know you mean water, but since I've started chemo, I can't drink alcohol, my body is completely averted to it -friends took me out to lunch yesterday - I ate like a trooper - but had no desire for the inch of bubbles they poured in my glass. As with the slow trickle of short hairs on my pillow case, I repeat the mantra we're all coming to say - don't forget - this is temporary.  :)

    Lisa 

  • undecided8
    undecided8 Member Posts: 194
    edited March 2010

    I'm so glad to read that everyone is hanging in there. I'm 11 days post 1st treatment. Waiting for the hair to start falling. Have wigs from prior chemo ready to go, and I bought a new one just because if I gottta do this again I want a new hair do to play around with. Having a much harder time with this chemo regimen than I did with my one before. I think I've had EVERY side affect that Taxotere has to offer. Starting to just now feel better after 11 days. I'm going to ask the Dr. again about doing it weekly, at first he said no but I'm going to ask again. Hang in there everyone, drink plenty of fluids and get plenty of rest.

    Take Care!

    Suzanne E.

  • Ana1973
    Ana1973 Member Posts: 88
    edited March 2010

    Good evening everyone...I haven't been around the last couple of days because I feel pretty good. 10 days out from first treatment and I finally feel normal, so I have been enjoying the warmer weather :). There was 3 days where I had so much bone pain, I just laid on the couch and cried. I was given Vicoden...it didn't help (no, I don't get the neulasta shot). Has anyone else experienced that? Any advice for the pain? I figure I'll have to go thru it 3 more times!

    My 37th B-day is Friday and I get to spend it at the Dr's office! There are so many other things I would rather do, but I know it's to make sure I have several more birthdays to come.

    Best of luck to the "Marchers" starting their Tx tomorrow. I hope everyone is coping well. All of you phenomenal women are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • barb_k
    barb_k Member Posts: 76
    edited March 2010

    ana1973: This may sound stupid but try claritin. My Dr said it helps all bone pain most of the time. I had my nulasta shot and took claritin and no bone pain "yet" 2 days out. It's worth a try. I took the generic one.

  • EZH
    EZH Member Posts: 48
    edited March 2010

    I've been more lurking than writing the past few days.  I find it hard to read and write during the chemo fog that sucks me under for the 5 days after the treatment.  And then, mercifully, it lifts and its amazing to be "back" and I can sit still and listen and read and be part of regular goings-on, I feel like I'm in a different dimension that the rest of the world (except you guys, who are right there with me) when that fogginess settles in.  Uncomfy, that part.  Ofcourse, my insomnia persists through all, but even that is is easier to handle when I'm clear thinking!

    Unbelievable that our group is still growing!  The more we are, the stronger we are...we stand together, we'll get through this together...all tips and pointers and words of support are so appreciated and heard by the group.  This is an amazing source of strength and I'm grateful to the ladies that are here. Brave and strong and together we will do what is difficult and we will do it well!

    Loving thought with all for a restful night and wishes for a  good calm Monday. xoxo

  • mamaof3bugs
    mamaof3bugs Member Posts: 198
    edited March 2010
    I can now officially put my name on the list for those starting chemo in March.  I will be starting March 31...(4) DD AC, (12) taxol followed by 36.5 rounds of rads.  I am scared of this journey I am about to embark on but ready to get started.  I hope to get to know all of you.  I am in the Seattle area, Auburn to be exact.  I am a stay at home mom to three girls ages 11, 9, and 7.  I am going to Seattle cancer care alliance.  AngiKiss
  • undecided8
    undecided8 Member Posts: 194
    edited March 2010

    Ana1973? Are you on Taxotere? I am 11 days out and for 3 days couldn't hardly move because of the severe bone pain. I however, have bone mets, but I was hurting in places other than where my bone mets are. My Oncologist said Taxotere affects some people like this. I'm even on VERY strong pain meds due to bone mets and it barely phased it. Dr. increased my pain meds and now I'm doing ok. I'm SO glad to hear you're doing better.

    I keep repeatedly seeing that taking Claritin helps bone pain? I'm curious if my Onc. has ever heard of this. I'm going to try it. It would be a miracle for me if it worked, I would love NOTHING more than to be able to be taken off all these pain meds. Everyone hang in there!

    Suzanne E. 

  • teemee
    teemee Member Posts: 122
    edited March 2010

    Suzanne and Ana1973 I certainly hope you get some relief soon. I'm pretty miserable too but not to the point of sitting and crying that must be awful.

    I hate the way I feel, like my body isn't mine and I don't quite fit inside its outline. I don't know if that makes any sense but that's the best way I can describe it. Bad stomach cramps, heavy period that started day of chemo #1, eesh! (temporary, temporary, learning to love that word...). End of day 4 I'm looking forward to feeling a bit better.

    Hugs to all,

    T

  • alison34
    alison34 Member Posts: 138
    edited March 2010

    hi everyone

    not posted for a while i am now 13 days out my first cycle of the dreaded medication

    feel good back to myself, got throught with minimal side effects so hope the next cycle will be the same.

    my hair is still hanging in there for how much longer i wonder

    hope everyone is well and getting through this xxxxxxxxxxxx

  • Ana1973
    Ana1973 Member Posts: 88
    edited March 2010

    Undecided8...yes I am on Taxotere/Cytoxan. My bones hurt from head to toe for 3 days! Even today my ribs are still sore as if I worked out really hard. I will be speaking with my Onc on Friday about how to cope. It's my understanding that bone pain is one of the less common SE, but a SE nonetheless. My other SE are manageable, thank God.

    Wishing everyone a good day :) 

  • Julia257
    Julia257 Member Posts: 284
    edited March 2010

    Hello New Marchers!  I'm so sorry you are as I am in this revolting situation but I hope you will find all the information and support you may need.  We are in this strength, courage and resolve parade together and together we will successfully negotiate this "temporary" detour.  Kayne, about the cryo gloves and slippers, I found out after I bought them (I was able to return) that my Oncologist did not want me to use them.  So you should check on that also there's info on this much earlier in this string.  EZH, I'm concerned about your lack of sleep, I'm also chronically sleep-deprived.  I finally broke down and took an ativan...got 5 fitful hours.  Have you tried tryptophan?  Not necessarily in a pill...how about warm milk and a banana with p'nut butter before bed.  I tried that last night and it worked as well as the ativan.

  • staceyt
    staceyt Member Posts: 106
    edited March 2010

    Hello Ladies,

    Strength in numbers is what they say.  My best to all who are joining and know there is a tremendous amount of knowledge here.

    I had a rough weekend after my 2nd treatment, Saturday being the worse.  I had no energy at all and every bone and muscle ached, I remembered it from the first just didn't seem as bad.  I am back to work today and feeling tired but I'll make it thru.  Glad to hear SE's are minimal.

    Hugs and prayers to all - Stacey

  • sandiek9
    sandiek9 Member Posts: 54
    edited March 2010

    Hello fellow marchers,

    I'm on day 13 post my 1st AC, looking towards Wednesday when I go back for #2. This round wasn't too bad - the drugs for nausea do work! I didn't have any. I spent the first week feeling 'weird' and tired but it wasn't as bad as I expected. We'll see what the week will bring!

    Kayne: I had the same experience with diagnosis - that ILC can be tough to diagnosis. Mine also didn't show on MRI. The irony here is that even if they could see it sooner, LCIS isn't considered cancer and would not be treated - so we'd have to wait for it to become invasive before anything would be done. I hope new modalities and treatment guidelines for LCIS and ILC will become a priority in breast cancer research.

    Hope everyone has a good week. Keep your eyes on the light at the end of the tunnel!

  • Charley
    Charley Member Posts: 255
    edited March 2010

    Hello ladies - I have a question for those of you that have had 2 treatments.  Do you feel the side effects from treatment 2 are worse than for the first?  I had my 2nd TC treatment on 3/25 and I was way more tired on 3/27, 3/28 and today.  Couldn't quite make it to work. I start feeling better and then suddenly just want to take a nap.  Claritin seems to have helped the bone pain ... but fatigue seems to be worse.  Just wondering what you all have experienced.

    Hugs, Charley

  • stlcardsfan
    stlcardsfan Member Posts: 466
    edited March 2010

    Hello all

    Bouncing over from Jan 2010 Chemo board to wish you all luck. You guys can do this!!!

    I am thru 4 out of 6 TCH (T = Taxotore, C = Carboplatin, H = Herceptin)

    Here are a few things that may help some of you

    When I get the Taxotore - my fingers and toes are on ice. The nurse brings me ziploc bags full of ice, and I dig my fingers in, and wrap a big bag around my toes. It is a cold 1 hour, but so far there are no signs of damage to fingernails or toenails. Have seen a few posts about the finger gloves. ziploc bags work just as well and are free!

    Chemo caused me to have severe heartburn, never suffered from it before. So, I am on Prilosec every day until Chemo is done. Doctor prescribed it.

    I went to a nutrition website and found how much protein and fiber a person of my height and weight should eat on a daily basis, During the first 7 or so days after each Chemo, I make sure to get that amount in no matter if I am hungry or not. Protein is helpful in the rebuild process.

    Hope this helps!

  • ThereIsHope
    ThereIsHope Member Posts: 62
    edited March 2010

    I read this thread every day.  It is such a grand resource for strength, encouragement and support.  To all of you, thank you!  I am finally beginning my chemo tomorrow.  The cellulitis in my surgical area from my bi-lateral mx has healed enough.  Been on antibiotics since 2/21.  I have learned to go with the flow when it comes to this disease.  We are all different in our recoveries, etc.  So, I know darned well that anything can happen tomorrow.  I won't know until after I'm done and wake up each day to face whatever may come.  But, we all know that we have this place to come where our Marchers are available for support.  I'll report back in as things go along.  Took my steroids today, didn't drink as much water/fluids as I should have (actually forgot), had two dr. visits today for approval to proceed and now hope to get a decent night's sleep.  If not... oh well!  I'll just get on-line and read the discussion boards!  Have a good evening, all!  Karen

  • Kayne
    Kayne Member Posts: 103
    edited March 2010

    HI All,

    mamaof3bugs:  We are on the exact same treatment plan as far as the AC, Taxol and rads.  But I am also in a clinical trial which adds Avastin or a placebo  I started today.  Everything went well.  I felt fine.  No problems at all during treatment.  Right now I have a slight headache. (41/2 hours after chemo finished)  So try to relax, it really wasn't bad at all. 

    I just hope I can sleep tonight.  Sending good vibes and warm hugs to all esp. those that are having a hard time now. 

    Michelle

  • elen
    elen Member Posts: 26
    edited March 2010

    Hi all

    Day Six after first A/C treatment . and I think I'm normal again.  Or as normal as I ever am .. :) I  was SO sick even with anti-nausea meds -- I'm hoping we can tweek them for next time.  (On day three I was convinced that there was no way I could do this to myself on purpose again . .now that I am back in my head I realize it's necessary but I'm dreading the second treatment.)  Haven't lost my hair -- yet -- but my whole head is tingling . not sure if that is psychological or if there is really something going on there.

    It's so reassuring to know that others are going through the same thing and that so many others are on the other side of that wasteland called "chemo treatments". Mostly because  I have been having such a hard time seeing more than a few days ahead at a time -- and I'm one of those people who have a "five year plan" constantly in progress.

    Next chemo is April 13. (Three months to the day after needle biopsy --- fun flies when you're having time.)

  • undecided8
    undecided8 Member Posts: 194
    edited March 2010

    Elen- I had a heck of a time with very heavy nausea on AC back in "08" when I did it. Are you on Prilosec? It really helped me along with zofran for breakthrough nausea and I lived on a little candy called "gin-gin's". You can buy them at an herbal store, they always had them at my Oncologist's office. Or you can try drinking ginger-ale or using any time of ginger. I wish you the very best getting rid of that nausea, it can be debilitating. Hang in there!

    Suzanne E. 

  • GurleeGirrl
    GurleeGirrl Member Posts: 13
    edited March 2010

    I, like a lot of the women on this board, come everyday to see how everyone is doing.  I rely on many of you to let me know what's in store for me.  I haven't posted very much, as it seems I do alot of talking about it all day long - it's hard to actually sit down and put it into print too. 

     It's 14 days after my 1 treatment and I feel GREAT.  Have since Day 6.  My hair started falling out bad yesterday, and I believe it's gonna be gone by the weekend.  My next treatment is Monday, the 5th.  I'm glad I will be able to enjoy Easter with my kids and family feeling good.

    I pray for all of us "Marchers" and love how courageous all of the ladies are on here.  Staying positive minded will help us survive!

    Good luck to the ladies starting their treatments this week.  

     

  • Rohm
    Rohm Member Posts: 210
    edited March 2010

    I haven't been posting much, but have been lurking around and keeping up.  I just went for my second round of TCH today.  I handled the first one pretty well.  My side effects were some serious heartburn (now on Prilosec every day) and some intestinal distress on and off.  For me drinking a lot and eating a lot of small simple meals really helped.  When I didn't stick to that my gut got angry.  

     So far so good on the second treatment (between the Emend and the dexamethasone everything is covered).  I'll get my neulasta shot tomorrow and the aches will come on in a couple days.  I might try Claritin this time...

    Good luck to those of you who are just starting.  I'm sorry you have to join us, but I'm wishing you an easy time with this crap! 

  • LillyC
    LillyC Member Posts: 64
    edited March 2010
    Day 13 after TC treatment #1  -  Feeling good, but beginning to shed......
  • 64karin
    64karin Member Posts: 4
    edited May 2010

    Hi

    I startet my chemo ( AC ) 15th. march.

  • Julia257
    Julia257 Member Posts: 284
    edited March 2010
    Top of the Morning to all my Mighty Marchers!  Hi Karen, finally!  I'm so glad it's good to go and you're on your way to good health.  Hey Stlcardsfan, thank you for your insight.  It's so kind and thoughtful of you, of the Senior Class, if you will, to be here in the Freshman Auditorium offering info, support, etc.  My very best wishes to you.  Hi Suzanne, have you tried Claritin, did it help?  ooxoo
  • hereandnow
    hereandnow Member Posts: 322
    edited March 2010

    so many new names - welcome to all. 

     I went to a Look good, Feel better session today - I didn't know they had them in Australia too. I don't wear much makeup, so it felt a bit like dress ups - but it was really fun, and I can never say no to free anything, the make-up and moisturisers are from good companies. And also, I had really thought I'd just go bald, and scarves/hats - but I tried on a really cute reddish bob, and I'm going to have to buy it. Never had red hair before, but everyone said it suited me - and it did look good. So I'll wear it for special nights out :)    - day 10 and mines still hangin' in there.

    Also had a trip to the PS today because my surgical wound was having a little struggle to heal properly, he ended up re-excising a bit and re-suturing it and put me on a week of antibiotics - hopefully it'll be fully healed before the next chemo on the 9th of April.

    Looking forward to Easter with the family. Hope everyone who's just had treatment is going OK - thinking of you all,

    Lisa

  • megaj5
    megaj5 Member Posts: 2
    edited March 2010
  • Dublin4
    Dublin4 Member Posts: 158
    edited March 2010

    Hello all,

    Well yesterday was not bad but I sure did feel tired.  Just a little off.  Maybe I did to much.  We will see  what today holds.  One day at a time!!!!!

  • llm822
    llm822 Member Posts: 77
    edited March 2010

    Hi everyone -

    It has been a week since my first AC infusion, and honestly it wasn't nearly as bad as I was expecting it to be.  I'm not nauseous at all anymore, but I still have very little appetite.  Trying to eat things beyond the off-white to beige color-scheme I've become so comfortable with (cheerios, vanilla yogurt, toast, etc).  One thing I don't like at all is how I just feel GROSS.  I don't think the people in my life understand what that means, but I know some of you will.  It's like I can feel the poison in my body, on my skin, everywhere, and it is disgusting.  Anybody else feeling it?  Any suggestions on how to deal?  Also, I've picked up a bit of a head cold and my eyes are red and a little oozy.  Temp is fine, no other symptoms, so I'm trying not to worry too much.

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