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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited February 2010

    ((((((((((Susan))))))))

    (((((((Susan's Family))))))))

    Its breaking my heart that you are in pain. I miss you.

    I want the best for you.

    Sheila♥♥

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  • flash
    flash Member Posts: 1,685
    edited February 2010

    Kbug- Peace and calm to you.  You have always been such a warm and caring person in chat.  I miss you and want you free of pain.

    Kbug daughter- It's hard for you but I am so glad you are there for her.  She has always expressed a great love for you.  Your mom is one of the first people I ever chatted with and made a huge difference in my life.  I've loved speaking with her through all of the ups and downs.  Take care of yourself also.

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited February 2010

    In talking with Saint, about our Susan, she finally explained to me that Kbug is indeed Susan's daughter, which makes our Susan: Kbug'smom. Get it? The nick-name Kbug is the actual nickname of Susan's daughter.

    So just now as I was reading the posts to Susan's daughter I realized how we have been calling her Kbug's daughter, which would really be Susan's grandchildren.

    Does that make sense?

    I don't know why this tickles my brain this afternoon, but it does.

    We come to know one another here and love one another so deeply. We know tidbits and pieces of each other's lives.... sometimes keeping them straight and sometimes getting them tangled up and yet it doesn't matter in the least.

    I came to know our Susan more & more thru the thread when we supported SloneDeb and we were all SloneRangers at some dear sister's genius idea. Susan would always have the VERY best encouragement for Slone. SloneDeb would talk about riding out her storms. Susan would always be there to remind Deb that those storms were under the control of our creator God.

    Now I ramble.

    Susan, Kbug's-mom, wonderful-sister of faith and fortitude..... we are continuously gathered round and keeping watch with you -- until you are ready to leave us. We know you will be triumphantly received in heaven. I can just picture SloneDeb reaching out to welcome you and the two of you laughing over NASCAR and Jesus -- all in the same conversation.

    We pray that mercy be showered upon you and that you are at peace.

    Go well, good and faithful servant. You have taught us much and we have learned.

    xx00xx00xx00xx

    Strength and courage.

    Strength and courage.

    Strenght and courage.

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  • sedosa
    sedosa Member Posts: 152
    edited February 2010

    Dear Kbug and Kbugmom  (thanks for the clarification, Faith)

    I greet you in the peace of Our Lord Jesus Christ.  I offer two things this afternoon:

    #1 Kbug--There is no such thing as too much morphine at this time.  Mom can't get addicted and an overdose is impossible.  Give her what she needs to be pain free. (This is according to all my hospice and doctor friends). 

    #2 Susan-- I enclose a prayer that meant a lot to me when I was dying.  It was given to me by the chaplain at the hospital.

         The Avowal

    As swimmers dare to lie face to the sky and water bears them, 

    As hawks rest upon air and it sustains them,  

      So would I learn to attain freefall, and float into Creator Spirit's deep embrace,

      Knowing no effort earns that all-surrounding grace.

    Be free Susan.

    I love you

    Steffi, ada sedosa

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  • hollyann
    hollyann Member Posts: 2,992
    edited February 2010

    It is true..Kbug is her daughter...It stands for Katie Bug, which her dear dad has called her all her life....I just spoke with Susan's DH......Susan is non responsive now and "out of it" as DH says.....Nurses do not understand what she is holding on to to stay here for.......No one knows but our dear Kbugmom........Kbug's DH and I spoke about how much she loves her children and grandchildren and how we all used to laugh and talk together here........I told him to give Susan a hug and let her know how much I love her and miss her.........This is such a hard time for me after talking so much with Susan over the last 2 years........I am going to miss her so much........

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  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited February 2010

    I light a candle and hold my breath...

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  • Ainm
    Ainm Member Posts: 781
    edited February 2010

    (((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))))

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  • kbugmom
    kbugmom Member Posts: 15,189
    edited February 2010

    Hello Ladys It's Kbugmom Daughter...

    Sorry about faking you out about the post yesterday, mothers computer was messing up. Faith and Fifty i'm glad that the nickname thing tickled you. It made me laugh too because when I first begin readin to my mom I thought you ladys were talking to me. But my mother is doing worst. I put my mother on the list to go to the hospice care center today. Tho I want to tend to my mom I phyiscally can not. Today she was total dead weight and could not even lift her legs. I trully doubt that she will make it through the weekend. I want so badly for her suffering to end. Trust me I give mom tons of meds cause I do not want her in pain. I just hope my strenght holds together. Thank you and will update you soon.

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited February 2010

    Hello Kbug,

    Thanks for the update on your Mom.  I hope the hospice is helpful.  You have been through so much.  Thank you again for keeping us updated.  We all love your Mom so much.  I hope that she is comfortable and hears God's calling.

    How are you doing?  You need to take care of yourself.  Please know how proud you Mom is of you.  She loves you and all her children and grands very much.

    Linda

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  • hollyann
    hollyann Member Posts: 2,992
    edited February 2010

    Keeping my candle lit and missing my dear friend...........

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  • azsunn
    azsunn Member Posts: 201
    edited February 2010

    KBugDaughter-

    I want you to know that I am holding you in my prayers.  It is such a hard thing what you are doing, I pray you have  peace and strength for yourself and your family.  Your mother is blessed to have you as a daughter.

    Peace to you all. 

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited February 2010

    Hello Kbug,

    It s so nice of you during this very difficult time to come here and update us.

    We love your mother, shes been there for all of us and never complain about herself.

    She loves her family very much.

    I lost my mother to cancer years ago and she was completely out for over 2 weeks.

    She was transfered to the hospice on a Tuesday and passed away 2 days later.

    We cant understand what they are thinking or feeling even when we no longer can communicate with them. I will miss your mother very much as I was missing her for almost 2 months now.

    Don't ever feel you are doing something wrong for putting her in a hospice.

    Kbug, you take care of yourself and Thank You for sharing Susan with us.

    I will lit a candle now.

    God Bless Susan and her entire family.

    Sheila

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited February 2010
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  • deborye
    deborye Member Posts: 7,002
    edited February 2010
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  • pip57
    pip57 Member Posts: 12,401
    edited February 2010

    Blessings and peace to Kbug and your family.  I miss our word game marathons.

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  • carol1949
    carol1949 Member Posts: 562
    edited February 2010

    Goodnight sweet Kbug.

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  • hipchik47
    hipchik47 Member Posts: 268
    edited February 2010

    Sweet dreams Kb.  Love Hipp

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  • HelenaJ
    HelenaJ Member Posts: 1,133
    edited February 2010

    Love to all your family and to you Susan.  big hugs

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  • kbugmom
    kbugmom Member Posts: 15,189
    edited February 2010

    HelloLady's Its the daughter...

    Just a few moments ago my mother left to go home and be with the lord. I just can't type anymore....

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  • debbie6122
    debbie6122 Member Posts: 5,161
    edited February 2010

    Im so very sorry my heart is heavy right she will be missed god bless you and your family this is very, very sad thru tears im writing this you are in my prayers

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  • 2timer
    2timer Member Posts: 590
    edited February 2010

    So sad about Susan but she is in a better place now.  God keep you and your family Kbugmom.

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  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited February 2010

    Thank you Lord for taking your daughter Home. I pray for strength for her family during this very emotional time.

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  • konakat
    konakat Member Posts: 6,085
    edited February 2010

    I'm so very sorry.  KBug was so loved here, she will be missed tremendously.  Please accept my deepest condolences for your loss of your Mom.  With love,

    Elizabeth

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  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited February 2010

    I am so very sorry.   I'm glad Susan is at peace and is at home with the Lord.  I pray that God will ease your pain.  Please know how much your mother loved you.

    Thank you for keeping us updated for the past month.

    May God bless you all.

    Linda

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  • hollyann
    hollyann Member Posts: 2,992
    edited February 2010

    Dear Lord, I thank You for the time I had with Kbugmom Susan........I thank You for bringing her home and ending her suffering.....Please bring her family peace and comfort........In jesus' Name...Amen.....



    Susan, I will miss you so so much........I am so sad yet happy at the same time......My heart aches for your family and friends and myself.......Selfish I know, but can't help it.......I am so glad Josh was able to be with you.......What will we all do without you, dear friend?....I still hear your sweet voice and hear your gentle laughter......Rest in Peace, sweet sister....Til we all meet in Heaven.........

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  • celia088
    celia088 Member Posts: 2,570
    edited February 2010

    Kbugmom's daughter, I have added your Mom's name to our List of Angels in Commemorating Loved Ones.  She will be really missed here at bco.  My condolences to you and your family and friends.

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  • candie1971
    candie1971 Member Posts: 4,820
    edited February 2010

    Thankyou kbug for alwyas keeping us updated. Your mom is so loved here and in the chat room. I will miss her She was so proud of you, Josh and all her grands. The angels are smiling that they have Susan with her. My heart goes out to all family members and to my sisters here at bco.

    I am sad tho,I sometimes just can't deal with this! but I will pray and try.

    hugs and prayers,

    Candie

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  • deborye
    deborye Member Posts: 7,002
    edited February 2010

    Fly with the Angels sweetheart♥♥♥

    Kbug, I am soooo sorry♥

    I lost my mom 14 years ago to BC, she was only 64.  When she was in pain, I said to God, "If you want her, hurry up!

    Susan will be missed terribly.  Hugs to you and your family.

    Debbie

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  • arnie2two
    arnie2two Member Posts: 1,215
    edited February 2010

    ((((((((((((((((Kbug))))))))))))))))) 

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited February 2010

    MY sweet Sister,

    My heart is very heavy. Rest in Peace my friend.

    You will never be forgotten.

    Sheila♥

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