Prayers, Blessings & Wishes for Saint

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  • apple
    apple Member Posts: 7,799
    edited January 2010

    sigh..

    be strong Faith..

    Saint.. hopeyou are well.. and call your sister Faith.

    I send both of you my love and prayers.

  • Marple
    Marple Member Posts: 19,143
    edited January 2010

    Hoping Tues. will be phone call day.  Hugs Sistahs.

  • shiny
    shiny Member Posts: 892
    edited January 2010

    hugs love and support coimng your way Saint, Faith,

    Saint's daughter, kids off school, too much snow..so will get to post office as soon as I can.

    Thinking of you all and sending my calmest peachiest vibes, and all the supportive vibes I can from here on over the you all.

    Shiny

  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited January 2010

    I spoke with Saint in 'installments' today during my lunch hour from kindergarten-land.

    She has been re-admitted to the hospital. Now I can't trust my brain to remember the specifics. It must have been yesterday. Yes, I think that's the case.

    She felt poorly over the whole weekend, with a slew of symptoms that didn't add up.

    The family was out to dinner together for her son's birthday & she got quite sick. We have declared that it is 'legal' to have a 'do-over' birthday celebration. Things kind of spiraled from there.

    As we spoke mid-day, today, she was in the process of 'contrast' to do a series of scans.

    Again with my memory. I seriously should have taken notes. I don't want to give mis-information.

    She had forgotten to take her cell phone to the hospital & so was unable to hear me calling.

    Her DH delivered her phone and went to work/school today, as she is in 'good hands.'

    They have a possible theory, but will await the scan results, before I go there.

    She sounded amazingly 'strong' today.

    My surgeon's office called in the middle of the conversation, which was primarily about me, (the conversation I mean) and so we had to visit in chapters.

    Of course we both agreed that my situation "sucks" (you know how she loves to use that phrase) but that it's totally do-able yada yada.

    She asked questions about my decision-making process and we talked thru the various reactions of well meaning, beloved folks who are obviously overwhelmed by my waltz-the-second-time.

    We both agreed that people respond as best they are able and that I'll have a lot of sharing/educating to do this time around in my happy little bubble.

    Her daughter is mostly better wisdom teeth wise and returned to school yesterday. Her son would like to head back to campus -- tho his classes don't start for a tad-bit. Once you've been to Paris, good ol' Beloit probably doesn't have the fascination.

    She talked at some length about her kids and how they're holding up and I was able to reciprocate with how my daughters have also said and done the 'right' things over the last week.

    We're all pretty 'proud' of our kiddos and that's another commonality we share.

    That's all I can conjure up at this point. She feels very blessed to have the support of our community and sends her gratitude.

    [I want to thank you for extending your prayers from Saint to me..... I suppose some of you think of us as a duo of sorts, dynamic-duo, yeah, I like that..... and for that I am eternally grateful.

    I hope I can say this so you understand. There are so many women here in such dire straights, I just honestly don't want to 'take away' anyone's praying time from the rest of our sisters, particularly our stage lV sisters. So here's my suggestion. Send up your prayers for Saint 'n Faith, as one interwoven prayer -- heaven only knows I've been on her coat-tails before..... and then keep adding all of the other sisters here: name by name by name.

    When I see my name listed above as: Saint & Kbug & faith, I just want to cry. The priority should be to Watson or anyone of 3 dozen other women in desperate need of prayerful support.

    Goodness gracious. Should I delete this portion of my long ramble??? PLEASE don't be offended. I am so blessed to have your prayers. I am just completely humbled and want prayer efforts to extend & expand & flourish & grow.

    all cyber hugs are happily accepted.

    please put the ramble down to lack-of-meaningful-sleep

  • Marple
    Marple Member Posts: 19,143
    edited January 2010

    (((((Saint))))  Faith, thanks once again for keeping us up to date.  Gentle hugs.

  • lovemyfamilysomuch
    lovemyfamilysomuch Member Posts: 1,585
    edited January 2010

    Prayers are infinite, Faithie.  Plenty for all!  God bless

  • arnie2two
    arnie2two Member Posts: 1,215
    edited January 2010

    Faith....we have enough prayers to go around!!!!  Will be praying for all those you mentioned... xoxoxo

  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited January 2010

    How would I do this without you? The collective you?

    Lovemyfam, I had originally written this post for the Stage IV thread, I see I forgot to notate that here: duh.

    Anyhow, Patmom was kind enough to respond as you have.....

    I have an over-active-guilt-receptor...... have no idea why I can't mature out of some of my guilt magnet-functions. Maybe that should be my new year's resolution.....

    Having sane responses like yours above will allow me to exhale, which will please Sharon.

    LOL.

  • arnie2two
    arnie2two Member Posts: 1,215
    edited January 2010
  • shiny
    shiny Member Posts: 892
    edited January 2010

    Faith, as Arnie said, never a shortage of prayers or energy to be sent up or out to all in need, so for your "guilt receptors" lovey, add this quote to your notes "GUILT IS OPTIONAL" It was said to my sister at a difficult time, when she was having a mum trying to do everything and NOT managing it moment, I think it is a good one to share.

    Hugs and all my best vibes coming your way, and prayers for all who are having to be going through so much right now. Wishing you strengh and abundance of all that can soothe you.

    Shiny

  • AnnaM
    AnnaM Member Posts: 1,387
    edited January 2010

    No to guilt.

    I agree: prayers are infinite.

    Just like love.

  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited January 2010

    MissyCinderella.

    You make me sooooooooooo proud of you.

    xx00xx00xx00xx

    ((((((((((Cinderella))))))))))

    I ADORE that you're from the city of Emerald in OZ

  • footprintsangel
    footprintsangel Member Posts: 43,890
    edited January 2010

    Saint, You are in my prayers, God be with You

    and You have a wonderful family. And alot of

    friends that care. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Hugs and Prayers}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited January 2010

    love, much much love

    and then some more love

  • arnie2two
    arnie2two Member Posts: 1,215
    edited January 2010
    "Courage is fear that has said its prayers."  Oh my goodness Saint's daughter I love that!!!!  Hoping you gain strength Saint and keeping you in prayers....you too, Faith!
  • candie1971
    candie1971 Member Posts: 4,820
    edited January 2010

    Prayers always continuing for you, Saint.

    Faith, thanks for keeping us updated. I am praying for all my bc sisters!!! always in my prayers and always in my heart!!

    hugs and prayers to all,

    Candie

  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited January 2010

    (((Saint)))

    Sending hugs, love and prayers for you and your family!

  • saint
    saint Member Posts: 1,877
    edited January 2010

    I am home & doing well--amazing what a little blood & some fluids can do for a body...now we are planning a redo for the bd dinner that I had to leave (in the middle) I don't think the boy minds having two celebrations! The rest of us won't mind a second dinner either!

    I plan to stay hydrated & take it easy with maybe a haircut & trip to the bank today....HUGS

    You all be well & stay strong 

  • Marple
    Marple Member Posts: 19,143
    edited January 2010

    Great news to read Saint.  Gentle hugs.

  • hollyann
    hollyann Member Posts: 2,992
    edited January 2010

    Happy day, Saint!...So glad you are home and feeling better.......I am having problems with RBC's being low and my WBC's are low-normal (whatever that means, lol).......

    Faith, you of all of us should know prayers are infinite.....I think we sometimes forget that God hears all prayers and knows exactly what is in our hearts..........I know I sure forget sometimes.......And then comes along someone like lovemyfam and Cindarella who gently remind us of these things.......

    Just know you are ALL in my thoughts and prayers each day and most nights (I sometimes forget to say my prayers at night).........I know, I know...40 lashes with a wet noodle for me!.....LOL.....

    Love you all bunches and bunches!.........

  • shiny
    shiny Member Posts: 892
    edited January 2010

    Saint, Hope you all really enjoyed DS's birthday dinner numero deux! Bril that you are back home and feeling better. Brill. I did post this am here in response to your DD's lovely post earlier, but the internet went, with my post!.....(must be all the snow we are having!  The kids had no school so we made snow angels and snowmen today, I sure enjoyed the kids, what a blessing they are.

     I thaught of your lovely DD and how fantastic she comes accross.. you know what they say about the Apple not falling far from the tree.. Bless you. To many brill times ahead for you all.

    Sending over my peachiest vibes.

    Shiny

  • candie1971
    candie1971 Member Posts: 4,820
    edited January 2010

    Saint glad you are home. Enjoy the birthday celebration!

  • Harley44
    Harley44 Member Posts: 5,446
    edited January 2010

    Saint,

    So glad you are home, and feeling better!!! 

  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited January 2010

    Saint and I have had one lengthy conversation and one marathon gab-fest today.

    I will let her report in with as many details as she is ready to share regarding her news. I think it's safe to say that she would appreciate your wonderful 'generic' prayers at this time.

    I sit here shaking my heading at the blessing she is in my life. My swiss cheese memory has taken a turn for the worst in the last couple of days..... too much to process I suppose?? At least three times I started a thought and got half way thru it and forgot what the point I was attempting to make.

    She is such a good listener & every time was able to restore my actual wandering mind. We laugh so hard at each other.

    I remembered in the second conversation to tell her my funny epiphany that came to me mid-morning rush hour, snow sloshing, traffic conundrum, sitting going no where winter drive.

    I had sent an email out this morning to a collective of about half a dozen "art" friends. I was perplexed over what to put in the email header/title. I didn't want to put Cancer Part II, because I was afraid someone would jump to the conclusion that I was now stage 2..... I like to play with words, so I was thinking Cancer a la Deux..... having a flair for the international.

    Sitting their slushing away....... I thought of the perfect title for me:

    Cancer, The Sequel.

    I laughed the entire rest of the way into town. We laughed and laughed and laughed when I remembered to share it with her in the second conversation. (Yes, we are easily entertained in the midst of our mid-western winter.)

    The heroine is played by the same actress. The surgeon is the same. The backdrop of the Women's Health Care Center is the same. The Office Manager is played by the same actress. Loving spouse, role reprised.

    Now our heroine is older & wiser & has a gazillion friends to offer wisdom: the difference.

    Stay tuned for further developments.

    Get your popcorn ready.

    I feel so much better for having a "title" for my life's experience. (I kid you not.)

    Anyhow, please continue the prayers.

    I think her intention is to share today's news from her perspective.

    xx00xx00xx00xx

  • Marple
    Marple Member Posts: 19,143
    edited January 2010

    ((((Saint/Saint family/Faith/Faith family))))

  • saint
    saint Member Posts: 1,877
    edited January 2010

    So here is my news:

    On a trip to the ER a week ago Sun I found out my left orbit has a 7mm progression.

    On Mon the bone scan results said increased activity in my left shoulder & hip (tho decreased in other sites)

    Today I got the CT results: 5 new lesions in right lung (all under 2 cm-but there were NONE there b4) & possible liver mets! Efusions in left lung have resolved......soooooo

    I am truly calm & at peace with all this---I HAVE been off tx for over 3 months & if I had to do it all over I would have no other choice! After all---I did NOT die in Nov when they told me I would! My new doc at the hospital told me she didn't think I would die soon. According to her I have the "dwindles"...I think we should adopt that as an actual dx! LOL

    NOW-----no one say "I'm sorry" or I will have no recourse but to answer "I do not hold you personally responsible!"  hahahahah

    I see onc on Fri & hope to restart Xeloda! Keep those prayers humming! I really am OK--believe it is faith (both kinds) that keep me on an even keel! HUGS

    Be well & stay strong 

  • Marple
    Marple Member Posts: 19,143
    edited January 2010

    Hugs back at ya Sistah

  • JewelTXakaLinda
    JewelTXakaLinda Member Posts: 120
    edited January 2010

    Saint I have been reading all these post for 2 evenings.... WOW the ups and downs.... I cried and I laughed and feel so honor in knowing such a Godly woman of faith...no pun on words LOL  Anyway I want you to know you are in my prayers and I think of you often.  Especially about the early days here at BCO chat back in 2004 and 2005.  You have helped so many here understand this disease and I believe you have been a wonderful example of grace and love.  Your testimony will be here for a long long time.  I love you and am praying for you , Cinderella, your DS and DH.  I am glad you are feeling better.

    JewelTX

  • marlegal
    marlegal Member Posts: 2,264
    edited January 2010

    Faith, only you could come up with that title - I love it!!!   Saint, hoping to hear more from you my friend, when you're ready.  Cinderella, those quotes will be used soooo many times in the future by us, I just hope that we don't garble them too badly :)   Thanks so much for sharing.  Gentle hugs and strong prayers for all.

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