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  • g94u67
    g94u67 Member Posts: 436
    edited December 2009

    Good Morning,

    Just returned from my visit with onc. Rt. bc increased (as thought) and there is a new single aux. node on left breast raising suspicion (no tumor though) HOWEVER bc has not spread anywhere else and internal mammary node has been resolved. Chemo contained my cancer Amen! This may not sound too good but just knowing my cancer is still localized is such a blessing. I have a 3rd chance at this.

    Dr. will wait on future plan based on post surgery report. (Big day, next Tuesday). May or may not do Rads but future chemo will be needed. I mentioned to my onc. if I can get into a PARP trial. She's going to contact UCLA to get 2nd opinion. That's where I'm at.

    Corrine: Get plenty of rest! Congrats on the new "twins".

    God is great!

    Thank you all for your prayers. Keep them going.

    Jeannine

  • Misty1
    Misty1 Member Posts: 272
    edited December 2009

    Hey Everyone,

    My DH and I got back on Saturday evening.  Long trip home.  It was very nice to see his family.  They had not seen us since way before I was diagnosed in June '08. Lots of time with his family and of course, lots of great food!  I'll trade a plate of pasta for a turkey any day!

    Corinne, so sorry to hear about the pain from your surgery.  I thought you were having implants-did you have something different done?  How is your trial going?

    Great news, Jeannine!  

    Gail, how did you mammo go?  I have my next one on Monday.  Keep the fingers crossed.

    Can't believe it is December already.  Time is flying.

    ~Misty

  • DesertRider
    DesertRider Member Posts: 178
    edited December 2009

    Hi Everyone,

    Jeannine, You are right to celebrate the news of no spread. I think of you everyday! Let us know the UCLA opinion.

    Welcome home Misty! What a great trip, I'm so glad you went.

    Corinne, I too, like Misty, was wondering why the pain from that surgery. So sorry you had to stay longer than planned, and had such pain. I'm so sorry. 

    I haven't gotten scheduled yet for the mammo. No, really, I'm going to get it!!

    Love to all. Also can't believe it's now December!

    Hugs to all, dear ones,

    Gail 

  • Corinne6
    Corinne6 Member Posts: 311
    edited December 2009

    Pain is still quite intense. I had the dorsi lattisimus surgery with implants on one side and a lift with implants on the other. Hoping that the drains come out soon but it does not look like it will happen too soon. I love you all and am praying for each one of us.

  • g94u67
    g94u67 Member Posts: 436
    edited December 2009

    Hello!

    I'm excited today girls. UCLA Dr. just e-mailed me that a new PARP trial is coming in 2 months! I may get in! I read about it in the Women & Cancer mag. If Phase 3 results continue to prove promising for us TN's ,they will soon market this med. 62% of women had a significant benefit with the PARP than chemo alone. PARP inhibits the blood supply and protein growth of our terrible aggressive tumors. Just think... to be part of this incredible study and help so many women with this darn disease.

     Pray I get in girls!

    Corrine: Sorry you're in pain.  Rest up please and post when you're feeling better.

    Misty & Gail: Good luck on the mammos.  (? You both have implants so they still perform the mammo on them? I guess so!

    Have a good week everyone.

    Hugs & Prayers.

    Jeannine

  • Corinne6
    Corinne6 Member Posts: 311
    edited December 2009

    Jeannine: I am so happy for you!!!!!!!!! Hugs always and THANK YOU LORD

  • DesertRider
    DesertRider Member Posts: 178
    edited December 2009

    Great news Jeannine! You are really making things happen! Is the new trail all over the US, or in CAlif? I think it's great that there's a 62% benefit!

    Corinne, I really hope you are feeling better - sounds painful and there must be something you can take to make it better?  

    Misty, I have to wait 2 weeks to get my mammo - good luck on yours!

    Hugs to all,

    Gail

  • alibug05
    alibug05 Member Posts: 182
    edited December 2009

    Corrine - sorry you are in so much pain - hopefully it gets better! Misty glad your trip went great and good luck on your Mammo!!! Gail - prayers going your way for a clean Mammo in a couple of weeks!!!  Jeannine - I am so excited for you and the trial - I hope you get in!!! Fingers crossed!!!  Hope everyone who is going to get Mammos get clean results!!!!!!!!!!  Loves to all...............

  • dlb823
    dlb823 Member Posts: 9,430
    edited December 2009

    Corinne ~ How are you feeling today?  I didn't realize that you'd had dorsi lattisimus reconstruction.  No wonder you were in pain!  Hopefully, things are improving each day.

    Jeannine ~ That's fantastic news about the containment of your bc and also the PARP trial!  I will, of course, be praying that you get in it, and that it works like a charm on your remaining areas of bc.   

    Hope everyone else is status quo or better and enjoying the holiday season and activities ~  Deanna

  • Corinne6
    Corinne6 Member Posts: 311
    edited December 2009

    Hi all, i am doing somewhat better today. I still have the illius and that is now more painful than my surgery. My nurses were awful!!! Pressed the button for help so I could get a pillow adjusment...they did not come for a half an hour so every muscle was pulled. One nurse blew through my veins and used the blown out vein anyhow...2 more times...excruciating pain from that.  They did not walk me ever, wash me, change my gown...5 days - I finally was able to leave get up and brush my teeth!!! I am so happy to be home!!! I now have my sister here who is cooking wonderful food (organic) for me. Tried not to eat hospital food but could not eat anything else. My drains are still quite high in fluid so it will be another week. Other than a very quick peak...have not seen my twins.  They are bandaged tight with an ace bandage. Love and hugs to all, am praying for each.  I would love for a reunion in the Baltimore area.  My daughter lives close. Who would I meet? Jeannine would you be able to plan to fly for spring? Misty?Deanna? Gail? Karen? Lisa? Ali? Has ANYONE heard from Roya???? Stacey?? Any one else????

  • TXBadboob
    TXBadboob Member Posts: 597
    edited December 2009

    Corinne, I hope you are feeling better and healing up nicely.  I'm sorry you had such a bad time in the hospital. I was in a Methodist hospital for my surgery and it was like a 5 star hotel.  I was very lucky to have it there.  The hospital my Mom was in was like yours, it was awful!

    Jeaninne, I'm so glad they stopped the tumor!  I'm praying for you so that they get it all in the surgery and the PARP clears it all away!!  Please keep us updated on this.

    Gail, good luck on your upcoming mammo!

    Misty, hope your trip was nice.  Hope your mammo is clear, too.

    Deanna, hope you are doing well.  So nice to see you on FB!

    Hope everyone has a nice weekend!

    Deen

  • lisahugs1
    lisahugs1 Member Posts: 126
    edited December 2009

    My gosh I am in tears. Bette,,, I AM SORRY.   Gosh oh mighty..... I had a scan,,brain clear,,,chest still has some swollen nodes and such.   But on Tues I am supposed to get new boobs/ Please all pray for those boobs .....I need something to kep me going :)  Love you all. Hugs Lisa

  • g94u67
    g94u67 Member Posts: 436
    edited December 2009

    Good morning,

    Lisa: I am happy to hear about the clean brain scan. I hope now they can attack those chest nodes.  Good luck to you tomorrow with the new boobies!  I will continue to pray for you.

    Tomorrow is my big day all..Having my Dbl Msx. I am so ready! I've been in some pain these past few months. Now underarms are both swollen. Ugh..No tumor in left brst (yet) but bc wants to spread. Yesterday was a great day. Celebrated my DD 77th b-day with the family. They said a special prayer intention in church for me too. Keep those prayers going everyone!

    Getting 2nd thoughts on the potential PARP trial. Do you think they'll give me a placebo since I'm getting a Dbl Msx? I need the real stuff.

    Corrine: I hope you're recovering nicely with your sis helping you now.  That was terrible the you were treated. I would sure love to meet up w/you and everyone else but I've still got treatment to get through. As soon as I'm done for sure!

    I'll post how I'm doing as soon as I'm able to. If I speak to Corrine, I'll have her post an update for me.

    Love to all,

    Jeannine

  • DesertRider
    DesertRider Member Posts: 178
    edited December 2009

    Good for you, Lisa - clear scans are golden! I'm so glad. And, of course, I'm thinking of you on tuesday! Good luck!

    Jeannine, A double Msx for you -  I know you've been waiting for this awhile! I'm sending you hugs and good thoughts to get that done, finally! And that's a hard question re the PARP - ask them a lot of details. I think if you get a placebo they have to switch you if they find benefits to the trial - but ASK them everything you need to know. It's your body!

    Corrine, no one deserves bad service in a hospital - that was awful. Wish I had been there to yell at them for you! (That would have felt great!). Take care of yourself.

    Hugs,

    Gail 

  • Corinne6
    Corinne6 Member Posts: 311
    edited December 2009

    Jeannine: We will be praying for you tomorrow all the way from CT all the way to God in heaven. I will pray not only for containment but for a wonderful hospital with nice nurses and a QUICK recovery!!!

    Today I went all the way to my dr's office (1 and a 1/2 ) hours away/  I got my bandages off. I was totally amazed at my new girls. Did you know that breasts really don't sag??? At all??? I am REALLY big and yes things are starting to get a little easier. I am now off all pain meds. I walked, in my house and not on the treadmil, for 30 minutes today!! I am cooking supper tonight for the first time since surgery. I still have that loopy brain fog from the anesthesia but I am going to exercise it away!! Got my tree in the stand and will put lights up tonight. It snowed 3 inches this past weekend. It is so beautiful here. I am blessed. I was not able to start my clinical trial for Neratenib.  I will start in January and retake all those tests again. I love you all and continue to pray. Hugs from Connecticut to all!!!!!!!!!!!

  • Misty1
    Misty1 Member Posts: 272
    edited December 2009

    Wow, lots going on here.

    Corinne, glad you like the girls.  However, I'm sorry you had such a bad experience. Sorry you have to put off on the clinical trial.

    Jeannine, best wishes on your surgery tomorrow.  Are you having the double mast done with any immediate reconstruction or are you going to do that later?  I am glad that you are at this point and getting rid of what you don't need anymore!!

    Lisa, good news about your scan.

    As for me,  I went for my mammo this morning.  CLEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I only have it done on the right side now because of the left mast.  It is uncomfortable having it done with the implant in, but, I'll take that moment of discomfort for clear news.  The radiologist recommended that I just come back each year now, instead of every six months.  We'll see what the doc says about that.  I wasn't nervous about going, but just relieved to be able to PASS!!!!!  I called my DH afterwards; he was happy, too. The tech disagreed highly with the new recommendations on getting mammos.  She said she is seeing more younger and younger women being diagnosed.  I encouraged all of my friends to get them no matter what these recommendations say.  Better safe than sorry.

    Corinne, we got snow here as well.  It is definitely feeling more like the holiday season now that the weather is so cold.

    Hope everyone has a great week!!

    ~Misty

  • Corinne6
    Corinne6 Member Posts: 311
    edited December 2009

    Misty: Yippeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wonderful news. One question though, why don't they do the side on the masectomy?  You do have a new girl over there..right???

    Jeannine: We are praying and we love you. Hope you are into the recovery stage about now. Hard isn't it?

    Lisa: Is your reconstruction today or next week? I am praying for you any ways/

    Gail: Thank you. I wish you were there yelling too!!! I may call the state and get them all investigated. What corrupt people to treat anyone that way!!

    We are getting 2-5 inches of snow and then sleet and freezing rain...changing to all rain tomorrow. We were able to get the lights on our tree. It is 10 feet tall. Tonight we put up the ornaments!!

    Hugs to all

  • Misty1
    Misty1 Member Posts: 272
    edited December 2009

    Corinne, there is only an implant on that side, so they don't have to do that one.  Since there is no natural tissue, nothing needs to be done.  My right side is natural tissue with an implant.  They shift the implant away from the natural tissue to take the pictures.  Ouch!!  How are you feeling?  I bet your tree will be beautiful!

    ~Misty

  • TXBadboob
    TXBadboob Member Posts: 597
    edited December 2009

    Lisa, I'm glad your tests came out good.  I'm praying for you to get your new ones!

    Jeaninne, my prayers are with you now to lose those old boobs and the bad stuff they carry!  This was what you wanted all along.  You have been so brave!

    Misty, yeah for great mammo results!

    Corinne, I'm so glad to hear you are feeling better. 

    Hope everyone stays warm!

    Deen

  • alibug05
    alibug05 Member Posts: 182
    edited December 2009

    Glad everyone tests and mammos are coming back clean!!!!! It always puts a smile on my face!!! Jeannine I am praying for your new boobs!!! Corrine I am glad you are feeling better!!!! It is cold, cold, cold here in Ohio but we are used to it!!!! Hope everyone else is doing good!!! Loves to all........

  • kayakgirl
    kayakgirl Member Posts: 172
    edited December 2009

    Hi all

    I just wanted to wish everyone a very happy holiday. I haven'tbeen on this board recently. I started chemo with you all in August 08. I had so many side effects from chemo while I was getting it including an anaphylactic reaction to Taxotere. The chemo saves our lives but it sure is poison. I am now dealing with joint pain and residual peripheral neuropathy and still some fatigue and problems with memory recall.  I also have developed cataracts from the Tamoxifen and/or steroids I received during chemo. However I am alive and  NED. I still need to finish my reconstructive surgery. I have implants but no nipples and need some side work. My PS suggested that I get one of the implants replaced since I have a capsular constriction but I think I can live with it. I am eating healthy and exercising. Hugs to all of you.

    fondly

    Agnes

  • Corinne6
    Corinne6 Member Posts: 311
    edited December 2009

    Hi all, Boy did my computer have viruses!! It took 3 days to get it back to being good again!!

    Jeannine: We have not heard from you since your dbl mx. I am sure you are having quite a hard time recovering. We love you and continue to think and pray for you!!

    Lisa, Did you have reconstruction last week or is it this week?  We continue to pray for you too.

    Agnes: I don;t believe that we have met. You must have been there before I came aboard. Iam so sorry that you have had so many SE's.  I too am eating well and exercising.

    Gail, I am getting a horse buggy!!! Yes my husband is pitching in for Christmas. I am so psyched.

    Isn't it cool!! Taking lessons in the spring!!

  • DesertRider
    DesertRider Member Posts: 178
    edited December 2009

    Corinne, wow, the buggy is beautiful! Is it Amish? I'd love a ride when you start taking passengers!!

    Jeannine, let us know how you are when you can - thinking of you! So glad you got that done with.

    Agnes, so sorry you've had a hard time - thanks for checking in with us.

    Misty, next week I'm getting a mammo on both sides, but my mx was just on the left, with implant on right for symmetry like you. Is that standard not to have a mx mammo? Just wondering. So glad to hear your's was clean - YES!

    Lisa - also thinking of you - how are things going? 

    I had several questions regarding the recent news about eating more soy is NOW better for us against breast cancer reoccurence rather than the warning last few years about NOT eating soy. Also have questions re taking bisphosnates (Foxsamax) and Zometa. My doctors are at the San Antonio BC Symposium and will return with news of all the debates and opinions. Seems things change and it's a full time job seeing what they discover each year.

    Love to all, and stay warm everyone!

    Gail 

  • TXBadboob
    TXBadboob Member Posts: 597
    edited December 2009

    Gail, keep us updated on this info.  I am on the Zometa.  I get it every two mos, I don't really have any SEs and I hope it stays that way.  My onc told me it can cut your chance of recurrence by 50%.  Sold!:)  I am sure they will want you on it as you are thin and will be prone to osteoporosis.

    Agnes, welcome and have a great holiday!  I still have some neuropathy in my fingers and toes, but I think it is slowly getting better.  I like to blame my memory loss on the Arimidex, as it is a SE.  Joint pain is normal if they shut down all of your estrogen.  The things we have to go through to survive!

    Corinne, congrats on your new buggy!  How exciting! 

    Jeaninne and Lisa, please let us know how you are!  I am praying for you both.

    Hood, how did your revisions go?

    {{{HUGS}}}

    Deen

  • Corinne6
    Corinne6 Member Posts: 311
    edited December 2009

    Heard from Jeanine and her computer is messed up but she is home and has her drains. I am so happy she is on the road to recovery!!

    I stil have that anesthesia fog.  Does anyone know when it will go away? I have not driven and am really loopy.

  • g94u67
    g94u67 Member Posts: 436
    edited December 2009

    Hello there!

    Surgery went great. No complications Amen. I'm going back to BS tomorrow to possibly remove drains but I'm still leaking.(Not much though.) Everyone was so nice to me at the hospital. 2 nurses had sister and sis-n-laws w/bc. One told me of a patient who had horrible tumor they couldn't operate. They had ordered hopsice for her. (Symptoms sounded like mine) but then she miraculously appeared beautiful and thanked everyone for taking care of her (and putting up w/her). That brought me to tears and I believe God wanted me to know this. Even though I'm in some pain, I feel so much better.

    Corrine: I'm so happy you've got your new girls and you're recovering wonderfully. So happy you've got snow. Once I'm back on track, I'm going back to the gym.

    Deanna: Amen to your clean Mammo! What a relief for you.  And you have snow too? How wonderful. I'm with you. The new mammo guidelines STINK. What are they thinking?!

    DH put up the X-mas tree today. I'll try to put up a few oranaments but that's all. DS will help. Getting cabin fever too! I've watched 8 movies so far. Julia & Julia is terrific. So is Sunshine Cleaning. I'm off for the next 2 weeks from work. Now to X-mas shop on line.

    Thank you all for your special prayers & sentiments.

    Love you all,

    Jeannine

  • dlb823
    dlb823 Member Posts: 9,430
    edited December 2009

    We've just returned from the better part of a week in Las Vegas for the NFR (rodeo).  What a difference a year makes!  Last year I could barely climb the stairs at the Thomas & Mack arena, nor keep up with the 24-hr. fun everyone was having.  But this year, except for not liking the smoky casinos after awhile, it was so much more fun.  And I have to tell you, after everything I've been through, just hanging out with family & friends I only see this week each year was sweeter than ever.  Funny how breast cancer brings life into sharper focus. We also got our Christmas tree and other holiday stuff up last night, and at one point I happily realized that I was a decorating whirlwind compared to last year's lackluster effort. 

    Jeannine, I am so happy your mast is behind you, and I'm praying that this will be the turning point you needed!!  And shopping on-line sounds good to me -- much better than fighting the crowds and traffic.

    Corinne, it sounds like you're recovering well, and I'm so happy that you're happy with the results!  But I can't believe what a crappy hospital experience you had!  I think a complaint letter to the hospital administrator would certainly be in order.  It might save someone else from a similar experience.  And I love your new buggy!  That is so cool!  I also wondered if it's Amish-made.

    Gail, we must get together!  I'll call you this week.

    Congrats on the clean mammo, Misty.  I have my 6-month mammo & u/s tomorrow, and I know they'll do both sides -- mast/Diep recon side (which they did last time) and recently lifted right one.  Just hoping nothing requires additional views, as I'm not happy about getting so much radiation.  But I know we have to do it.  I also have a 12/21 app't. with my PS for a nipple, but am kind of re-thinking doing it just yet, and may postpone it until January of February because my lifted breast may still be just a tad bit swollen, and I'd hate to come this far and end up with nipples that don't quite match because of not wanting to roll over into a new year/ins. deductible! 

    Hello to everyone else, including Agnes!      Deanna

  • Misty1
    Misty1 Member Posts: 272
    edited December 2009

    Jeannine, great news!  Glad to hear you are past this surgery and on the road to recovery.  I think the holiday season will keep your spirits high.  Now, just relax and let others do for you.

    Deanna, I am sure your mammo will be fine.  I am surprised that they are doing both sides.  My docs have never mentioned doing the side with the mast.  Gail also said something about this.

    Corinne, hope you are still feeling good and enjoying the girls.  You deserve them!

    Have a great week, everyone.

    ~Misty

  • Corinne6
    Corinne6 Member Posts: 311
    edited December 2009

    Great news....Last night I was over the loopy anesthesia feeling!!! I was thinkin that perhaps I had brain damage or something!!! It has almost been 3 weeks since surgery and I am sore and cannot wait till those drains come out. I believe that one will come out tomorrow. Also great news, my lymphadema that I had post mx is now gone due to the surgery. Also, my voice is not cracking anymore since surgery due to the chemo. Well, God is so wonderful. I sang a solo in church for the first time in over a year. My voice is back.

    Jeannine: How happy I am that it is all over and you are on your way to recovery.  Be careful about shopping on line...I was kind of loopy last week and ordered so much that I almost doubled my shopping limit!! Now that I am back to earth I am going to have to take a closer look as to what I did.Ugh!!!

  • dlb823
    dlb823 Member Posts: 9,430
    edited December 2009

    Misty ~ As it turned out, they only did my mast side today, and it was because I had complained about a distinct lump in that reconstructed breast 6 mos. ago.  At the time, my local docs dx'd cysts, which is what they were rechecking.  But in the mean time, but my UCLA surgeons both recognized it as fat necrosis, and my PS had already removed and biopsied it during my Stage 2 surgery in October.  So I let them do the mammo and u/s anyway, and everything was clear.  I'm not sure if I'll need a mammo on that side in the future, but I have a feeling I will have them annually, maybe because it's tissue (albeit tummy tissue) vs. an implant???

    Corinne ~  Wow, you really had that anesthesia fog for awhile!  And Praise God for the return of your singing voice!   I'm really happy for you!   Deanna

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