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  • Wendy0
    Wendy0 Member Posts: 2
    edited October 2009

    No I do not want to die! I had my 63 birthday and the present was 1-2 years no cure.

    Since then I have stubbornly faught back. I am walking properly again so that is a bonus. When I was first told I hid in my room, no one saw me cry but my wee dog called Gemma and we shared our love.

    FIGHT BACK

    Wendy

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  • terrij152
    terrij152 Member Posts: 530
    edited October 2009

    cannotstopcrying, please know that you are not alone!  There are anti-depressants that can help you cope, they have certainly helped me through this.  Again please know you are not alone.  Please let us know how your are doing!

    ((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))

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  • EGAL
    EGAL Member Posts: 539
    edited October 2009

    cannotstopcrying~

    PLEASE, PLEASE call you doctor immediately!!  You may be depressed and there is treatment for that.   You should not feel this way and you need to let someone know.  It could also be a side effect to a medication/treatment that is causing this feeling.  PLEASE tell your onco, or GP, and they can evaluate you.  You can feel better, keep us posted on what your doc says.

    Ellen

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited October 2009

    Good Morning canotstopcrying.....I see you have a new Avatar, must be your fury friend who saved your life Right!. I hope we hear from you today.

    Lots of Hugs

    Smile Sheila

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  • Sue-61
    Sue-61 Member Posts: 599
    edited October 2009

    i really lost it when my dog was diagnosed with nasal cancer at the same time I was dx w this freaking breast cancer. My husband is dead (3 yrs now) and I swear that dog kept me going. I hugged her everyday and thanked her for helping me thru my husband's death. I have lots of family but that dog was my bestest friend. Your dog is gonna be pretty pi$$ed off if you don't hug and kiss him/her. Please kiss your dog for me and let me know how nice that felt. I miss Nibbles sooooo much. Love, Sue

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  • Sparrow
    Sparrow Member Posts: 262
    edited October 2009

    cannotstop, how are you feeling today?  Were you able to contact a doctor?  

    Much love to you and your sweet doggie!  :)  -Tamara 

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  • Running_Violet
    Running_Violet Member Posts: 17
    edited October 2009

    Cannotstop,

    Thinking of you today and echoing the other women to say we are all here for you.

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  • LRM216
    LRM216 Member Posts: 2,115
    edited November 2009

    Cannotstopcrying -

    Where are you?  Please post.

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited November 2009

    Good Morning cannotstopcrying. Im waiting for your post. Please come back and join us.

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  • Gitane
    Gitane Member Posts: 1,885
    edited November 2009

    Hoping you are reading how much you are not alone.  Hugs to you.  G.

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  • Sue-61
    Sue-61 Member Posts: 599
    edited November 2009

    I am soooooo worried about cannot. Wish there was some way to contact her.............

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  • hopeinfitcher
    hopeinfitcher Member Posts: 92
    edited November 2009

    hello,cenotstop...I,m single too,emigrate to US about 10 y.ago.No husband,children,and I,m not young,with broken English.When I was diagnosed with cancer,I had two car accident-firs -before my surgery.second-before last chemo,but life -Gift and very is excellent.You have a dog,he yours best friend and he heeds you.I don,t have anybody...Be strong,you can fight too!your sister-Zina

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited November 2009
    Smile
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  • kim40
    kim40 Member Posts: 904
    edited November 2009

    Cannotstopcrying

    I just read your post.  You are not alone, we are all here for support.  Please check in and let us know how you are doing.

    (((HUGS)))

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  • thenewme
    thenewme Member Posts: 1,611
    edited November 2009

    Cannotstopcrying,

    See? You're not alone!  You do matter.  We're all in this and we support you! Please let us know how you're doing! 

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  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited November 2009

     

    Smile Sheila

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  • RobinWendy
    RobinWendy Member Posts: 1,983
    edited November 2009

    Please post and let us know how you are doing?  We care and are worried.  

    Robin 

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  • Chevyboy
    Chevyboy Member Posts: 10,786
    edited November 2009

    You'll come through this honey....just think of all of us, as your Angel wings!  We can hold you up even when you think you can't take another minute of all the pain you are going through!  I mean with your dog, & all of us, we are your family!  We'll always be here for you!  I sent you a private message, but it's also wonderful to see what all the other gals are saying to you!  We are all worried about you...Go ahead and cry honey, but when you are through, just get up, take that 4 legged friend for a walk, look up into the sky, & know that we are all watching over you!  Hugs & kisses to you dear friend!  Jeannette

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  • Monique42
    Monique42 Member Posts: 105
    edited November 2009

    Hi there,

      I think most of us had that feeling at one point or another.  I thought about it and I have a husband and 2 kids to think about.  I didn't want them to see me suffer, it would be easier.  But then I thought," look I fought this stupid cancer for 8 fricken yrs already and I'll be dam if it robs me of my pleasure and the gift of life".  I put it in my mind that CANCER HAS TO LEARN TO LIVE WITH ME AND MY LIFE  (not the other way around, the only time I give it attention is for tx, if I have pain I focus on a bath and a book- with meds.  I came on this board a while ago,  and I feel more support and love here than most of my friends.  The understanding here is truely overwhelming.  WE SO TRUELY CARE FOR YOU.  Someday the crying will stop and you will help others on this board.

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  • cmharris59
    cmharris59 Member Posts: 496
    edited November 2009

    I hope you are OK and will come back. So many women are worried about you. I have been where you are so I do understand. Please let us know how you are doing.

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  • Katyb
    Katyb Member Posts: 18
    edited November 2009

    Cannotstopcrying, if you're reading please post something to let everyone know that you are alright. There are some very nice ladies here that are concerned about you. I check in from time to time and I'm hoping that you got some medical attention and help. As you can see, you are far from alone. Everyone is reaching out to you, grab onto our hands and let us help.

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  • ElaineD
    ElaineD Member Posts: 2,265
    edited November 2009

    As she has only posted twice in 3 weeks, it may be that she has decided that the forum is not the place she wants to be-if you check her profile, you'll see that she last logged in on 4th November-and presumably decided at that point not to reply. It's sad and worrying when someone posts  such an emotionally charged post, and then doesn't update-but there's only so many pleas for information that we can post, without stepping back and allowing her to maintain her privacy.

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