October Rads. 2009
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Ok...I guess I'm in this group. I was started on my boosts first and have had 3. Suzanne...I was nauseous most of the day yesterday...only had broth for dinner last night. hmmmmmmm... makes you wonder doesn't it? (BTW. I had 4 A/C 4 Taxotere)
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Hi I only have 2 more days of torturous burning to my poor little right girl. I am sure that on Saturday, I'll wake up and be back to normal! Also I am also relieved that Sunday is November 1 so I can take down that big pink ribbon around my house, put away my pink car, change my and my dogs hair from pink to brown and black respectively and put away all my pink clothing. I can also stop writing on pink paper with dark pink ink and smash to bits all those little pink angels everyone seems to think I want. I just hope my boob is on track too and that sunday morning, it will no longer be itchy pink either!. Just a wish.
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Hello, Pauldingmom -
I hadn't seen this thread - I lost my job in July so didn't keep track for awhile. Glad to hear you like your doc. Going to the radiologist I went to Wellstar Cobb?
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Hi,
Brooke, I agree - enough with the pink - I have enough ribbons and angels to start my own store.
Thinking about all of you today.
Liz
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Desdemona - Hi, I'm Linda, and am from Marietta. Had all my chemo done at NGOC (behind Kennestone Hospital) and now my rads as well. Just starting my 2nd week.
Linda
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Took the holter monitor sticky things off of my chest - and, wouldn't you know it, my skin came off, too. Have a couple of nasty blisters under my breast. The Nurse Practitioner prescribed silvadene (we also use this wonder cream with burn patients). I took an extra strength ibuprofen, too.
Hope you all are having a better day. This morning, on the way to work, I hit an animal - couldn't avoid it - it just ran right in front of my car. I love animals and am so bummed out about taking the life of one.
Liz
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Hi, Linda - I'm Becky. I live in Dallas. At the time I was undergoing treatment I lived in Powder Springs. So did you have one of the docs at the Marietta Breast Center do your surgery too, like Pauldingmom and I did?
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Dear Liz
What type of animal did you hit? Did you mess up your car too???
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Today was 8/35 and then an appt with my onc. I told him I was feeling run down, and that I thought it seemed kind of early for that. He said that it is common....but then he said that the most common reason for tiredness is dehydration! He said that we need even more water than usual because, not only do the rads dry our cells like crazy, but also because our bodies are dealing with so many more dead cells than is normal (or natural, for that matter) and we need lots of water to help flush that waste so it doesn't build up and make our organs work too hard. That makes a lot of sense! So every time I hear myself thinking I feel run down, I am going to chug another 8 oz!
Also interesting is the whole thyroid thing. For a few days, I have been noticing a subtle sensation in the area of my adam's apple (where the thyroid gland lives)...it's kind of like I have a bit of a lump in my throat. I was thinking of mentioning it to my onc, but I figured it was probably just an emotional response to the craziness that has become my life! Now I think maybe I just need a supplement to support my thyroid. I can't wait to try it out! I have always had incredibly low BP ~ I have had nurses say to me "Geez, I'm surprised you can stand up!". I never knew my thyroid may have been suffering!
Thanks for all of the brilliant information! Blessings to all.
Liz ~ I am sorry that you had an animal run out in front of your car. That has happened to me, too, and it is the worst feeling. I'm sorry...that is mental anguish you didn't need today. Try to keep breathing and try to keep some perspective.
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Welcome back desdemona222b, Yep going to the rad. place by Cobb Hospital in Austell. They are great there. The one little skinny doc. is so sweet, and the two ladies who do the rads. are great too. I don't like some of the students they have had in but figure they gotta learn too. Hope all works out for you and your job. Have you found something else?
My right boobie is getting sore and red too. I keep plastering on the aloe and switch it up with the Udderly smooth and it still is red as is my arm pit. Worried because I am only half way.
Got a sinus infection and between the rads and the infection I decided to lay off the treadmill for a while. I hate missing my work outs but don't have the energy right now.
Everyone take care, we are getting there and doing it all together is so much better than doing it alone.
Lisa
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Suzanne3131 - I had been warned about dehydration as well, but when I started I found that an 8 ouce glass went pretty quickly and I was too lazy to run back and forth to the kitched as often as I should have. So, I bought a 12 pack of bottled water with the sports top. (Pretty cheap at Target. And, to be honest, I'll often simply refill them.) Anyway since they're so portable and since they hold about 24 ouces, I found it really easy to increase my water intake. .
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Lisa, I'm sorry about your sinus infection. Maybe it's your body's way of telling you to rest. Who knows? I spent all last weekend just laying around being lazy.
I drink water constantly.
Suzanne, it was a cat - my car is fine but it really stressed me out. The rest of the day was tough, too. With my job, I have to provide "stability" for a lot of folks. It's hard sometimes...
My breast looks a bit better now (with the silvadene doing its magic).
I still prayed, today, for all of the patients who lay on that hard table -and for the staff who take care of them.
What a journey we are on.
Love,
Liz
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Hi everyone-today was #20 of 33. I'm so excited - with my hot pink/red, glow-in-the-dark left boob I can see light at the end of the tunnel. Saw Rad doc today. He was encouraging about my skin being fairly OK, but then he brought up the silvadene if things get sliding downhill-wish he would have just kept quiet!
who's doing Arimidex, Femara, or Aromisin (spelling's probably wrong-don't have my papers in front of me) when done with rads?
Joni2
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Suzanne - thanks for mentioning the dehydration info - I've been feeling like I have been dehydrated but am only on day 5 of rads, so didn't really know if that was why.
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I just had 12/33. I am already uncomfortable. The rads tech keeps telling me that my pain has nothing to do with the treatments. A new divot has appeared above my incision. They claim that is unrelated to rads. My boob is sore, my ribs hurt, and I absolutely HATE going for daily treatment. I feel like I am being tortured each day. Strip to the waist in front of strangers yet be happy! Everyone tells me to be positive. Personally I think they want us to positive is so we are less difficult to deal with. I refused tats so they marked me with giant black and purple hash marks. Today I insisted they change the waterproof tape and simply use dots. At least reading these posts I realize that my imaginary pain is something other women experience. I appreciate getting a gut check here. I am learning to hold my tongue and just endure. 21 days of misery and on to the next phase of this joy ride...
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I started a poem with a repeating line of:
Oh Lord, I have those pink ribbon breast cancer awareness blues...
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Paulding Mom -
Pretty sure that udderly smooth is a no-no. The wrong stuff can hold the heat in and worsen the burn. They gave me a tube of Lidocaine gel there at the clinic - helped a lot. I thought they were great there.
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Oh, and still no job. At least I'm not going through rads right now, though. Been there and done that.
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Sopris - I too had Sharpie marks (now GONE since I'm into my boosts); from my 30 days worth of experience, here are my 2 FYIs: (1) standard of care is that the clear bandages MUST be changed every 5-7 days, otherwise skin starts sticking to them. I think I can find my research if you need it. (2) whether you have the clear bandages or just the Sharpie marks becareful with the creams you use, many will wipe away the markers and Aquaphor dissolves the adhheasive from the clear bandages and so they'll slip right off.
For those looking into what lotionsto use. I compiled a list "Skin Cream, Gel, Lotion during Radiation - A List" http://community.breastcancer.org/forum/70/topic/739663 of things used by the women on this site. No suggestions as to which is best but it is pretty comprehesive. (Sorry if I've already posted this here. I know I just noted it someplace but rushing off to my 3rd to last boost and no time to check.) Hang in there, this WILL end !
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Anyone doing rads that has had reconstruction surgery with tram flap???
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I have less than 18 hours and I will be DONE with my last radiation! Woohoo!
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Yay brookside!
I have 4 boosts to go. Skin has finally become red and a little itchy, but still nothing too terrible.
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brookside - WOOOOHOOO !!! Tick tock, tick tock. I'm right behind you !
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Well, CONGRATS to you all!!
FYI: this silvadene cream is a miracle drug. My skin is in much better shape today.
I am so excited. Am going to a conference in Washington, DC for 4 days - that means a full four days rest from rads.
Watercolor: love the refrain....
Oh, while I try to stay "positive" - I absolutely hate when anyone tells me that I 'should' be positive. Frankly, I'm beginning to think that crabby might be a wiser choice.
Today, I told someone (who was b...ing about something at work): "Oh, I'm sorry. I'm not taking complaints today. That was YESTERDAY". Seemed to work.
Liz
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Good for you Brookside! What a great day! I am only on 9/35...I had a little meltdown on the table today. I was embarrassed. It started with a positive thought "I am almost done with my 2nd week". Then my brain did the math, and my next thought was "Oh my God...I have 5 more weeks of this". And then, "What has happened to my life???" And then I began to sob.
And the poor techs were so sweet to me. Bless their hearts. It must be hard for them too.
I am feeling much more positive now, but it was scary how fast it came over me. I recognized that feeling of being ambushed. That's what grief does ~ It sneaks up on you.
Thanks for letting me get that off my chest. I know that you all are out there, feeling it too.
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Hi Ladies,
My name is Rhonda and I'm living in Victoria, BC, Canada. I appreciate the discussion board reading as I start 28 sessions of radiation soon. I haven't had my date assigned yet, but I've been told within the next couple of weeks. Was really hoping to continue working full time (I work shift work) during treatment as long as I can. I can appreciate the "meltdown" feeling and I did that yesterday after my medical oncology appointment. At the same time I think, I'm a single woman with no children so I have nothing at all to complain about. So many women have it a lot more difficult than I. I'm afraid.
Thank you all for sharing. I suddenly don't feel so alone.
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Hi Rhonda! We seem to have a similar diagnosis. You were diagnosed 2 weeks before me. Your comment means a lot to me, because sometimes I feel a little like so many women have big jobs and families to care for and many with much heavier diagnoses than mine...I get feeling like I have no right to feel down about all this. But it IS hard to have something like this tear through your life. And I appreciate knowing that you are out there. Thanks.
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Rhonda & Suzanne - Is there room in the boat for 1 more ? Many days I tell myself I have no right to complain since I'm getting off "so easy" - lumpectomy, radiation and hormone suppression. And no husband or kids to feel guilty and fearful for. But other days, it's like: hey, this is my life, it changing (jhopefully only temporarily) because of this BC and even though people have it worse, others have it better too. And while my wonderful bend-over -backwards for me brother has been outstandingly amazing, he is sadly no substitute for a man who can hold me through the night. And so, I think we have every right when the mood hits us to simply be in a mood, stamp our feet and scream "THIS SUCKS".
And Suzanne - 35 rads, does that include boosts ? How many ?
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Hi MTG, Welcome to the boat! I already feel better knowing your on it. Yes, that does include boosts, but honestly, I can't remember what the doctor said. Maybe 3 or 4? I will see him tomorrow and find out. Do you know what to expect from boosts? They seem so far away, I haven't even wondered about them. Congrats to you on being so almost done with your rads!! Cheers!
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Suzanne3131 - The boosts are just around the tumor site so while that area will get additional radiation, the rest of your breast will not be affected at all. And I'm betting that you'll have 5 boosts which seems to be the norm.
Now, lets look at the numbers: if you've done 9/30 (not counting the boosts), then as of tomorrow, you'll be 1/3 done; as of next Friday, you'll be half way thru regular rads. Now, dont those numbers sound LOTS better ? I made those same calculations for myself and, to make things even better, I pre-bought little presents for myself for either significant milestones or for days when I was down and needed a pick me up - a pair of earrings, a muffler, sneakers I wanted...It's fun opening presents !!! I even have one left to open.
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