Wanting to meet New Zealand woman going natural

Hi there

As you might have guessed I live in New Zealand, I want to do the natural thing, but cant seem to get my head in the game...

There are ladies on this site who have helped me in the past with suggestions....the thing that I find hard is that the natural products they talk about I have alot of trouble finding here.  So I was hoping to find someone that lived in New Zealand that was doing the natural treatment process.

It would also be good if every now and then I could talk to that person on the phone...I've been feeling a little lost lately and have been rebelling against everything..I cant seem to talk to my family....as I feel they wouldnt understand...not like someone who has been on the cancer journey would.

I feel so angry and pissed off...Im sure my bad demeanor at the moment is not helped by the junk food that I am eating....please can someone help...before I totally fall off the wagon....and give in