Treatment related weight gain photos...

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JGrim
JGrim Member Posts: 57

If any of you are interested in sharing it with relatives/friends/etc. I finally got around to doing my piece on how weight gain is common with some treatments and how (in my opinion) it should be treated like other unpleasant appearance related side effects instead of being politely avoided.  The short version is that when you go bald or need prosthetic help or something support just pops up everywhere but when you gain thirty pounds from medication you tend to sit at home and wonder what you did to gain so much weight and try to figure out how you're going to buy new clothes.

The wall of text opinionated piece is in my journal and the photos are in my photo section at www.cancervacation.com.  I would just link them directly but I don't like to circumvent the site warnings since there are also surgery photos and topless photos there.

I'll be doing a piece in the near future on how to re-wardrobe yourself for almost no money.

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  • LaurelS
    LaurelS Member Posts: 26
    edited September 2009

    Loved the site!  It was funny and sad, but totally honest.  I have wondered what I looked like on the O.R. table...now I know.  You are very brave!  Have you discovered any method to loose the post BC weight?  I've got an extra 20lbs thanks to cancer I'd like to kick to the curb!

  • CoolBreeze
    CoolBreeze Member Posts: 4,668
    edited September 2009

    Oh my gosh, your site is freaking awesome!  How on earth did you get those surgical photos?

    I'm freshly diagnosed and have had nothing yet - so your site has done exactly as designed - give me some insight into what I can expect.  Thanks so much!

  • JeninMichigan
    JeninMichigan Member Posts: 2,974
    edited September 2009

    Wow .. I just checked out your site. How amazing that you shared so much of your journey.   I couldn't look at too much of the surgical stuff becaues that makes me hurt looking at it.  So, thanks for the warnings.   However, I must say you are a beautiful women in spite of what cancer has done.   I was just telling the girls at work that I truly think the treatments have made me fat.   Last year during chemo I was very thin but now that I am just on Herceptin, Tykerb, Aredia and Tamoxifen, I am having such a hard time keeping it in check.  I walk two miles every night and I am really really active.  I live on a farm with just my two daughters.  We have 35 animals and I work full time.  Sooooooo, I am pretty sure it is not because I am sitting on my rump.  

    I didn't have a mastectomy and I my heart goes out to the gals who did.  The healing (physically and emotionally) is so difficult.   Your site is wonderful.

    Jennifer

  • AlaskaAngel
    AlaskaAngel Member Posts: 1,836
    edited September 2009

    JGrim,

    I'm 7 years out from dx and tx, and have quite a bit to say about this. The weight is a problem not only because of the way we look and feel, but also because it is a significant recurrence risk.

    The physiologic basis for it is very clear, although you won't hear about it from medical providers. For one, with treatment our testosterone levels drop like a rock, and testosterone is a steroid that helps us build and maintain our muscles. So at the very time when we need to "get back in shape" we don't have the testosterone level that used to help us do it. 

    In addition, a support drug that we generally receive during treatment is the steroids like dexamethasone, and that is what often contributes to weight gain for so many of us. I think medical providers prescribing it with therapy are too "loose" in using that steroid support, mostly because they never have to personally struggle with the weight gain from it themselves.  Even worse, they don't think of steroids in terms of the long-term threat to us. They are so focused on getting us to do treatment  initially that they are blind to how much it contributes to recurrence in the form of weight gained -- and especially in people that are being forced into menopause.

    One effect of menopause is the slowing of metabolism. We get dumped after treatment, left fat and set up for recurrence. The activities and dieting that worked for us in the past no longer work, and in fact even with constant discipline they allow our weight to continue to rise. On average, in order to avoid further weight gain (not even leading to weight loss) the postmenopausal diet has to be cut by around 400 calories a day permanently. To that we are to add daily exercise (7 days a week) of 30 minutes just to avoid continuing to gain weight, or an hour or up to 1 1/2 hours a day if we want to lose weight.

    That is what no one talks about when they tell us treatment is "do-able".

    -AlaskaAngel

  • JGrim
    JGrim Member Posts: 57
    edited September 2009

    Well, as far as post-steroid weight goes, in the past (with lupus-related steroid use) I've found that just maintaining a healthy balance of eating and exercising will get rid of the weight, but it never happens for me until the steroids are out of my system.  As AlaskaAngel has pointed out, though, breast cancer treatments often include hormonal changes which impact your metabolism.  The point I was really trying to make with my piece is that a lot of women don't realize that they're getting steroids or that steroids can cause such significant weight gain.  If you read my journal entry that goes along with the photos (or even the thread here on herceptin and weight gain) you'll see so many posts along the lines of "I run ___ miles a day and eat less than ____ calories and I don't know why I'm gaining weight."  I want women to see what steroid weight gain looks like so they can recognize it and stop thinking that they need to run themselves ragged trying to lose weight while on a medication that's going to make that practically impossible.  I want our friends to stop saying "you're not fat" and start saying "that's lame that you're on steroids right now".  I want some of the people who ask their friends if they need help buying a wig to ask their friends if they need help buying clothes that fit.

    That being said, people should not just give up on their fitness while on steroids.  Sure, you'll probably gain weight no matter what you do, but you'll lose it faster once you're off the steroids if you develop healthy living habits now.  Sparkpeople.com is a site that I've been using for designing and tracking a meal plan and fitness plan... it's helped me tons with switching to healthier eating habits.  I'm not "dieting", but I'm eating healthier foods in healthier combinations.  I've also started strength training a little bit at a time because muscles raise your metabolism and I figure I need more muscles to pack around all of this extra weight.

    Anyway, just wanted to clarify that my piece isn't an all-encompassing "weight gain with breast cancer" piece so much as just being meant to make it clearer to women what steroid weight gain looks like and that while they're on steroids they probably won't be able to lose weight.  A lot of people know the "main" drug that they're getting in that IV bag but don't realize that one of those pre-med bags is likely full of steroids.  I'm a big fan (hah... big) of steroids, personally, since I'd be dead without them from lupus-related issues, but I'm always glad to be done with them.

  • mags
    mags Member Posts: 233
    edited September 2009

    Hi, I was interested in your post as I gained a lot of weight after my lumpectomy. Then I went to your site and saw that we share a huge affection for cats too. I have six and feed six strays in my garden. I think my weight gain was mainly due to the tamoxifen and a lack of activity. I managed to lose 44 lbs and promptly put 22 back on over about a year when I gave up on my diet. I am currently trying to get myself motivated to exercise again but it's not easy. The only way I seem to be able to lose weight is to be very strict with myself and I'm just no good at it lol.

    Good luck

    Hugs

    Mags

  • Seven11
    Seven11 Member Posts: 162
    edited October 2010

    Heaven help me... I looked at your surgery photos and laughed outloud about the bbq forks. 

  • cbm
    cbm Member Posts: 475
    edited October 2009

    Hi; love the site.  Very creative and very helpful.  I managed to stay pretty close to my post surgery weight by declining the oral steroids, and as soon as permitted, stepping down the infusion steroid dose to 2mg (with Taxol)  The steroid weight--maybe five pounds) came off all at once.  And was then replaced by the Arimidex weight, at the rate of about a quarter to a half pound a week.  Scary, really.

    Lily, on the Johns Hopkins Ask an Expert site, says you have to get below thirty grams of fat a day.  So basically, that's Weight Watchers points system.  Exercise does not seem to do anything as Alaska Angel points out, although I think it lifts my spirits and the dog appreciates it.

    I appreciate knowing it's not just me; thanks J!

    Cathy

  • Fitztwins
    Fitztwins Member Posts: 7,969
    edited September 2009

    First of all! you rock sista!!! I was really impressed with all of your photos!!!

    I have gained about 40lbs. It is the worse thing about this BC nightmare. The baldness, boobless thing is doable..but fat that you didn't/don't have much control over SUX!!! short hair on think chicks looks good.

    Janis

    WW for me.

  • EGAL
    EGAL Member Posts: 539
    edited September 2009

    I gained 35 lbs. since dx.  I blame it on tx, rads, Herceptin, steriods, etc.  Talked to onco this week at 3 month checkup and told him how awful I feel and look.  He said it was because of my age (I'm only 54 WTF) that our metabolism slows  I wanted to smack him (except I really like him).  I look like the Michelen Tire boy, and feel eight months pregnant.  Weight is all in my middle.  That roll is larger than my new foobsYell

    Ellen

  • gonnabstrong
    gonnabstrong Member Posts: 51
    edited October 2009

    Does the weight gain from BC treatments usualy start to go away once your finished?

  • hellanore
    hellanore Member Posts: 1
    edited October 2009

    EGAL,

    I am with you on the whole doctor doesn't get it about the weight thing.  I gained 30+ lbs myself and my female onc said that it really didn't show because I am so tall (5'10").  When you are thin all your life or used to weighing the same thing, adding 30lbs is a lot.  She never got it and I quit complaining about it because she started categorizing me as depressed when I complained.  I just wanted to lose the weight and now, after 2 years I still carry the weight around.

    Elaine

  • orange1
    orange1 Member Posts: 930
    edited October 2009

    The weight is very difficult to get off.  My onc said it is especially difficult if you go into menopause during treatment - you gain it especially around the middle.  Blah! 

    I managed to loose weight during treatment.  Now I have gained it all back and am fighting desperately not to go higher. 

    gonnabstrong - my advice is to skip the crackers for initial nausea - go right to the meds....much less fattening that way. 

  • blessedby4
    blessedby4 Member Posts: 157
    edited October 2009

    Thanks for posting and letting others know that this is a common side effect of treatment.  When I was diagnosed, the attitude I tried to take was that at least I would lose weight with this whole thing.  I have gained about 20lbs. so far and one more chemo to go.  This has been the hardest SE for me to deal with because no one seems to take it seriously like it was a SE.  Most just say "I will lose it when I am done", doctor says "Our you eating well" and laughs.  One nurse told me it would take work to get it off when chemo is over, it will not just come off when I am done with the steroids.  I do wish this was talked about more seriously by the doctors to women having to go through this.  I was never told that weight gain could be a SE and I think even knowing this would have helped me deal with this better.  Thanks for starting this thread and making people aware that this is a real concern that many of us go through!!!

  • chainsawz
    chainsawz Member Posts: 3,473
    edited October 2009

    I am so glad you posted these pictures because I have felt like I was the only one who gained weight from steriods!  I look like I am pregnant....sheesh!  Why can't there just be at least one sexy side effect from all this?  lisa 

  • Qatar
    Qatar Member Posts: 6
    edited October 2009

    Hi Thank you for sharing your photos, now I dont feel like I am out there on my own.  I have been exercising for 1hour everyday with a huge change in my eating habits but I still risk weight gain - go figure I thought.  One other side effect of the steriods are very sore joints and a disc that collapsed.  My surgeon explained that it was due to the steriods but my onc. just said it was because I am getting "on" in age - Ah hummm I am 52yo.  didnt think I would be in more pain then my mother and mother in law (both in their 80's!!).

  • AzKim
    AzKim Member Posts: 124
    edited October 2009

    Loved the site and the surgery photos,.who took the photos for you? They did an awesome job. I wanted to get video of my port placement,.but,.I figured the docs would think I was a nut-job and didn't ask,.lol. As for the weight gain,..glad to know I'm not the only one. I started out at 126lbs,..after chemo,.I ballooned to 170! I am now at a rollie-pollie 160,.but,.I like it. Being 5'9" helps. Now if I could get rid of the muffin top,.that would be even better!

  • nagem
    nagem Member Posts: 353
    edited October 2009

    Julia, Your site is absolutely wonderful! I had no idea what the inside of a breast looked like. Now it's clear why it can be so hard to find a lump, what with all the tapioca pearls. I'm relieved to be relieved of mine! Thanks for sharing your personal experience. 

  • Annaanne
    Annaanne Member Posts: 190
    edited October 2009
    Julia:
    I don't post much anymore -- but your post caught my eye and I went on your site and loved your photos!  I'm in Oregon, too.  And...very similiar pathology...and am totally well 4 1/2 years out.
    You go girl.
    Annaanne 

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