All About Gummies
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lianne - I just viewed your web site. Awesome! I, unfortunately, don't have a PS who is in the study. I don't have access to the 'gummies'. He's recomending saline for the look I want but if they feel anything like the TE's, I don't want them. If I can ask - your height and bra size? (if you wear one). I'm 5'2 and was a 36d. I'm finally done with the fills. Brief history - had Hodgkins lymphoma in 20's. Had rads, caused this cancer. Had BLM May 6th due to high risk for other side to develop cancer. Any info would help!
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Missde
Thanks for checkign out my site! I chosen to be an 'open book' when it comes to my surgerys.... I'm 5'7" and was a 38D/36DD before my mastectomy. Now... well I have no idea because I have not worn a bra since my surgery! I'm guessing a C..?
If I can answer any more questions please let me know.
Blessings,
~Lianne -
bisquit: Here are some threads re: discussion of the PS - Lloyd Gayle, M.D.
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thanks whippet mom - i didnt realize i could search like that - looking at it now ...
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Hi everyone,
I've been off-line for awhile (busy summer with 2 lovely daughters constantly afoot!), but I wanted to let you all know where things stand with me and my gummies. First of all, I think that they have softened up some. I've come to see that while they are still much firmer than I'd like (I miss the movement, softness and jiggle of real breasts), they do have a pretty much ideal shape. And in light of this fact, and my faith in my PS who has underscored to me that he really thinks I won't be happy with a round implant, I've decided to stick with what I've got. I can't imagine the shape of any alternative being as good as this, and I have doubts that what I'd gain in softness would be worth what I might lose in overall shape. When I consider this - the risk that I'd be less happy with what I switch these out for - and the fact that I really would like to avoid another surgery, I think I need to continue adjusting to what I've got.
I'm pretty content, but I get really worried when I think about some future romantic partner experiencing them. I've come to understand - with your help, ladies - that any man that would have a problem with these new "breasts" of mine should really not be in bed with me in the first place! I mean, it's not as though I'll be trying to pass these off as the real thing. This man (should he even ever materialize) will know about my journey with breast cancer. And any man who is worthy of having an loving relationship with will be fine with what I've got. He'll be relating to me as a whole person, not a group of anatomical parts.
Having said all this, I do want to try to address some of the "dents" and general lumpiness in areas. So my PS has agreed to do some fat grafting to see if it will help. Then, I'll feel that I can put this issue to rest. Even though my new chest is far from perfect, I feel a greater sense of peace about it now than when I started this thread. Thank you ALL so much for all the input and guidance along the way.
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Liz,
You go girl ! You're the best ! Have a great week-end !
Blessings,
Paula
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Hi.
someone had asked for more info on the "gummy implants" 410. I found this on the manufacturer's website.
Important Information for Women About Breast Reconstruction with INAMED Style 410 Silicone-Filled Breast Implants 2006
http://www.allergan.com/assets/pdf/M1247-01_Can_RECON_410_PatLab.pdf
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Hi Liz,
I too have been away from this thread for a long time, in my case because I've been busy having more surgery- nipple areola reconstruction with skin grafts. It sounds to me like you've come a long way with some acceptance in this process. It also sounds like, with persistance, you have gotten your PS to do something to try to improve your result. Good work. If you are still looking for a 2nd opinion in NYC, send me a private message and I will give you the name of my PS. He is on staff at Cornell, so there would be no discomfort about seeing him.
I don't know if this will make you feel any better, but, even though some of us are married, we have just as much anxiety about the future of our sexuality. The thing is, we are mostly stuck with the men we have. So, we have to hope they are one of the 9/10 that don't care. To my dismay, my husband has never paid as much attention to my breasts as I might have liked, and he will probably treat them the same way now that they are reconstructed. I expect him to show some initial curiosity and then basically ignore them. He's just more of a legs and bottom kind of guy. (It's a later stage of development according to Freud, so probably not a bad thing). He's just an example of a really handsome, incredibly physically fit male specimen who is not all that fussed about his wife's reconstruction. And by the way, I have a beautiful shape now after my revision, but I do have thin skin and a point or two that stick out from the sides of my breasts. I think my being reasonably happy with it is more important to my husband than anything else. These men are really out there and they definitely are the better ones!
x Emma
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Liz,
I had a unilateral mx and have had two exchanges. The first was saline which I didn't like because it was hard, I could feel the water slosh around, I could feel it through my skin and it rippled. I exchanged to a gummy bear and although the shape was better in the beginning (it has since turned around in the pocket) and the upper pole was more natural looking, I didn't like the firmness and lack of symmetry with my real breast. I still have rippling with it as well.
I thought that I would never find a good match and wasn't considering DIEP flap because I was told by my PS that I didn't have enough tissue. They now have many more options using your own tissue. I will be having a stacked DIEP at the end of September. I met with the pioneer of this surgery Dr. Robert Allen in NYC (www.diepflap.com) and he was wonderful about explaining all my options. I noticed that you live in Connecticut which isn't too far. It would be good to just go for a consult to see if he can do anything for you just to keep all your options open. I know that implants work well for lots of women but because I was radiated, implants are not working for me. If a tissue transfer was not an option for me, I would probabley have exchanged to a less cohesive silicone implant since I still have ripples with the gummy then might as well go with a more natural feeling implant.
Also wanted to add that my husband has been wonderful through all of this. I am very unsymmetrical and feel like a freak, but he doesn't care what my breasts look like and would rather I didn't have anymore surgeries. So there are some good guys out there who will love you for who you are. The only positive about any of this is that you will be able to screen the good guys from the bad.
Patty
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Patty, I just got an image in my head of single women with reconstruction doing 'speed dating' and not saying a word, just flashing the 'wanna be' man.....LOL...it could really expedite the procedure! No shocked look & wants to engage in conversation=a date; shocked look but still willing to talk=possible date; shocked look & speechless=move on buddy!!!
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rubytuesday,
LOL!! I just got an image of your image. Your a funny lady!
Patty
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You're right, ladies - breast reconstruction is the ULTIMATE screening tool when it comes to men. That AND the short hair I've got after chemo is a double whammy!
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I am ready for exchange. My PS and I have discussed from the start the possibility of using the gummies for me. However, since he has implanted the number he was allowed to implant under the clinical trial, he can not implant any more until marketing approval is obtained in the US.
I checked the US FDA General and Plastic Surgery Advisory Panel schedule (all products go through an advisory panel review before a final decision is made by the FDA). Not only is there no meetings scheduled for this particular panel for 2009, my review of the meeting minutes for the last two years show that this particular implant has not been discussed by the panel.
So, anyone who has been told by the PS that they expect to use this implant in the near future, it's not going to happen at least in 2009.
From my past experience in PMA review, this implies several scenarios to me. Either the company has taken a long time to make the PMA submission or there are problems that are showing up in the data (adverse effects) from the implants that have been done in countries where the implants have been in use for a while or the company has decided to not follow through with marketing in the US.
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Its been a long busy week so if i ramble I apologize.
Reading your post was like reading my own thoughts, I had bi lat/ NS with 410(s) in March, all summer I kept saying how jealous I was of bouncy boobies, yes I can jog for the first time without a bra, but I'd rather jiggle and feel like my old self even if its just a Little more like old me.
I am going to have them removed 12/21 they will either put in regular silicone gel implants or expanders first and then a gel implant.
I also had mine done at memorial with Dr Disa, I told him right away that I was unhappy with the feel and the tightness and he wanted me to wait 6 months and see what happened. I saw him last week and he agreed these implants were not working for me.
Back 6 mos ago, he gave me the you may still be unhappy with soft gel implants talk.
Dr Disa now says that he thinks he can improve on what I have now, I think my left breast looks awesome, but the lack of jiggle I can't take, my right side looks great in clothes but looks different without because of complications from my radiation in 2002.
I asked about the soft gel implants that have the shape of the 410, he said they are not available here, they are being studied in Europe
I am in the NYC area, and am newly single again (my significant other just exited stage right last month telling me how hard this has been on him blah, blah, blah). I am not sure how to do the whole disclosure thing with a new partner, but I am sure I'll figure it out.
Wendy
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Hi Wendy,
Thanks for your post. I have actually been away from these boards for a while, but it was nice to read what you wrote. It seems like our experiences are pretty parallel.
I still don't feel I've gotten to the bottom of why our PS's at MSK opt for the gummies the vast majority of the time. And I really don't understand how much more "jiggle" the lesser cohesive gel, or traditional get implants would give us, relative to the gummies. The only way I can see to get a grip on these things would be to look at and touch LOTS of reconstructed breasts.
In the end, I needed to trust my PS, Dr. Mehrara, whom I love. He told me in no uncertain terms that I would not be happy with any of the gel implants, because I would have a long, flat area on my upper chest, leading to a spherical implant, and that all in all, it would look far less natural and nice than what I have now. He also told me that the softer gel implants (Natrelle or Mentor) are not significantly softer or more jiggly than what I have now. In the end, I was afraid to go through another huge surgery if I wasn't sure that the outcome would be a vast improvement. I was very worried to have the surgery, and discover that I liked the revision far less than the gummies - then, I'd be stuck.
I find that I'm OK, not thrillled but very OK, with the gummies other than the immovability of them. But I'm being told that that firmness is the trade-off for the upper-pole fullness and the natural shape that I do like. Two days ago, I had some fat grafting done which appears to have softened things up a bit. I'm liking what I see better now.
In truth, I feel most bothered by the imperfections when I think about dating and a new partner. It's hard not to feel like damaged goods, even though it's harsh to put it that way. Even with all the confidence I may have, or the work I'm trying to do to remind myself that I am far more than my anatomy (and I wouldn't WANT to date any man who doesn't feel the same way), there is this constant undercurrent of fear about, as you put it, disclosure. I'm just not the same person now, as I think about dating, than I was before all this.
It's interesting to me that Dr. Disa did a 180 degree turnaround with you about your implants. Does he, himself, now feel that they aren't working for you, or has he just internalized your negative feelings about them?
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To big apple and ellizim - did either of you see the info above from sassa that she thinks there is a quota limit on how many 410's can be used prior to FDA approval - would be curious about what Disa and Mehrara would say about that!!! Can you report back to us?
The only real way to know about the trade off of the regular silicone and the 410's would be to have them inside of your own self - we all have such different experiences with many of the same procedures, different pain tolerances, and body shapes - that the only true way would be to know from an actual patient who has done both. I did speak to someone recently who DID make the change from the old style to the new gummies and DOESN't believe that there is a huge difference in squishyness - and so is happy she changed - but who knows - maybe I WOULD think there was a huge difference - and be unhappy - so it is sooooo hard to make the choice based on what others experience. Since ellizim is starting to feel better, maybe, be happy and not undergo a procedure where you might be disappointed by what you had "expected" turning out not to be true!
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I think Dr. Disa's change in position was based on a few things, first I am petite, so there wont be big area between the collar bone (I was always very high busted, I used to joke that my boobs started under my chin, so if they place the round implant its going to be full anyway, there wont be a gentle slope, but I don't have that slope on the radiated side), he wanted things to sit and heal and see if my discomfort got better and if the muscle would relax, so he said to wait the six months and my implants, also on the radiated side, the inflexible implant is sitting weird and they need to go back in anyway and do somethings to loosen the muscle and skin again. I am physically very uncomfortable with the implants and have gone through months of PT , but the muscles are so tight they just wont relax, and Its pretty unbearable.
I have to wear a bra, because I some how still have perky nipples that show through every thing, but the muscle is so tight that I have to check if I really have a bra on, because it feels like I have a giant compression band across my chest, and I just can't tell.
Also, I had a one step nipple sparring/skin sparring bi lat mast with implants, I never had expanders. I was a 34 D before the mast and went down to a 34 C , and he was able to create the pockets and we tried just going right to the 410, because I really wanted to only have one surgery. we knew that there was a chance it was not going to be perfect but it was worth the shot.
In regard to the choice of these implants, that was my choice, i went in asking about them, because it sounded like a great implant, the ones that went in me felt much harder than all of the samples I had played with. I am looking to physically feel more comfortable and to hopefully forget for even a little while that I have these things inside me, I fell them all the time and have actual pain, so a little relief, a little squishiness, and the feeling of some movement would go a long way to me feeling normal again. I know it will never be perfect, but most of the recon picture he showed me, were with conventional soft gel and saline implants, and most of them looked great, so we shall see.
The dating and intimacy thing will be huge, my ex bailed about a month ago and it is scary the thought of how to make this disclosure and when, but like you said, I don't want someone who would not love me as is. I do also sometimes feel damaged and mutilated, but, I am so much more than my boobs, and my looks, so hopefully there will be a man out there who can accept me and love me as it and if not, I have so many awesome people in my life that love me a support me that I certainly won't be alone.
Wendy
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I am so glad this thread got bumped. I haven't yet had a chance to read the whole thread yet, so I apologize in advance for what will be a second post to ask my questions, but I wanted to immediately address what Sassa was told by her PS about the 410 quota.
I had my exchange surgery on 9/9/09 and received Allergan 410s. My ps participates in the study, and I know I received the 410s as part of the study because I filled out pages and pages of study paperwork. A friend had her exchange on 9/17 (same ps) and also received Allergan 410s. My ps loves the gummies and uses them every chance she gets. I wonder if she has a quota? No one mentioned it to me.
Now, off to read all the posts to see if anyone is having similar issues with their gummies as me.
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((elizzim)) It is great to read that you feel your gummies have softened up a bit and that you seem to becoming more content with them. I admit I was surprised by how firm the implants are, but it doesn't bother me too much. Then again, once I got used to the tissue expanders, even they didn't bother me much, so maybe I just have a high tolerance for firmness. Or maybe it is because the breasts these foobs replaced were the opposite of perky or firm.
Overall, I think they look pretty good. The shape is good and the size (though bigger than I expected at 615) fits my frame right now, since I have a wide chest and am overweight. The only issue that bothers me is that on one implant, there is a visible and palpable edge right at the top. I find myself running my finger over it all the time, and fear that others might notice it since it's right at the top where my cleavage shows.
Has anyone had an issue like this with their gummies resolve? I see that elizzim had fat grafting and am wondering if perhaps the lumpiness of the implant is due to the thinness of the skin in that area, could that be improved with fat grafting? Any other ideas from the gummie veterans?
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I also have a Allergan 410 which I received from MSK in Jan '09. Up until recently, my implant was also very hard and uncomfortable. In the last month, it has actually started to feel better. I'm not sure if the implant itself is any softer, maybe slightly, but I believe the muscle around it has loosened up. I am only a 34B and it does match my other breast perfectly in size so I am happy with that. I am not very full on the upper pole but the lower is fine. I did complain to Dr. Cordeiro a couple of times about the hardness of it and he just said that is what he expected me to feel. For all of you who wonder if it will ever feel better, I'd have to say that after 7 months, it is better than before. I will be having my followup in December, so we'll see what he says.
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Thanks for this! Because of blood thinners, the only pain med I can take is Vicodin, and I was just sure my docs thought I was becoming an addict because I kept demanding refills. The thing was so painful I felt like I was being tortured. About two weeks ago I realized I hadn't needed any pain meds for awhile. Just counted on the calendar, and it's been seven months!
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Let me address the quota issue. When a product (be it a medical device or drug) is under clinical trial, the trial is limited to specified number of investigational sites. Each site is limited to a number of clinical trial subjects (in a trial you are a test subject, not a patient). Once the number of test subjects allowed at a trial site are enrolled, no other subjects are allowed to join the clinical trial unless the study is expanded.
The study number is expanded as the trial moves form Phase I to Phase II to Phase III. The term Phase IV is used to describe a product that has finished Phase III, the PMA (Premarket Approval for devices) or NDA (New Drug Application) has been filed with the FDA and preliminary review shows no problems that would prevent an additional number of subjects to be enrolled (again specified by the FDA).
In my case, my plastic surgeon has enrolled the number of subjects that he is allowed to enroll under the study. If one of you can still get a 410 from your PS, it is because your site has not reached the enrollment limit.
MY PS did not give me this information (other than the fact I asked if he had reached his implant quota and he said yes). I am just very familiar with clinical trials as that was my job area with the FDA for 30 years.
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I am so confused about gummies. A few woman have said that they are firmer than they thought, but I spoke to a couple of woman that have them and they say that they are also very tight and uncomfortable, they feel almost like the TE or that it feels like they are wearing a really tight bra. I am starting to think maybe I should give up having a natural breast shape (gummies) and go for the silcone and feel more natural and comfortable.
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It seems that we all have different experiences with the same implants, because of so many factors: body type and proportions, different levels of sensitivity, muscular issues...and just the quirks of our bodies. I agree that gummies are confusing, and I wish that I could have had some way to do the comparison - on my own body - before I made the commmitment.
But MY experience with the 410's - for whatever it's worth - is that they look good, very good if I squint! They have a nice general shape, although even after the fat grafting, there is some rippling in areas. They are also firm in a way that a real breast would NEVER be.
However, I think I have what would be considered a very good overall result. I think I'd probably have more rippling with softer implants. And for me, the softness I'd likely gain with a softer silicone implant did not seem worth the risk that I may well end up with a much less desirable shape on my longish torso.
Most importantly, while I am of course aware that there is something artificial inside my chest, I am not uncomfortable, and don't feel that "tight bra" sensation. I feel quite comfortable - much better than with the TE's.
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Thanks so much for your explanation. It is very helpful. I am new to this forum, and I thought I read some woman speak of pictures....is there a place to go on the website for actual photos?
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There is a site - just for women going through this - and you have to contact the BCO member Timtam to get access. If you send her a private message, she'll give you what you need to get on the site.
I'll get picture of myself up there. I'm waiting for the black and blue from the fat grafting to lessen, and then I'll post some photos.
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Hi Liz, sorry to bother you with this......I just tried to send a private message and it won't let me type anything in the recipient box (To:) Is there something else I have to do? Thanks.
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I'm not sure what happened when you tried, but if you go to the upper right of the BCO site and click on "member list", you can search for a specific member. Then, once you click on their name, you can send them a PM. Hope that helps.
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I just got back from my first post-op visit with my surgeon after my exchange to Allergan 410FX615s on 9-9. She thought they looked great.
She said the gummies take a long time to settle into place and soften up but that it does happen, and could take up to a year to really soften. She was also confident that the hard edge I feel on the top of the right implant will settle in, and that it is due to the thin skin left from where the surgeon did a lot of scraping, that being my cancer side. When I asked what were my options if the edge didn't go away, she said she would do lipo & fat grafting. So, I guess I just have to be patient. If they do soften and the hard edge becomes less noticable, I will be happy with my choice to get the gummy bear implants..
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So happy to see the last posting from Samiam40 saying that the PS said these gummies would eventually soften up. Makes us feel like we are eventually going to get to that point. Thanks for the good news.
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