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  • YoYo44
    YoYo44 Member Posts: 203
    edited August 2009

    Hi ladies,

     Wow, so much action!  My #2 was good and I am still doing pretty well, just tired.  The one benefit of the weekly taxol is low dose so low SE's but I guess I will pay later when my immune system crashes.  I have not been online much since I have been working and trying to be good about not doing the long hours and getting rest.  I figure if everyone will let me work I should at least try and be as sharp as possible.  I see the doc at next weeks treatment so I am looking forward to that.

    Pam, really sorry to hear about the port.  Be strong, don't let it get you down. These are speed bumps and you will do fine in the long run.  I don't know why some people get all the troubles but we will be here to support you.

    Jenn, glad you sound a little better too.  Work will be a good distraction but do take it easy, don't over do it when you feel a burst of energy.

    Karen, hope you start feeling better too.  Hope the nausea meds start to kick in and you keep something down. 

    Kristin, I can just imagine you with the notebook in the clinic.  Sounds like a good use of time.  Although, I have to say, as soon as the benadryl kicks in for me I am not sure I would want to be writing anything.  My friend figured it would have the same effect as truth serum and is planning some questions for next time she comes with me.  Eeeck!!

    So our August gang marches on.  I don't have any good ideas for a name, but if any of my friends found out I was in a group called Angels they would probably all bust a gut laughing. So here's one, how about the Awesome August Amazons!  We're tougher than Zena!

    Donna, sorry, I think I just used up the extent of my creativity for the day. (although after trying to think of something I now have this going through my head "bad boobs, bad boobs, whatcha gonna do when they com for you.."  silly...)

    Have a great weekend everyone.  Hope you are able to recharge a little and carry on some more!

  • gillyone
    gillyone Member Posts: 1,727
    edited August 2009

    yoyo - I like Amazons better than Angels. Definitely more me. Glad to hear you are doing well.

  • DeniseM808
    DeniseM808 Member Posts: 32
    edited August 2009

    Pam - There are alternate placements for the port other than the standard subclavical. Did your surgeon discuss the possibility of other placement sites? Unfortunately I've not heard or read of others with an inability to have a standard port placement although I'm sure they're out there. Will your chemo schedule be further delayed? If there's anything I can do to help support you, just send me another PM.

    Wishing you Wellness,

    DeniseM

  • kristin09
    kristin09 Member Posts: 56
    edited August 2009

    Hi all,

    I'm not sure why, but I'm still feeling great today.  I took nausea meds and motrin last night and woke up fine this morning and have not yet taken any meds.  In fact, I hopped on my bike for a half hour and got in a good work out. The only SE that I notice is dry mouth, so I've been chewing gum and rinsing with Biotene although it doesn't seem to help much.  I'm a bit sleepy now and will go lay down for a bit, but other than that I'm feeling very lucky.

    Karen - I hope that you're feeling better; what chemo meds are you on?  I've been drinking tons of water, maybe that's what has helped me.

    Gill - I'm not sure why they gave me the neulasta shot on the same day, I didn't ask and just assumed that it was okay.  I have a blood draw next week so I suppose we'll learn more then. No bone pain so far.

    Yoyo - Near the end of the treatment, I stopped sending notes to people because the Ativan was kicking in and I was a bit groggy.  So, instead, my husband and I watched "Seabiscuit" on the netbook - it was a great buy! 

    I keep hearing that days 3-5 are bad, so I might be running out of good time.  BTW - how is the day count typically done, is the day of treatment day 1? or is it the next day?  Details, details!

  • jenn3
    jenn3 Member Posts: 3,316
    edited August 2009

    I think I like Awesome August Amazons - how does that sound to everyone?

    Kristen - so glad to hear you're doing great - they say everyone reacts differently - enjoy it and don't question why............. 

    I did go walking every day except today (laziness) trying to keep the routine going - it helps mentally more than anything.  The biggest problem I seem to be having is that when I do get that burst of energy and do something I feel "off - wobbly", not sure how to explain it.  Oh well, I'm sure it'll get better until my next dose.  

    YoYo - glad you're doing well - yes I will take it easy when I go back to work.  I'm very fortunate in that my co-workers and clients are all wonderful and won't let me push too hard.  I just need some kind of routine and brain stimulation............  

  • buccaneersdj
    buccaneersdj Member Posts: 241
    edited August 2009

    Kristin, I would consider day 1 chemo day I think?

    I like August Amazons also August Assassins (killing cancer), To Sexy For Our Hair!

  • PauldingMom
    PauldingMom Member Posts: 927
    edited August 2009

    Way to go Kristen!
    Karen-they told me to eat before treatment but keep it light. I generally have cereal or a PBJ sandwich. Hope you feel better soon. I'm sure you will. 

    So sorry Pam. Any chance you don't need the port? My mom is going with out. I'm sure every case is different. Hang tough little buddy.

  • lindal52809
    lindal52809 Member Posts: 25
    edited August 2009

    Hello eveyone - I agree, I do love the "Awesome August Amazons" Warriors all the way!! 

    That's what we all are, fighting every battle along the way to beating this illness. I believe we'll be among those who will continue to live a normal life after we've overcome all of the obstacles.  It's not up to me, but are we gonna vote on it?  If so, you have a Yes from me.

    If any of you are having a good day or a bad day. I want to read about all the details from everyone, big or small.  I know it helps me to put it in writing, but also I know , that maybe it helps someone like me who is afraid to ask.  I feel awful when I hear about one of you not feeling well, but I know you'll get better.  And if you're having a good day, that's absolutely wonderful to hear about too! 

    I don't know what to expect when I get to my Day 1, next friday, but I'll be sure to share it here. So far, been doing it alone, besides my husband who has been wonderful, and a few relatives whom are trying to help, but say the most uncomfortable things), but that's ok. I'm going to get what I need when I need it. That much I believe, because it's what my mother used to say. She passed away two years ago, and I miss her very very much, as I write this. But I know I get my strength from her.  I'll take it where I can get it!  As the tears fall, I think it's time to say good nite to you all. 

    Have a good nite (I hope) and better tomorrows 

  • Bethie1
    Bethie1 Member Posts: 393
    edited August 2009

    Hey ladies!!

    I with everyminute with the support offerings! I was diagnosed 1 week before Christmas 2008.  I never suspected anything like this because I don't have cancer in my family.  I thought I pulled a muscle, had a fibroid cyst, etc.  Then the big news of my life!!! I never thought I'd have to fight like this again-I had meningitis as a baby also, but I told myself I'm gonna fight this fight with all my might-and I have so far.  Attitude is everything!.Try to hang in there

  • manue
    manue Member Posts: 34
    edited August 2009

    Hello ladies, woooaw, a lot of new posts in a week!!! I have a lot of catching up to do. I''m so sorry to hear about all the side effects from the chemo, you ladies are so strong.

    I had a really bad week. Had my first saline injection on Monday and the right side didn't feel right. Terrible back pain, hard time to breath and by wednesday I had an infection on my right expander!. I had to go for a transfusion of antibiotics (3hrs). I have small rolling veins and after pocking me 6 times the nurses were able to install an IV tap in my hand. On Thursday morning at the Hospital I went for my MUGA Scan and the nurse used the IV tap in my hand to do it. Apparently that IV tap wasn't too good because the pictures for the MUGA scan were not clear... After that I went back to my Plastic surgeon for her to look again at my right expander....Fluid had accumulated around my right implant. They did not say the filling on Monday caused the infection. Could have been there previously. I went back to the hospital for another procedure scheduled which was an ultrasound and fluid removal around the right implant right after my port consult. That took time. One has to be careful not to puncture the implant which is why they use ultrasound to guide the needle. After a quick bite to eat I went the hospital near my house for my antibiotic and the nurses there were horrified by the IV tap in my hand. The antibiotic I'm taking until Sunday are very strong and could have burn my hand! They had to do a pick line, it starts in my left biceps in one of my vein and goes all the way to my chest!!! The all procedure is done with ultrasound and x-rays (2hrs). Again, my veins are so bad it took a long time...

    I was so tired and exhausted, couldn't move my arms... I'm scheduled for my port placement on Tuesday but I think I need some rest. If the infection is still there they can't do it. This was my saga for the week, Manue

  • kristin09
    kristin09 Member Posts: 56
    edited August 2009

    Manue,

    I am so sorry to hear about the trouble that you are having.  All of this on top of everything else has to be very difficult to manage.  Get the rest that you need; hopefully you'll feel a bit better for the port on Tuesday.  We're all thinking of you and sending happy/healing thoughts!

  • bygracealone
    bygracealone Member Posts: 183
    edited August 2009

    Jenn3  several posts ago you asked about burping and I have that too. It was most noticable the first 48 hrs. Now just after I eat. I have a hiatal hernia, gerd, and  have had gall bladder issues in the past so figured it was related to that. Maybe not.

    lindal52809 Not crazy about the Amazon fighting thing. I am more of a lover than a fighter guess it is my make love not war thing from the '60s.  You asked to hear about everyones experience with this poison called chemo. I have been reticent to say much 'cause as I said in my poem this chemo is treating me kindly. I had my first tx of Abraxane on Tuesday. Only thing I got with it was saline flush before and after. Other than the burping I have felt good and am actually hungry.
    I was careful the first 48 hrs of what I put in my stomach but have begun to throw caution to the wind and eat what I crave. Today it was Alden Merrill hot fudge cheese cake. I was supposed to take compazine the first night post tx and first thing the next AM but after reading the se's I chose no. Yesterday I had my hair cut really short in a pixie like I had eons ago in college. Now I am ready for the hair loss if and when it comes. Decided not to do a wig. I am a knitter and want to knit something funky. I depend on humor a great deal to get through this. I live alone and am new to the area so have not made too many friends. Family is in NY, Va, Calif. and Vanouver BC.
    Divorced ten yrs so have learned to be very independent.

    So glad to have all of you cyber sisters to share with! Blessings for a positive outcome and few side effects.

    Sandra who is 66

  • Reni
    Reni Member Posts: 81
    edited August 2009

    Hi Everyone, I've not been on the boards for a week and there are sooo many new posts which I'm yet to read.

    Wanted to send everyone healthy & stay strong hugs.. I start chemo tomorrow - Carboplatin and Taxotere.... 

  • Luddy
    Luddy Member Posts: 11
    edited August 2009

    Hello everyone....

    I too am starting TCH on the 18th.  I had a partial on 7/14 on my right side.  Was planned to due only radiation, but the HER2+ and my Onco score of 38 changed the plans. So far everything has been smooth sailing.  I had my MUGA on Friday, scheduled for a CAT and bone density test on Monday, port to be put in on Thursday and my first tx on the following Tuesday.  ....and I thought I had a busy schedule prior to BC.   

    Buccaneersdj - I see you are from FL.  I am having my treatment through Moffitt and was wondering if you were too.  

    Great to have found this group and look forward to sharing our journey!

  • Karen09
    Karen09 Member Posts: 320
    edited August 2009

    Hey ladies.  I'm feeling a bit better so far today.  I kept down some water and a bite of a granola bar last night and did the same this morning.  Now I'm just slowly working on some water.  It tastes so good!  LOL!   I don't have much energy but better than yesterday!  I'm so thirsty and hungry but don't want to push it and start throwing up again. 

  • NavyMom
    NavyMom Member Posts: 1,099
    edited August 2009

    Good Morning to everyone.  Lots to read this morning! 

    I had a wonderful evening last night with my gal pals.  We had great food and lots of laughs.  They made me a special blanket to bring with me to chemo.  It is the fleece kind that has 2 sides and is held together buy tying knots all around the edges.  I guess they all passed it around and took turns tying the knots.  It also has a fabric picture of all six of us in the corner.  And the back piece is light pink with the breast cancer ribbon in a darker pink.  Beautiful.  Also gave my husband and me a Betty Crocker cook book for Cancer patients.  Addresses foods for nausea, mouth sores, constipation and diarrhea.  A very special group these friends of mine.  I couldn't sleep when I got home.  So I got up and laid on the sofa with my new blanket and fell fast asleep!  Ahhhhhh the power of love! 

    I am feeling very good today.  Even getting excited about wig shopping tomorrow and getting my hair cut short. 

    Navy son is still awaiting orders.  He wants to come home for a few days (yea!) before he has to report to his next assignment.  The Navy has taught me great patience.  I was more like a type A personality before he enlisted.  But now I just try to go with the flow.  This has come in handy in waiting rooms during the various Dr. appointmnets and the several days of waiting for test results. I know all of you can relate to that for sure!

    Well fine ladies, I am going to fabric store to get supplies for some head scarves and hats.  I'll let ya know how/if anything I make is a keeper.

    Have a great day

    Navy

  • tdoehne
    tdoehne Member Posts: 30
    edited August 2009

    Goodmorning Ladies,

    Wow !! So much has happened with all of you since I last checked in. Welcome to all the new ladies that I have not met. I am sorry for all of you struggling with your side effects. This is what has kept me from sleeping so many nights with anxiety about starting my chemo tomorrow morning. My sweet hubby has been doing everything he can think of from downloading music, movies, etc. to keep me busy and my mind off of my thoughts. Love you all for your advice and great thoughts. Here is hoping all goes well this week. Please know I am thinking of all of you all the time and I pray for all of us each and every day. I know we will get through this. All my best . Tara.

  • gillyone
    gillyone Member Posts: 1,727
    edited August 2009

    Welcome new ladies.

    I owuld agree - it seems common practice to call tx day day1.

    This is day four from tx2 DD AC for me. As with tx1 I am having little in the way of SEs. Just the burps!! Nothing from the neulasta shot either. However my hair is really starting to come out now. Began day 14 from tx1 - which seems to be about the right timeframe ladies. I am all prepared  a bunch a hats and a wig which I am not too fond of yet. Maybe when I'm bald it will seem  better.

    Good luck to everyone with port procedures and tx coming up. Hoping for pain free SE free days for all.

  • jenn3
    jenn3 Member Posts: 3,316
    edited August 2009

    Wow  - we have a busy weekend going here.  It sounds like August Amazons or Awesome August Amazons is going over well - suggestions or a vote for one???

    Tara - I'd like to say don't think about the 1st chemo too much, but I know the feeling, the waiting is the hardest part - we're all with you.............

    Navymom - sounds like you have wonderful friends - it really helps to have that kind of support.  I know I couldn't do it w/o the support of my friends and family.

    Karen - have you talked to the dr about different nausea meds?  I'm worried about you.......

    Manue - I am so sorry for all you're having to go through. 

    My youngest daughter (17) has been really clingy, not wanting to leave my side, which is understandable so I was really glad when my sister took her out of the house to relax, swim and not think about this. I just cannot convince her to go with her friends, but the lure of the pool on a hot day I'm guessing was the trick. Should have thought of that earlier............

    Not sure if I told y'all, but I did email laurie@franceluxe.com about the headscarf.  She responded immediately, gave me a list to choose from, having it made and sending it out.  She is wonderful!! If you haven't already contacted her, please do so, she really wants to help.  I'm hoping it comes in before my Look Good Feel Better class in a few weeks so they can how me how to tie it. 

    Have a good afternoon everyone Laughing and welcome to all the new ladies........

  • Karen09
    Karen09 Member Posts: 320
    edited August 2009

    Thanks Jenn.  I haven't throw up today so that was nice.  I'm going to have to get some different meds though.  They just put me on maxeran and zofran and I've been taking some over the counter gravol too.  I started a mouth rinse - nystatin.  Didn't I drop the rubber stopper down the bathroom sink and it got caught.  Now I can't get it out and have to call my apartment manager tomorrow and ask them to come.....and I haven't wasked my hair since Friday.  Ugh!  Fun!  Leave it to me.

  • Mickey32
    Mickey32 Member Posts: 17
    edited August 2009

    Today is Sunday, I have been feeling OK but in a fog..able to function, but not quite right.  I still have the occas. hiccups and reflux and some unlady-like belching.  The nausea was very brief and responded immediately to Zofran.  The most irritating thing right now is that my mouth is terribly sore, I can't see any actual sores but it is red and tender and cracked.  I know I am hydrated very well, so this is not the culprit.  I also have a few blisters on my chest (? from what).  I also have some sinus pressure as jenn describes.  As far as I can say, it could be worse, but you are all helping me get through this like a champ.  Next to go will be the hair?  I am scared I am going to have a meltdown when that happens.  I watched the Robin Roberts video (from GMA) when she shaved her head and was talking about her wig.  I really knew what she was feeling.

  • Kim09
    Kim09 Member Posts: 100
    edited August 2009

    Jenn3 - I had my 1st Chemo on Friday, July 31 and went back to work on Tuesday, August 4.  I had been out because of my lumpetomy, which had been on July 15.  Unfortunately after the chemo is completed I will be taking off work again for more surgery (Didn't get clear margins, so I am going for a bi-lateral mastectomy with no reconstruction).

    My rash seems to be going away after I put on hydrocortisone 1% cream but now I seem to have come down with cold.  I will have to call my oncologist tomorrow to see what cold medicine I can take.  Unfortunately, this week is when my immune system is at its lowest.

  • Kim09
    Kim09 Member Posts: 100
    edited August 2009

    Mickey32 - It may be a side effect of the drugs.  I brokeout on the front and sides of my torso (I am on Taxotere and the generic of Cytoxan).  I called the treatment center and they said it was okay to use over the counter hydrocortisone 1% cream.  It worked for me.  The rash seems to be fading away.

     I have read that around day 14 after the 1st treatment the hair will start to go.  I guess that means by the end of the week my hair will start falling out. 

  • gillyone
    gillyone Member Posts: 1,727
    edited August 2009

    Mickey - mouth sores are the pits. I had one last week. You need to rinse with salt water, or salt and baking soda and water.Approx 1/2 teaspoon of each with a pint of water. You can make it for the day, but I usually mix a little in a glass whenever I use it. I also got some Biotene mouthwash and their gentle toothpaste. I have been told to gently brush after each meal and use a rinse several times during the day.

    When I had my second tx and mentioned a mouth sore the nurse immediately got me ice water. The theory being that the cold constricts your blood vessels in the mouth and so reduces the drug amount that gets there. So even though it was several days after tx I got a mouth sore she assured me that was the cause. Hope this helps. The salt/baking soda rinse came from the onc nurse. The Biotene from reading on threads.

  • buccaneersdj
    buccaneersdj Member Posts: 241
    edited August 2009

    JENN AND Mickey, When I got my first chemo tx the nurse said with one of the drugs, and I can't remember which one, that it can cause a tightening with pressure around the sinus', I can't remember which one of the three it was I am on TAC???

    I swear I am not bragging but as soon as I hit day 9 after tx 1 I feel great, lots of energy, no nausea almost like I never had cancer. Yes, I know this feeling wont last but wanted to let the ladies who are having a rough go of it, I really think there will be good days hang in there!

    So far tx 1: Day 1 & 2 Great!

                      Day 3 & 4 Nightmare bone pain!  no appetite

                      Day 5 thru 8 Tired and Nausea, no appetite

                      Day 9 thru 11 Feel Great, energized, eating like a pig!

    I will get my muga on Tuesday which will also be my 40th B-day and my Port put in on Thursday sounds like a fun b-day week!

    I am a little leary of the port install, I don't know why but my Doc said I can go under or get local I thought I would ask you guys what you think, if it's not that bad I would rather get a local but if it is knock me out, What do yall think??

    I hope everyone enjoyed their 2 days off from Drs., everyone try to have a great week!

  • buccaneersdj
    buccaneersdj Member Posts: 241
    edited August 2009
    Wow, sorry everyone for the print size! I really wasn't yelling at everyone like it looks, just didn't notice my bold was on.
  • YoYo44
    YoYo44 Member Posts: 203
    edited August 2009

    Happy Birthday Donna (saying it now in case I get buried in work and all this bc thing!)!  Hopefully you will be having a good day that day and can celebrate a little.  I go in for the MUGA scan Wednesday.  (Sounds weird.)

    Tara, hope your first chemo day goes well.  The best thing is a non-event.  Unfortunately our nerves tie us into a knot.  Will be thinking of you.

    Manue, sorry to hear about all your troubles.  I hope things start to pick up.  Will send you some positive vibes and healing thoughts too.  Stay strong, things will get better.

    Navymom, so glad to hear you have such great friends.  Glad you will see your son again soon too.

    Karen, glad you are doing better.  Hope it continues in that trend.

    Luddy, welcome to our group.  Wow, I am sorry to hear about your oncotype results.  You must have been so disappointed.  Sounds like you are hangining in pretty well, which is good. Glad we can keep you company.

    So ladies, hope you all had a good weekend and are ready to do it again.  I am sure everyone will be busy with all the various extra appointments that come with this gig.  It's good hearing from everyone and it is certainly good having company throughout this process from all you ladies who understand this rollercoaster.  Good night!

  • gillyone
    gillyone Member Posts: 1,727
    edited August 2009

    Donna - I was under for my port installation, so don't know what it was like with a local. But it went smoothly, probably a bit longer as you have to go through recovery before they let you out. Then I was pretty wiped out the rest of the day. But no problems after. Don't know if this helps or not.

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2009

    Hi Everybody, I am visiting from July chemo. Because 4 years ago i was in chemo in July. Since i didn't have a computer until few months ago. These nice ladies from July chemo thread gave me a title calling me Honorary Member. Isn't it wonderful??????

    buccaneersdj.....I can answer the question about the port. I was never under when it was going in I was mildly relaxed but awake. And when it was time to take it out I had a choice and I choose just local, even though it was done in Ambulatory in the hospital, was fully awake and I was talking to my surgeon and nurses, we were laughing making jokes. For me that was the best choice since it only takes half an hour. I was home less than 2 hours.

    Good luck with your treatments. I will visit again if you don't mind.

    Hugs to everybody

    Smile Sheila Smile

  • manue
    manue Member Posts: 34
    edited August 2009

    Good Morning Ladies,

    This week can only get better... I hope! Meeting with my plastic surgeon this morning to see if I need more antibiotics... If the infection is still there I can't go for my Port placement tomorrow!!!

    Buccaneers - I'm going local for the Port. My Nurse thought I didn't need to go under. When I think about it she didn't give me a choice but I wouldn't go under... my choice! I would like to talk to the nurse, surgeon... I agree with Seyla88.

    My sister arrived from France - OUF - and she's staying until the 27! We bought Lobster and Mussels last night, miam.

    Hug to everybody, Manue 

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