Starting Chemo in July 2009

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  • josybee
    josybee Member Posts: 86
    edited August 2009

    PauldingMom, I had my 3rd treatment last Wednesday, I haven't lost my eyebrows or lashes yet but I have noticed thinning in my eyelashes. Hope I don't lose them all.

  • marielf
    marielf Member Posts: 15
    edited August 2009

    Hi Everyone,

    My prayers are with you all the forum friends and beyond.

    On Tues, my husband went in for a colonoscopy,  It turned out to be a very knee praying adventure.  It didn't go as easy as most.  It was terrible seeing him in suck pain.  I turned to God in My Angels to help us get through the day.  We made it home and he is ok. 

    As he was in the OR, I went to get my blood draw.  It makes the chemo day shorter when getting blood word done the day before.  She punctured a vein and had to go in twice to get the blood.  I got very emotional.  I tried to tell her the first time to heat my arm.  It makes it sooooo much easy to get a vein .  When I went in for my first treatment, the nurse didn't want to heat me arm either.  She said that  she didn't have the time and would have to get someone else. 

    From now on, I have a long discussion with the nurse that is working with me and know that if I don't put my foot down that I the heating wont' happen.

    I had a lot of heartburn last night and didn't sleep well. 

    Speaking of SNL.  My boss is a real joker and when I had to tell him about my cancer he made a joke about me being bald.  I told his wife that Pay Back is a Bitch.  I ordered a Conehead hat and will be going to his house today.  He knows my hair fell out and is curious about what I look like.  Will be lots of laughs tonight.  LOL

    Laughter is the best cure. 

    Shae,  One of my best friends has a son that has gone down the same path,  it is very difficult but I think he is somewhere where he can begin to make a decision and get the help he needs.  It is always baby steps gong down that road.  I hope and pray that  you can find moments during the day that will help you be a peace so that your body can stay healthy.  Have you looked into support groups that the hospital?  Just a thought.

    Well I usually ramble on Sorry. 

    The sun is out and I need to go get some sun.  Being outside is my escape from negative thoughts.

    Thank You All For Being Here.

    Smile

  • hopingforacure845
    hopingforacure845 Member Posts: 17
    edited August 2009

    Hi all!

    Tara- you've come to the right place. I am thinking of you- I believe today is the day of your first treatment. Good luck! My mom cried every day after she got her diagnosis and was a nervous wreck.. but she also felt that the anticipation was much worse than the actual treatment. She still cries a lot and has her bad days, especially since she is losing her hair, but after each chemo treatment, it helps knowing there is one less left! Getting reassurance from other women at Look Good, Feel Better helped too. You should look into attending one! My mom does work every day, except for treatment day, and it helps her a lot. Be strong and come here when you need support- you will find lots of it here. And don't be afraid to ask your doctor if he/she can prescribe something for anxiety/depression- it may help you a lot. There is certainly no shame in asking for it.

    mnikityger- yup, doctor confirmed strep yesterday... she's now on her second round of antibiotics since chemo!  :(

    Hopeful-1- thanks, I'd love to hear how you're doing as treatment progresses, and appreciate your tip!

    Pdaw- My mom's scarf from Laurie Erickson came yesterday! I agree- the note was so sweet. I am trying to think about what I can do to thank her and her staff. It is beautiful- the pattern is Te Amo Pink/Lime, for anyone trying to decide what pattern to choose- it is bright, cheerful, and very pretty!

    Niknak- my mom started out on Xanax but didn't find it too helpful, so now she is on Ativan for anxiety and she says it's helping her a lot. Similar to Carole, it helps her sleep. It might be worth a try for you too?

    Hope this week is going well for everyone... My mom is finally feeling normal and the strep is getting a little better. Her WBCs are better this week but the RBC's are down.. there's always something! 

    Her onc just told her he is leaving the practice... what a bummer! He encouraged her to go with him, but the new place is much less convenient for her (currently home is 7 minutes away from the onc) - it would probably take 40 minutes for her to get there, plus it's in the middle of the city with difficult traffic and parking. She is not sure what to do; he is getting a replacement who he says is great, but it would still be kind of stressful to have to switch doctors halfway through treatment. She likes her doctor and he knows her but she's not sure  about the travel, considering how often she has to go to the onc's office. She decided to wait to meet the new doctor and see what she thinks before making any decisions...

    Have a great day everyone!

  • chrisct
    chrisct Member Posts: 2,662
    edited August 2009

    Marielf - Ha Ha!  Conehead hat - what a riot.  First Pauldingmom's smiley face, now a conehead hat - I love it.  I hope you have a great time at your boss' house today. After the week you've had, you deserve a nice day in the sun and a lot of laughter.

    You said that hats give you migraines - so have you been going bald so far?  I don't have the nerve.  I've got scraggly hair that I'm holding onto for some reason - not sure why. Waiting to see if 2nd chemo I had on Monday causes the rest to fall out.  I have one turban with a little turban tie thingy that I like - the other things I have, I don't really like.  Sending the wigs back that I bought - exchanging one for a bigger size and different color.  Too much hair - looks fake.  Oh well.

    As for the veins - you'd think they would listen to the patient and want to know what works best for them - guess if you want something done right, you've got to do it yourself. Perhaps bring a hot water bottle or heating pad next time and warm your arm yourself?  I wouldn't hesitate to find an outlet and plug in a heating pad as I waited for my appt.  Just a thought.

    Hope your husband is recovering well and that you are feeling better.

    Wishing minimal SE's for everyone - 

  • MaineCoonKitty
    MaineCoonKitty Member Posts: 125
    edited August 2009

    Hi Ladies!

     I'm in the August Group (1st chemo on 8/12) and I just wanted to thank those of you who stopped over on the August 2009 thread to encourage us and share your experiences with chemo so far.  Your thoughts and wisdom in getting prepared and in what to expect have been very helpful and we thank you so much for your kindness and willngness to help us be less afraid of the unknown.

    I come here every day to read how you are all doing and I'm keeping every one of you in my prayers.

    {{{{{{{{{{Healing Hugs}}}}}}}}}}  from your "younger" sisters in August!

  • LindaSueH
    LindaSueH Member Posts: 70
    edited August 2009

    Hi Ladies....

    I am on day 8 of my second AC, and am still struggling with SE (nausea and headaches).  Anyone else on AC still feeling like this on day 8?????

    Linda

  • tougherthanithought
    tougherthanithought Member Posts: 454
    edited August 2009

    Hi Triple J's!

    Linda, I've been having the same problems (nausea, especially).  I'm day 7 after 2nd AC, and am starting to feel a little better.  (This is also the reason I haven't posted in a while.)  EMEND helped a little, in that there was no puking, but I was expecting a greater difference in the first tx to the 2nd.  I saw the nurse today, and she gave me a Rx for Reglan, which I will try for next time.  I was nauseous for both pregnancies for the entire 9 months, so she said this is a pretty good indicator of how I've been responding to chemo (lucky me).  At least she said Taxol shouldn't be as bad, with the nausea, but I'll believe it when I see it.  People also said that after the first trimester I should be feeling much better (that never happened).  At least I'm halfway there, with the AC, and hoping Taxol will be better!

    As far as the hair thing, I shaved it before it started falling out, and then about day 15 my pubes started falling out first!  Very strange.  Now I'm pretty thin in that region, and beginning yesterday, by stubbies on my head started falling out like crazy!  It's so annoying, b/c these little hairs are all over my neck and they itch.  It's like getting a haircut w/o  the cape.  I took a shower this morning, and they were all over the place.  I just want them all out, so I stuck my head in the sink a little while ago and gave myself a nice "shampoo"  to speed up the process.  I hope by the weekend I'll be totally baldSmile

    Thinking of all of you and hoping you are feeling wellCool

    Sherrill

  • LovingLifeToday
    LovingLifeToday Member Posts: 39
    edited August 2009

    Hi Linda~ So sorry you are not felling well, I was like Sherrill with the nausea and pregnancies. I was on lots of nausea meds around the clock for chemo from just hours after chemo through day 10. Even with all the meds, my nausea never went away, it just kept me from loosing contents. Today is day 19 for me and I still feel bouts of queasiness and was also told that the pregnancies were a good indication of how my body reacts. They did say they were going to try putting me on steroids after chemo this time to see if that will help with it. My next chemo is Monday. I hope you feel better!!  

    Joni2~ My daughter's tattoo came out really nice!!! I may end up with one once this is all over, I just never thought I would let my underage child have one. She loves it!! I let her read what you wrote and she agreed that you described the pain perfectly. lol  

    Hair is getting much thinner. It is falling out evenly, I do keep combing it to get the loose ones, I don't like them hanging off my arms and tickling them.  

    I hope everyone has a wonderful evening!!  

    Elizabeth~LovingLifeToday

  • LindaSueH
    LindaSueH Member Posts: 70
    edited August 2009

    I am also going to get a pink ribbon tattoo on my foot when this nightmare is over!!!!  All my girlfriends and my daughter are getting one also!!   It will be apink ribbon celebration PARTY!!! 

    Elizabeth....you'll have to post a pic of it!!!!

    Linda  Wink

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited August 2009

    Hi to all,

    Have just not been up to even reading posts. HAS anyone out there ever had abdominal pain after AC treatments?? they are kicking my rear...it was my 2nd treatment and same thing happened again. I do have some meds for abdominal cramping but it does not kill  all the pain. Tried pain med. it made me throw up and I did get to sleep for a day an 1/2 with no pain but after eating it comes back () I know that it will be a trial  and error on what I wont get sick for pain but doesnt make me feel any better.ect. ect. ( I do a brad diet for days) feel free to email privately. Anyones input would be appreciated. It was bad enough to make me want to stop. I know thats not an option.

  • LovingLifeToday
    LovingLifeToday Member Posts: 39
    edited August 2009

    Here is her tattoo...

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  • LovingLifeToday
    LovingLifeToday Member Posts: 39
    edited August 2009

    I don't know why it posted the image twice???

    quarter405~I have pains that feel like cramping from a period, but I have not had one of those for a year and a half... had the Nova-sure done and it stopped Laughing   And for two nights I had pains that felt like my ovary (only have one) was being stabbed. Are these the type of pains you are talking about??? 

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited August 2009

    no its more like severe stomach pain

  • eliz46
    eliz46 Member Posts: 71
    edited August 2009

    Well i have finally got that feeling of hair falling down your back, ewwwwwww its awful. i did take a shower and washed my hair ewwwww again ....well my head is almost bald. feels good. wasn't sure want i would do when this happened tears yes ...but not for long, its just a shock to see yourself bald.  i feel great........all of you hear give me the strength if you can do it so can i ....i did buy knit caps from TLC there very comfortable i wore one to work today, i am in the public eye at work and wasn't to sure what to expect..well customers complamented me on my hat ....and two people shook my hand ...i am a chef at a fine dining resturant and i sometimes go out to greet the customers.  all i could do was smile and say thank you.....if people ever knew how much people go through during chemo i am a changed woman here. 

  • Niknak0320
    Niknak0320 Member Posts: 138
    edited August 2009

    LLT:Great tat!  I'm sure it meant the world to your DD that you allowed her to get it!  My friend got a similar one this year after her mom passed from lung cancer only it's yellow and says Livestrong :)

    My younger sister was diagnosed with rectal cancer earlier this year so all of my sisters and I (there are 4 of us) were thinking about getting ribbon tatoos that start out brown and curve around ending in pink.

    Quarter405: I too am having stomach pains often but they are accompanied by a BM :(

  • Hopeful-1
    Hopeful-1 Member Posts: 72
    edited August 2009

    Hello triple J's,

    So sorry to hear that some are not doing well and I wish your pain would subside and go away.  I don't have any tattoos, but I'm thinking about getting a pink ribbon on my foot because I think it is really symbollic and looked beautiful in the pictures above.

    Marielf -  I had really bad heartburn and acid reflux that burned my esophagus and throat.  After a couple days, I called my doc and he said to take prilosec daily while I'm doing chemo.  He said don't do Tums.  I've been doing the Prilosec and luckily no more heartburn, but it did cause uncontrollable flatulence - doesn't hurt, but can be embarrassing.  Gas was really bad on chemo day and past two days, but luckily it is less frequent today.  Flatulence sure beats burning acid reflux.

    Finally realized that 2 benadryl gives me 8 hrs of sleep so I'm taking it every night this week so i can work Monday through Friday.

    For those feeling nausea, I take Emend, dexamethosone, and compazine as needed, but since I've never had nausea my doc cut dexamethosone in half which avoids many side effects and I've never had to take the compazine.  I think Emend prevents nausea.

    I have my last AC on August 20th and then taxol every two weeks for 4 cycles.  Oct 12 is my last day of chemo and I CAN"T WAIT.  So far my TX wasn't bad and I do feel good or great most the time so I feel fortunate that I'm weathering this storm fairly well.  I still wish I could take away the pain from others as I read your posts.  My heart truly goes out to you!

    I hope everyone can feel good and I hope everyone has minimal SEs.

    Hugs and prayers to all!

    Connie

  • pdaw
    pdaw Member Posts: 202
    edited August 2009

    marielf - I too, have very bad veins.  Had a quarter size bruise on my arm from last Thursday and one on my hand from today.  I had never heard using heat.  The technician today told me that drinking water morning of stick helps some people.

    Niknak - dr. also gave me Xanax but I have not taken it - have not had it filled.  I told the dr. that I had been taking Melatonin, which is a natural sleep aid, and that it was working fine for me, but he thought that i needed something stronger.  I actually have slept better since getting the first treatment behind me.

    chrisct - I too, have very thin hair - but it's enough that it looks like I still have my hair under a baseball cap.

     Linda - did you have Emend to help with nausea.  I was given it treatment #2 and it helped so much.  I was also given compazine, but it makes me very groggy and still have some nausea. 

     To all of you who are sufferering with the treatment, like Connie, my heart goes out to you.

  • Carole01
    Carole01 Member Posts: 29
    edited August 2009

    Loving life and Quarter 405:

    I am having stomach pains too.  Its not like acid or gas just really painful. 

    After 2nd A/C 1st 2 days not too bad.  Today was a bear, very tired, stomach pains and severe hot flashes.   Not to mention my hair started really coming out.  Got all tangled and matted when I washed it, had to cut some of it out.  Like I said, not a good day. 

  • mnikityger
    mnikityger Member Posts: 26
    edited August 2009
    Hi all you BEAUTIFUL TRIPLE J'S.   Hope all having SE start feeling better.  HOPEFUL-1 did your onc say why to stay away from tums?  That is  what I have been using for the acid reflex. Guess I will stop that.  It gets frustrating, I feel like I can't take care of myself without checking with the Dr. on everything.  Makes me feel helpless and I don't like that.  Oh well just glad I found out not to take tums.  Thanks         HOPING sorry your mom has strep. Lets hope this round of antibiotics helps.       Loving life your DD's tatoo is awesome.     For those having nausea ginger did not help me it only made it worse.  I drank peppermint tea and felt better.    My dr has me on xanax but I only take it  when I can't sleep. It works for me for that.  I have never liked taking medicine and still don't but sometimes we need it.  Hope all have a great weekend you all are in my thoughts and prayers.     MGBY   
  • gillyone
    gillyone Member Posts: 1,727
    edited August 2009

    Such a lot to read tonight!

    So sorry everyone suffering with SEs. Hope you find ways to get them under control.

    Today was tx2 for me, so a long day. Doctor was very pleased with my WBC (but I am on neulasta) and lack of SEs.

    Hope all triple Js have a great day tomorrow.

  • glassist
    glassist Member Posts: 55
    edited August 2009

    I am so sorry for those suffering with SE's and hope today is a better one for all.

    Loving Life Today -  I took a peak at your website and you are very talented!  Absolutely beautiful photographs.  That helps remind me that we are all talented, creative, amazingly strong women who have careers, families, hobbies, friends.  We work, we play, we volunteer, we love, we nurture.  We all have come here for the same reason, but we must not let this define us in any way.  This is merely the latest challenge in our lives.  We've all faced many challenges and overcome them - we will overcome this one as well!

  • hopingforacure845
    hopingforacure845 Member Posts: 17
    edited August 2009

    beautifully said, glassist.

  • LovingLifeToday
    LovingLifeToday Member Posts: 39
    edited August 2009

    My DD's Tattoo~Thanks for all the positive feedback on it... she's going to love hearing your comments!!

    Glassist~Perfectly said!! Thanks for lookingSmile  That's exactly what I want to do with my photography when I'm well enough to do so... I want to show the world 'who' we are as women, as mothers, sisters, grandmothers, daughters, wives and friends. I want to show the world our strengths and our talents. I want these images to be shown at fundraisers to show the 'who' we are and not just women with bc. We are all different and bc will NEVER define us!!Laughing

    We are all beautiful and talented and bc is only going to make us stronger!!

    Elizabeth~LovingLifeToday

  • LindaSueH
    LindaSueH Member Posts: 70
    edited August 2009

    LovingLife....

    Wow..wish you were in Ohio, would LOVE to have you take pics of my adorable grandbabies!!!!  Your pictures are amazing!!!

    Hugs,

    Linda

  • PauldingMom
    PauldingMom Member Posts: 927
    edited August 2009

    hopingforacure- So sorry to hear you mom has to see a new doc. We know how emotional this whole mess has been. I would hate to have to change docs. at this point. Wishing her all the best. 

    Well how do MaineCoonKitty-all are welcome here!

    Hopefulone-You need to get a big dog. So easy to look at the dog in those embarrassing moments and say "Dang Dog!" Trust me on this one, the dog could care less and you will feel much better blaming him.

    LovingLifeToday-could you PM me a link to your web site. I would love to peak at your talent.

    I got a lovely card from my #2 Angel. It is so sweet to hear from them. She sent me a pretty crocheted Angel too! Makes me smile. I hope when this is all done I too can be an Angel.

    Sorry to hear about all the SE. You all take it easy and get better. I found some green tea with ginger at the supermarket. It was okay and at least it didn't make me sicker. Mom is bringing me some soft ginger candies next week. I hope she doesn't freak out when she sees her baby all bald like a baby.

    Oh yeah!!! I've gone round and round with TLC on the wig issue. Wrong one sent, then back ordered (really wait till Dec.??) then a little miss smartie pants who I gave the wrong end of the Chemo. stick to, anyway....got my new wig and LOVE IT!!! All in all TLC got in right in the end and all is good.

    If you haven't had a chance to check it out go to YouTube and search How to make & wear a scarf in under 5 minutes.  I can't post a link but the search should work.

    Hope all of you are having a good Friday and a pleasant weekend. Off to wash my farty dog! 

    Love the tattoo, but to chicken to get one myself. My daughters might.  

  • LovingLifeToday
    LovingLifeToday Member Posts: 39
    edited August 2009

    Hi LindaSue~ Thanks and you never know where life leads us... maybe I'll be up that way one day... or you may travel to FL :-)

    Pauldingmom~PM'd you. Glad you like your wig... it won't be long and I will be wearing mine!!! Hair is thin and I just can't do anything with what's left.. if I did try, more will just fall out!! lol

    Elizabeth~LovingLifeToday

  • oldstudent
    oldstudent Member Posts: 61
    edited August 2009

    Hi, everyone. Hang in there with the SE's. Someone posted the suggestion for Briochi for acid indigestion, and it seemed to help me quite a bit after first A/C. Tums didn't do a darned thing. Got compliments on my wig yesterday, though personally, I like to walk around the house bald becuase it is cooler. Since it freaks out my kids, I wear a scarf when they are around.

    Yeah, I've got a farty, stinky dog. They come in real handy! I get much more exercise since having a dog because I feel guilty if I don't walk him a lot. But he's getting older and walks too SLOWLY!

    Paulding, the ginger candies, and just about anything ginger, are great for gummy tummy moments. I can't go NEAR fiber right now. It has to be BLAND.

    Had a great last week before next chemo. Planning a good weekend, then A/C # 2 on Monday. Have a great weekend.

    Love, Deb

  • stef58
    stef58 Member Posts: 288
    edited August 2009

    Hey Triple J's. I too had the stomach cramps from A/C. The #3 round not as bad. I took miralax right  off the bat and got the system running. That helps alot with the cramps. Felt good enough to play a round of golf which I have not done since this all began. Felt good to go do "normal things." If hitting a little white ball is normal. Questions to everyone, how do you deal with the stares that people give you when wearing the hat in public. Went out for lunch and the guys all stare. An older couple could not quit. i know to ignore them but it is a small town. Also do you wear your hat in church or wear the wig?  It is hot here and no ac in the church. Small towns!!!. hugs and Strength dianne 

  • oldstudent
    oldstudent Member Posts: 61
    edited August 2009

    Hi, stef! What if you tip your hat to them and really give them something to look at? LOL.

    I found out from my husband that lots of people don't know that we are not dying--that the hair loss is just a SE of treatment, not a sign that we are not long for this world. I guess we need to educate more people about that.

    I saw an older lady out at a restaurant with her bald head completely uncovered. She had great makeup and jewelery and a great outfit. She looked like a million bucks and I was so glad to see her! I'm not sure I could pull that off--I don't have her lovely cheekbones.

    Re: going to services, wig or hat, I'm going to synagogue tomorrow for the first time since starting chemo and I'm not sure whether to do the wig or scarf. Probably the wig. Some people can be pretty patronizing about the whole situation, as in "you are so brave. . ." Up their nose with a rubber hose! Like we have a choice or something. My rabbi and his wife are both cancer survivors, so they really understand and are very supportive. Rabbi S. said sometimes he sneaks his own name into the prayer list using his Hebrew name so he can have a bit of anonymity. Life in a fishbowl. . .

    Hang in there and keep your chin up.

    Deb

  • PS73
    PS73 Member Posts: 469
    edited August 2009

    Hi Sexy Js.  Hoping everybody's side effects are at a minimum for the weekend.  Glasist, you made me cry, a happy cry.  ..thanks!

    I hear you on the stares.  It happens.  My mother in law told me (whilst I was nearly in tears after a walk thru the mall in a scarf), that yes, we look different and ppl notice it.  All I ask is for a small smile my way, is it too much?  ..that's what I would do if roles were reversed.  Kudos to those who go commando - I hope I can do this too in the future.  I would imagine it is liberating to wear nothing on our bald heads!

    Elizabeth - nice iwork!  Tell your daughter she is one cool chick.  ..did anybody see 'so you think you can dance' last night?  They did the bc routine again.  Anyone check out that hot calle ocho dance, too?

    Regarding the stomache issues, I read on a thread for AC SEs that someone took Prostonix for stomache upset and acid.  Im glad the brioschi worked though, its an oldie but goodie. 

    Hoping for a cure, Im so sorry that your moms onc has moved.  This really tics me off.  Where is the ethicacy or due diligence?  He didn't know two months ago that he was looking for a new location?  I don't know, it just rubs me the wrong way.  Just my thoughts, I personally feel that the care is pretty standard and that the nurses really know their stuff so perhaps setting a regimine with him before he departs and handing it to another well trained onc?  Its a hard decision for sure.  I went to four opinions and we opted for our treatment at the closest (but albeit very good facility) which was also the only differing opinion in TCH vs ACTH.  Anyway she is so lucky to have you and I would imagine that the boards are comforting to you, as I know they are for me.  Hang in there, I hope your moms strep gets cured soon.

    Im day three post tx AC 3 - sl sore throat.  forgot my neulasta yesterday and took it today- yeah chemo brain.  magnesium stopped working on round three bc I also forgot to take my super expensive emend.  dummy.  I took both when I realized but now the horrible neulasta ses are settling in.  I can barely walk w/ that stupid back injury.  my gf told me I make it look so easy bc I don't complain. I guess I get it out here.  Connie, gassy w/ the prilosec - check.  Sore throat, check.  constipation, check. it goes on.  heartburn, fatigue, hell pain in my legs and back.  nails look like a smoked ten cartons of moores. uck.

     I ate sushi and Im not sure if I am supposed to, anybody know about this?  I pigged out.  Probably not my smartest moment, Im blaming chemo brain.

    I just want to add some stuff to our list.  Many of us will be going on taxol soon.  I was speaking to my onc. and he said the vitamin B complex is good to start now to help w the neuropathy to really get it into our systems.  I started two months ago so Im hoping it helps. Also, I did some research on the SE AC thread.  This is what some ladies are taking.

    when the time comes:

    glutasolve - 2x daily for neuropathy.  Atarax - the itching associated with neuropathy (hands/feet). I havent checked the two above w/ the nurse/onc but Ill let you know what they say.

    K you sexy Js.  I really really apologize for rambling.  I haven't been up to posting lately but reading so there was a lot to get out.  Enjoy the weekend.  My puppy is loving chasing the fireflies; its the cutest and funniest thing to watch so it looks like Ill be doing that. Peace ladies xo Meg 

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