Still Ned!

LindaLou53
LindaLou53 Member Posts: 929
I am now 3 years and 9 months out from a Stage 3C ILC diagnosis with 23/23 positive nodes.  Just had a CT scan of chest/abd/pelvis this past Tuesday and am still NED!  Had my last IV Zometa dose today after being on infusions for 3 years.  I am a little nervous about stopping the Zometa but my onc feels the risk of serious SE's increases past 3 years. I can honestly say that when I first got my diagnosis in 2005 I had doubts that I would make it even this far.  I know that I will always be at very high risk for recurrence but I also have high hopes that I can beat this thing!  Wanted to give a little encouragement to the ladies just starting out on their BC journey.  Hang in there....take it one day at a time and remember to LIVE your life in spite of having to also fight for it! Smile
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  • idaho
    idaho Member Posts: 1,187
    edited July 2009

    Congratulations Linda Lou- Doing the happy dance for you!     Tami

  • Gitane
    Gitane Member Posts: 1,885
    edited July 2009

    You are without doubt an inspiration.  I know the advice you are giving is important.  I really, really hope you will have a very long and happy life!  G.

  • nash
    nash Member Posts: 2,600
    edited July 2009

    Terrific news, Linda!

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited July 2009

    Yip, Yip, YIPPEE!!!!!!  Happy for you LindaLou.

  • trigeek
    trigeek Member Posts: 916
    edited July 2009

    Woohooo gf ! way to go.

    I am going to my 2nd zometa infusion on monday.

  • prv
    prv Member Posts: 22
    edited July 2009

    what was your initial treatment four years ago? Sounds like it worked great!

  • Rabbit_fan
    Rabbit_fan Member Posts: 166
    edited July 2009

    Good for you, LindaLou!  Here's to many, many more!

  • TXBadboob
    TXBadboob Member Posts: 597
    edited July 2009

    Congratulations Linda!   I will be starting Zometa next month, and you have really inspired me!

    Thanks,

    Deen

  • LindaLou53
    LindaLou53 Member Posts: 929
    edited July 2009

    Thanks everyone for all the congrats and well wishes!  I really appreciate it and want to wish the best for each and every one of you also.  Those of you on or starting Zometa, may you have easy infusions, minimal SE's and GREAT results!

    PRV, when I had my first BC diagnosis in 2000 at age 47 (Stage 2 IDC, SNB with micromets) I had a lumpectomy, AC/Taxol chemo (4 rounds of AC every 3 weeks and then 4 rounds of Taxol every 3 weeks) I was then on Tamoxifen for 1.5 years and stopped all hormonals in 2003.  We didn't know it then, but I already had the lobular cancer growing in the other breast at the same time, so it was no doubt slowed down by the chemo and Tamoxifen. Even though I continued to be examined every 6 months and have annual mammograms, my lobular cancer was not found until the Fall of 2005.  I had just celebrated my 5 years cancer free from the IDC 3 months earlier. The lobular cancer was only found by manual palpation after it had grown to over 5cm.  The mammogram I had just 10 minutes earlier said everything was fine! 

    This new primary BC in the opposite breast was much more locally advanced than my previous IDC.  I decided to have bilateral mastectomy without reconstruction due to my BC history. I had a total axillary dissection on the left and after we found out the positive nodal count my oncologist wanted to be very aggressive with my treatments. 

    I was given IV Taxotere chemo every 3 weeks for 6 rounds.  I was also started on Xeloda, an oral chemo, at the same time, 6 pills a day, 2 weeks on, 1 week off until I developed hand/foot syndrome and lymphedema.  My onc then reduced my Xeloda to 1 week on and 1 week off.  I continued to take a much lower dose of Xeloda during my 6 weeks of 3 field radiation (chest wall, full axilla and supraclavicular area) I started taking daily Aromasin as soon as I finished chemo and prior to radiation. 

    I then started on the IV Zometa infusions one month after completing radiation. Just now completed the 3 years of Zometa and will find out next week if my oncologist has any other plans up her sleeve!  Possibly, may try a different bisphosphonate if she feels it would be beneficial without increasing the risk of ONJ.  I am sure I will continue on Aromasin as long as I am still NED. Hopefully, I can move to annual scans now instead of every 6 months also.  I know that the other shoe could drop anytime and that there is no "magic bullet" but so far I am very happy that we seem to be keeping this disease under control!

  • Binney4
    Binney4 Member Posts: 8,609
    edited July 2009

    LindaLou, just found this thread and want to offer my cheers to this celebration!LaughingCool

    And as for your hope to "give a little encouragement to the ladies just starting out on their BC journey" -- heck, I'm 8 years out and I'm positively INSPIRED by your post! Thank you so much for sharing it.

    Big, warm hugs,Kiss
    Binney

  • Seabee
    Seabee Member Posts: 557
    edited July 2009

    Cheers and best wishes for Linda Lou, who is obviously a gutsy survivor.  

    I do have some doubt that AC + taxol slowed down her ILC, though. Since the tumor seems to have been the slow-growing type, Grade 1,  the AC might not have fazed it a bit,

  • SusieMTN
    SusieMTN Member Posts: 795
    edited July 2009
    LindaLou53  Thanks for sharing your story!  I like others find it very encouraging.  Thanks and wishing you 20 PLUS yrs of NED!  May we all grow up to be very old women!  Smile
  • leaf
    leaf Member Posts: 8,188
    edited July 2009

    Congrats, LindaLou! You are a real inspiration for me.

  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited July 2009

    Wow!!! Way to go!! Congratulations on such great news!!

  • Survivor07
    Survivor07 Member Posts: 71
    edited July 2009

    Wanted to add my congratulations as well!!

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited July 2009

    OMG - I remember you! Congratulations Linda! Your "story" is amazing. And I am so glad you are doing so well. You and I were diagnosed around the same time... I was dx'd in July of 2005. I haven't had a recurrence or mets (atleast nothing that I KNOW about)... I'm keeping everything crossed. But so far, so good. I have about a year and a half of Tamoxifen left.

    Thank you for stopping in... continue to be well!  

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited July 2009

    Oh - question please: The ILC that didn't show up...was it mistaken all those years as dense tissue?

  • AnneW
    AnneW Member Posts: 4,050
    edited July 2009

    Linda!!!

    I remember when you first came here--an look at you now! I am thrilled you are NED! It's been a long road. Enjoy every single minute of every day!

    Big hugs,

    Anne

  • LoriL
    LoriL Member Posts: 185
    edited July 2009

    Linda,

    How encouraging it is for me to read stories like yours. You have been threw the mill, and have come out shining! Bless you! 

  • Mazy1959
    Mazy1959 Member Posts: 1,431
    edited July 2009

    Congratsssssssss Linda

  • LindaLou53
    LindaLou53 Member Posts: 929
    edited July 2009

    Wow!  Thanks again to everyone for all the good wishes and kind thoughts!  Smile

    LauraGTO -  Laura my breasts had always been very dense and lumpy.  I had my first mammogram at age 36 and was biopsied for suspicious areas in the right breast at age 39.  The biopsies came back negative but it was that same location that ultimately became my first breast cancer (IDC) 8 years later in 2000.

    Because Lobular cancer does not form well defined nodular tumors, but is more of a thickening or "pancake" type growth, we were never able to distinguish my lobular cancer in the left breast from the general density and lumpiness I already had.  Unfortunately, mammograms miss up to 50% of lobular cancers and that was what happened in my case.

    It was really just a fluke that my lobular was finally detected when it was.  There was a new physicians assistant who came in to examine me prior to my regular followup check by my surgeon.  The PA did a very thorough exam of both breasts and paid particular attention to the left one when she asked me "have you noticed this thickened area around your nipple?"  I had not really noticed anything different but could feel what she was talking about once she pointed it out to me.  My surgeon saw me a few minutes later and thought it felt like a fatty lipoma but wanted to double check with ultrasound.

    The ultrasound also seemed to indicate only a fatty lipoma with no obvious indications of any more serious findings.  My surgeon and I both agreed we needed to know for sure though, so I had an excisional biopsy in which a 4 cm mass was removed.  The 4 cm "fatty lipoma" turned out to be a 4cm ILC tumor with another residual 1.1cm tumor mass removed when I had my bilateral mastectomy.

    Both my surgeon and oncologist were surprised at the findings.  When I had my first diagnosis in 2000, breast MRI was not being used extensively at that time. Today, if a patient is at high risk for breast cancer, has a history of breast cancer or very difficult to read breasts due to dense tissue, a breast MRI would definitely be advised if nothing is detected by mammogram or ultrasound.

  • Jayne_in_UK
    Jayne_in_UK Member Posts: 517
    edited July 2009

    LindaLou thanks so much for posting this. What an inspiring story! Long may you continue to be well and enjoy every minute.

  • kim40
    kim40 Member Posts: 904
    edited July 2009

    Congratulations Linda!!  Hope you continue living NED! 

  • sushanna1
    sushanna1 Member Posts: 764
    edited July 2009

    LindaLou,

    Congratulations.  Thanks for posting.  And thanks for all of your helpful posts on the Lymphedema thread over the years.

    Sue

  • GrammyNancy
    GrammyNancy Member Posts: 666
    edited July 2009

    Congratulattions....inspiring.  Thanks for sharing.

    Nancy

  • marie111
    marie111 Member Posts: 119
    edited July 2009

    LindaLou,

    Congratulations to you !! As I am just beginning my journey with this disease you story is an inspiration and a ray og hope fo me.

    Marie

  • OneBadBoob
    OneBadBoob Member Posts: 1,386
    edited July 2009

    Congratulations Linda!

    Your story is truly an inspiration to all of us!

    May you dance with NED for many, many years to come!!

    YOU GO GIRL!

  • nosurrender
    nosurrender Member Posts: 2,019
    edited July 2009

    Linda, this post just made my night!

    We had such a similar cancer history, previous IDC followed by more advanced ILC and I have always looked to you for my inspiration....

    I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!

    You are amazing!!!

    Love

    g

  • udpt82
    udpt82 Member Posts: 124
    edited July 2009

    Linda, I couldn't help but notice the similarities in our cases.  I actually was diagnosed with lymphoma in 2007 and the PET showed nothing suspicious in the chest.  I have always been diligent with mammograms and had two biopsies on the left side in the past.  At my mammo in May 2008, I said I thought I was feeling periodic changes in that breast but didn't know if it was hormones (I was 48).  After the radiologist looked at it, the technician came out and said everything was fine and they would see me next year.  About two months or so later, the breast started to change shape.  When I went to the breast specialist, she felt the denseness (I was also always considered "bumpy and lumpy") and walked me over for a mammo and sono.  Neither showed any problem!  Well, it turns out to be ILC over 9 cm and I was told it grows like a piece of papers with fingers.  I have since had chemo, BM with TEs and radiation.  Luckily, the mass shrunk to 3.5 cm from the chemo and 4/16 nodes were positive.  I am now trying to figure out everything I can about reconstruction after radiation.  I also started Zometa (due again in October).  I found that each new stage meant I was one step closer to putting this chapter behind me.  It will always be there, but I try to think of both conditions as chronic and move forward.  One thing I do find confusing and at times overwhelming is the amount of variable information out there.  Isn't it a shame this is not an exact science!  My next PET is September, so hopefully there will be no surprises.

    I am so happy for this site and the discussion boards.  I find a lot of support (even if I don't write much) and information.  It is unfortunate we are all in this club, but is so nice to have support.

    Congrats! 

  • amlg1
    amlg1 Member Posts: 596
    edited July 2009

    Linda Thank You for that post,and great news NED.I see you had many positive nodes,as I did,which scares me to death.My PET scan was clear,before my surgery,so that was my saving grace.I am on A/C right now,coming up on my 3rd tx.Monday.So far not bad.

    I just couldn't believe how sneaky ILC is .Every year for 22 years went for mammos,then this year enlarged lymph nodes were found.Praying I do as well as you. God BlessYou !

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