Lexapro - Does Anyone Take It?

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When I was diagnosed back in 2004 I was a mess...crying all the time, gloom and doom, thoughts of imminent death consumed me. I fought hard against medication, but finally in my last month of chemo I listened...and filled a prescription for Lexapro. Within literally 3 days I began to feel better. I stayed on that medication for about a year, thinking I was fine...so I weaned myself off. MISTAKE...back to crying all the time, moody, just not a very nice person. I must say that I was never like this prior to being diagnosed. So once again, I got back on Lexapro and started feeling better again.

Fast forward...2006...thought I was fine again, but NOT...back on AGAIN. I noticed that my hot flushes were horrendous. My oncologist said that Lexapro helps with the flashes and I went back on again. Thought I was okay again and stopped about 2 months ago. I have been trying to deal with my emotions because TO ME being on Lexapro "numbed" my feelings about anything. I could care less, but I did feel better. Thought I should mention that I got married back in October to a wonderful and kind man...he has been my ROCK. I have been fighting the urge to get back on them again and long story short...just began taking them AGAIN this morning.

I am so tired of feeling moody and black...especially with such a nice husband in my life. He bends over backwards for me and is very understanding. I think I just need to take something the rest of my life and I hate being dependent on pills. But just like a person is a diabetic needs insulin to live, I need these pills to feel normal.

I'm sorry...I am ranting and raving...I'm just crazy and hope that the Lexapro will help me to start feeling normal again.

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  • shorfi
    shorfi Member Posts: 791
    edited May 2009

    It doesn't help that my mom is sick with Alzheimer's Disease, is now in a nursing home. She was diagnosed the same time that I was diagnosed with breast cancer.

    I just hate putting my husband through all this drama...but it seems that it doesn't bother him and he is very supportive. Never told my primary doc that I stopped the medication 2 months ago and have started again.

    I NEED to feel better again and so I guess Lexapro is it. I also take a blood pressure pill, Arimidex and suffer very bad from sleep deprivation, for which I use Ambien CR...and I feel like I am addicted to that. See--that is why I hate taking pills. Pills for everything...even take Amitiza for chronic constipation...ughhhh

  • Deb-from-Ohio
    Deb-from-Ohio Member Posts: 1,140
    edited May 2009

    I've been taking Lexapro for several months......I've been thru chemo and surgery, still have to go through radiation and then the Armidex......while seeing my Breast Surgeon yesterday, I told her I had an appt with the onc later that day, and said I was going to see if he could wean me off the Lexapro as I no longer needed it...she asked why, I said I wasn't depressed anymore and really didn't care for taking alot of medicine, I just wanted to take my BP pill and be done with it. She said did you ever stop to think the reason you aren't depressed anymore is because you are taking the Lexapro? Duh!  She advised me to not stop taking it that I might still need it. I'm not having any adverse reactions, just tired of medicine is all. I guess everyone is going through this though...

  • shorfi
    shorfi Member Posts: 791
    edited May 2009

    Deb...that is the way I felt too, that I wasn't depressed anymore, but apparently there is some imbalance...so I think I will continue to just take the Lexapro.

    Take care everybody...will check back in on Monday!

  • stemlodge
    stemlodge Member Posts: 1
    edited May 2009

    Shorfli111,

     I have been on Lexapro for 3 years.  I am 53, married and was peri-menopausal until I was diagnosed.  I had my ovaries removed in February.  I believe the Lexapro helps immensely.  Before I had my ovaries removed, I was on Tamixifen.  Lexapro and Tamoxifen are incompatible, so I was off the Lexapro for about 1 1/2 months.  I was a maniac.  When the Obamas were inaugerated, I cried all day at work.  My co-workers were wondering what was wrong with me.  I finally told my gyn-onc "What is the use of surviving if I am divorced, unemployed and in prison?"

    I am very happy to be back on it now.  My mom was having a hard time and now she is on Lexapro.  She is doing great.  Depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain.  Why feel bad about treating it?  Reduction of hot flashes is a common use for anti-depressants for women who can't take estrogen.  Hang in there and take it one day at a time.

  • hollyann
    hollyann Member Posts: 2,992
    edited May 2009

    I have been on Lexapro off and on for about 10 years now.....It really helps me alot with depression and ups and downs............

  • Debonthelake
    Debonthelake Member Posts: 244
    edited May 2009

    Look at it this way.  It's much safer than hormones.  I've been on 5 mg.  For about five years.  When I was diagnosed with breast cancer I bumped it up to 10mg.  It also helps to control IBS.  In a bit I'll probably go back to 5 mg.  But, I doubt that I'll be able to stop taking it completely.

  • benisse
    benisse Member Posts: 81
    edited May 2009

    I just started on it this past week after my first FAC tx and I couldn't stop crying.  I will be on it at least until tx is complete.  Initially I was so hesitant to go on it, but I don't feel that way now.  It helps!  My friend finished tx in Nov and went off of Lexapro that she'd been on since diagnosis.  She just told me she restarted taking it 3 weeks ago when she was worried about a recurrence (she's clear).

  • samon
    samon Member Posts: 100
    edited May 2009

    I started taking it about three months ago.  I really didn't want to take anything, but I got to the point that I had no choice.  I just couldn't function the way I was.  It wasn't just hurting me, but also my family.  I also started going to therapy and was told that I need to change how I think about things.  Easier said than done.  Whenever I try to think positive, my mind seems to come back with negative thoughts all the time.  I'm suppose to work on my self talk, but it sure is harder than it seems to do. 

  • Debonthelake
    Debonthelake Member Posts: 244
    edited May 2009

    You are so right samon.  Self talk is very difficult.  Good self talk has to be more than just positive it has to be realistic, something that your negative thoughts can not undo easily.  But, it is definitely worth the effort.  It gets easier with practice.

  • Sierra
    Sierra Member Posts: 1,638
    edited May 2009

    Hi there:

    I took Lexapro, guess it was about one year and a half

    actually, I am not in TX, several yrs out

    but am dealing with family in a N Home

    similar to you, and became v. depressed

    with a combination of things.  I found the s/e

    were too much for me on a permanent basis

    and having taken a # of anti deps during TX

    have to say for me personally, I find they diminish

    my feelings about things, you know, sometimes

    you just could care less.  I like to feel emotion

    to some degree. Anyway, I take Vitamin D and make

    sure to get all the B Vitamins, and sunshine

    lots of sleep.  I hear you on the BP meds as I take one

    and it makes me spacy at times

    Best to you,

    Hugs, Sierra :)

  • GEECH
    GEECH Member Posts: 140
    edited May 2009

    I never thought I would take a tranquilizer but have been fighting so I gave in to Xanax.  I only took about three of them and stopped because they make me feel groggy when I get in the morning and I hate that feeling.  Anyone know if it is safe to take it one day and then not another. 

    I find I am crying at the top of a hat as the saying goes for you young ones,  LOL   I watch the news I cry, when I'm getting chemo and talk to other patients I can harding talk without crying.  I'm a mess. I'm trying to work on it.

    Take care,

    Geech

  • thebrave
    thebrave Member Posts: 19
    edited May 2009

    why do you take lorazapam? I have been on it for a couple years now to help me with insomnia but I'm concerned about being on it so long...

  • lynnea
    lynnea Member Posts: 226
    edited May 2009

    Hi ladies I was reading through this thread and I though I might be able to answer some questions. Im an RN and I'm happy to share my personal and professional experience.

    Someone mentioned constipation-ever try Miralax? It's very easy to take-mix with any liquid, hot or cold-totally dissolves and tasteless. It works great. I give it to my mom for morphine associated chronic constipation.



    Also Lexapro is a SSRI and should be taken continuously-not off and on,on a daily basis. It is meant to be taken long term. (6months to a year-maybe even longer if needed) . You can stop for awhile and see how things go. And restart if needed at another time. It is not addictive, but you do need to taper off when you stop it -don't just abruptly stop taking. In my humble opinion no one should ever be ashamed to take an antidepressant, depression is a real physical illness and should be treated. I have been on prozac fo 20 years and I hope it never goes off the market. I thank God for it every day. If one SSRI has a SE you don't like, try lowering the dose or try another.



    Those who were asking about Xanax and Ativan-these are benzodiazepines (like valium) and they can be used off and on , on a daily basis as needed. Keep in mind that theydo have the potential to be addictive and you can develope tolerance (higher dosed needed to achieve the desire effect). If you do happen to become addicted (I was, I took xanax for a year for panic disorder many years ago) just keep in mind that you should NOT stop them cold turkey-you will go through withdrawal if you do and could experience life threatening seizures. They have to be tapered off. For those who have depression and anxiety or sleep problems some SSRIs are more sedating than others and if you take later in the day, may help with sleep.



    Hope this helps Lynne

  • lynnea
    lynnea Member Posts: 226
    edited May 2009

    Hi Ivorymom. Glad you're getting good results with your smaller dose of the Lexapro. Some times you just have to keep tweaking it until you find the right balence. I'm glad you mentioned the anti-anxiety benefits of the antidepressant, that's something I'd forgot to mention. Many times depression has anxiety as a symptom, but people recognize the anxiety more because it interferes more with their day to day life. Plus I think when your crying all the time, THAT IS upsetting. Anyway, I found that after I was on the SSRI my anxiety level went way down also. It dosn't work that way for everyone, but it's worth a try. I hope your treatment goes well, I see you were just DX in feb. You gals have a lot of strength and courage.    Lynne

  • Lena
    Lena Member Posts: 1,036
    edited June 2009

    Funny, sort of...in a web search to learn about Lexapro this afternoon, *this very thread here at BCO* came up on Google (after my "Lexapro in general" search, did another search to find out if Lexapro would or would not mix with chemo).

     

    Anyway...I don't really like the idea (more in a moment), but I'll be trying Lexapro starting tomorrow morning.  Yes, I'm depressed, dammit, I mean who wouldn't be in a situation like this? I'll bet there isn't one single woman anywhere on this forum who was happy and wanted to celebrate being constantly exhausted and so anencephalic with chemo brain she couldn't think straight for more than 5 consecutive minutes, and on top of that felt completely hideous and sexless besides. Right?

     

    The psychiatrist (who I went to on recommendation from my oncologist) recommended the Lexapro, and when I found out (from my good friend Google) that it has some of the same side effects of chemo I'm already in the midst of, I called him up and asked him about that, saying how would I even know it if I was having side effects from Lexapro and would it make the chemo side effects worse? He said chemo's SEs were much stronger than Lexapro's so no I probably wouldn't be able to distinguish between Lexapro and chemo SEs.. but he said very few patients *get* SEs from Lexapro. Since my oncologist told me pre-chemo that I'd tolerate it "well" (and I only really did for the first round: I've had four now, with two more to go), I'm kind of skeptical. But it is true that I'm depressed, and from my reading today, not only did Lexapro sound like the "best" of the SSRI antidepressants, I took the time to briefly look into tricyclic, tetracyclic and MAO antidepressants (thinking if any of those seemed OK I'd ask the psychiatrist if I could try one of those instead)...But, those seem much worse, not just SEs but addiction potential and (MAOs) food issues (not only do I love cheese and don't want to give it up, but can't be bothered with "watching what I eat" for any reason: I have never once gone on a diet in my life! I'd rather just dress to hide those yucky 15 pounds around my middle).

     

    So....Lexapro sounds like the only way to go here...which means as of tomorrow morning, you can put me on the list of BC patients taking Lexapro. My prescribed dosage is a 10 mg tablet once a day. 

     

    ~Lena.

  • lynnea
    lynnea Member Posts: 226
    edited June 2009

    Hi Lena-You're right that breast cancer and treatment would make any one depressed. I suspect many people are on antidepressants and don't tell anyone. That said, some people make it throught without significant depression and don't need meds. But others who may have a familial or physical predisposition to depression may find out that the stress of treatment puts them over their personal theshold. Sometimes the biochemical changes induced by the chemo or sleep deprivation can actually change your brain chemistry towards depression. It is not strickly a psychological issue, there is a lot of biochemistry involved. Taking the Lexapo (or another SSRI) for trial may help you feel better and therefore tolerate your treatment better. They not only help with depression, but also anxiety and sleeplessness. As for SE's, don't go looking for trouble-this is a case where too much information may not be helpful. You'll know if it's something bothersome. But know that the SSRI's generally have the least amount of SE's of all the antidepressants. As your research showed MAOs have quite a few and they also have the dietary problems and other drug interactions. The older tricyclics also have bothersome SE's and can be a problem if you have any cardiac issues. Many of us who are on an SSRI for chronic depression had tried the others in the past and stopped them because of problems with intolerable SE's. I for one am extremely grateful for the newer drugs, because they work and you really don't know your taking them, other than you don't feel depressed!

    If the dose is correct you shouldn't have any problems. Keep in mind the reason there are so many SSRI's is because chemically they are each tweaked slightly different, you may find one dosn't work but another does. Sometimes you have to tweak the dosage. There's a litle bit of trial and error involved, but the rewards are definitely worth it. I've been on Prozac for 20 years, and it has been life altering for me-definitely for the better. The only SE I have is a decreased libido, but I'm single and for me it's a non-issue. If it, or any other SE is bothersome, lower the dose or try another med. Also if it makes you sleepy, take it in the evening. Everyone's reponse is a little different and you have to be a little flexible and patient.,as you won't have results for a week or two. Good luck with your trial and I hope it helps. And please don't feel bad about taking the med-it's not a character flaw-it's a real chemical change, and there's no shame in getting help to improve the quality of your life. Let us know how it goes for you.{{{ hugs}}} Lynne

  • Lena
    Lena Member Posts: 1,036
    edited June 2009

    Linnea and ivorymom,

     

    Thanks, ladies. :-)

     

    Well, only four days in it's way too soon to notice any difference in how I feel, but I know these things take awhile to kick in, so OK....I'll try to be patient, and be glad at least I'm not feeling any worse.

     

    Linnea -- I'm not married either, but even so, the loss of my libido (from the chemo) is one of the specific things that made me very upset and depressed! I need my libido to make me feel ALIVE and LIKE MYSELF (it was very strong prior to chemo, always was). Once I'm past the chemo, I hope to get that back, and this not a side effect I'd consider even slightly acceptable.

     

    ivorymom -- Glad to hear the Lexapro (eventually) worked for you. I should mention, my normal self is not the cheerful/positive/upbeat type, but rather more the contented intellectual type who smiles and laughs occasionally. Right now I'd be happy just to not feel low and stressed out all the time.

     

    Yeah, I read that -- if I want to go off the Lexapro, I'll have to do it slowly, and I'd definitely ask the psychiatrist to guide me through that.

     

    ~Lena.

  • Lena
    Lena Member Posts: 1,036
    edited June 2009

    OK, I have to get OFF this stuff. I'm calling the psychiatrist's office in half an hour as soon as he opens to tell him I have to get off and ask about the "how" to get off it. Maybe I haven't been taking it long enough to be "eligible" for withdrawal SE's unless I wean off slowly so I can actually just stop, but I don't know that so I'm going to talk to him and find out.

    I was thinking maybe the Lexapro was helping, i.e., I noticed a difference -- what I initially thought was a POSITIVE difference, in fact, this past Thursday and Friday: It seemed my libido was making a small comeback! But then I found not only did it take me longer to have an orgasm (I, um, "played solitaire" once on Thursday and once on Friday, as the urges had hit me), but the orgasms I had weren't "full-bodied" like they used to be (even on chemo, like when my boyfriend was here last and he "inspired" me: I didn't have as much sexual energy as I did pre-chemo but what I had was fully functional!). I questioned the "lite" orgasm on Thursday and thought maybe it was a fluke maybe but when it happened again on Friday I went online and saw sexual dysfunction (including "anorgasmia" listed as an SSRI SE) -- I dunno how to describe it but it just wasn't right.

    This is just plain and simply NOT F***ING ACCEPTABLE. No way!! Not even remotely! I'd rather be depressed, by a LONG shot, than have THIS aspect of me messed up. Depression, at least in the situation I'm in (i.e., on chemo), at least seems "normal and natural." My orgasms messed up? NO.

    I have to get OFF this crap! I totally will NOT tolerate this in any way shape or form. GRRRRR.

    ~Lena

  • Debonthelake
    Debonthelake Member Posts: 244
    edited June 2009

    Lexapro can in some people cause sexual problems.  I haven't experienced any. Talk to your doctor.  There are lots of anti-depressants to try.  Some of them are even known to increase libido.  Sometimes it takes a few trials and errors to find the medication that will work for you.

  • chemofogforever
    chemofogforever Member Posts: 4
    edited June 2009

    Hi,

    new to the forum. Take lexapro and wellbutrin and do very well with both. Have been real lifesavers for me. Am having tremendous difficulty with my memory though and have been on Ritalin for that. best of luck,

  • Lena
    Lena Member Posts: 1,036
    edited July 2009

    Whew!  I'm off the stuff! I spoke to the psychiatrist and he said since I'd only been on it for 10 days, I wouldn't have withdrawal issues so I could just stop -- so that's what I did.

     

    I don't have the patience to do the trial-and-error thing, so I didn't ask about experimenting with lowered dosages of Lexapro or trying another antidepressant. Besides, of all the antidepressants I'd read about before agreeing to try Lexapro, Lexapro seemed the best of the bunch by a long shot (which was why I decided to try it).

     

    Anyway, this is Day 5 off, and I'm doing much better. The psychiatrist was right, I'm not having any w/d problems -- just stopping was fine. Four days after the sexually dysfunctional incident which scared me enough to want to stop (which was my second day off the Lexapro), I got "in the mood" again, and again "taking matters into my own hand" (LOL), it was better. No, not all the way back to Normal, but a definitely noticeable improvement. I'm optimistic now I'll be fully functional by the time of my boyfriend's next visit (July 10-12).

     

    I'm glad for all of you for whom the Lexapro is helping -- it's just not for me, is all. If I get depressed again, I'll just tell myself that at least I can still be sexual, which is for me an absolute necessity to feel like I'm alive.

     

    ~Lena.

  • Bill12
    Bill12 Member Posts: 1
    edited January 2010
    I am 20 years old. I use lexapro for two months i must say great anxiety and depression are gone. I found Lexapro online on google i must say great medicine also for young people.Lexapro help me

    Lexapro
     

  • FLlady
    FLlady Member Posts: 29
    edited February 2010

    I have been reading all of the posts on lexapro. I started taking it for anxiety @ 2yr ago and it has worked great for me. Once diagnosed with breast cancer my anxiety was amplified so my Dr. suggested i double dose for now. I doubled up on dosage before bilaterial mastectomy in Jan 2010 ..................So far so good....

  • Wonder444
    Wonder444 Member Posts: 12
    edited March 2010

    Good afternoon Shorfilll, 

    Facing the Dx and treatment of BC isn't one of life's pleasures.   I was on Lexapro years ago and from what I can remember it worked wonders for me at that time.  One of the added benefits, which  I experienced, was that the Lexapro help in my coping with chronic pain.  Those close to me loved that aspect for sure.  (I was not as snappy.)  Your new husband sounds wonderful.   Please be careful about stopping Lexapro or any other meds on your own due to the danger.  Enjoy your new husband and married life and laugh daily, it helps. 

  • shorfi
    shorfi Member Posts: 791
    edited March 2010

    Back on them again and forever if I have too. Got sick and tired of being so sensitive about everything.

    Husband is still wonderful and I am enjoying him. Got the ok from oncologist today to stop taking Arimidex, but I feel so afraid.

    Always something to worry about

  • GryffinSong
    GryffinSong Member Posts: 439
    edited March 2010

    I've been on lexapro for several years, well before I was diagnosed with cancer. I, too, went off it several times. Didn't work out for me. My family has a history of depression, so if being on meds for the rest of my life is what it takes to feel normal and productive, so be it.

    Hugs to all who suffer from depression and anxiety. It's a tough thing to deal with, especially on top of cancer.

  • jteach
    jteach Member Posts: 199
    edited April 2010

    I was horrified and embarrassed to admit that I needed help, but I couldn't shake the cloud of sadness and doom that I felt after diagnosis, surgeries, chemo, radiation, herceptin, ibandronate, nausea, fatigue, FEAR!!!!!  The best thing that has happened to me in quite a while was being prescrribed citalopram.  I am ME again.  No inappropriate crying anymore, being able to shake things off that would reduce me to a puddle of tears before taking it.  It's a light, yet perfect dose-20 mg.  I cannot tell you the difference it has made in my outlook on life.   If you are not feeling right or become emotionless and flat, tell your doctor and make a change!  Good luck!!!!!

  • shorfi
    shorfi Member Posts: 791
    edited August 2010

    Almost too ashamed to admit this...but I had stopped them again. But started again yesterday. You may be thinking...this woman is NUTS. Yep, I admit it. But I was just crying for no reason at all and anything that my husband even joked about would hurt my feelings. This time, I will stay on them and NEVER stop again.

    Just diagnosed with lumbar stenosis and the pain with numbness in my leg is awful. But on a positive note, since finishing with the Arimidex, all the joint and muscle pains have disappeared. Even my sweet husband can't wait until the Lexapro kicks in. Me too Smile

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