Starting Chemo February 2009?

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  • Britt
    Britt Member Posts: 731
    edited January 2009

    Webbie -

    Good luck on your first day of chemo tomorrow! 

    Maria

  • Terri42
    Terri42 Member Posts: 56
    edited January 2009

    Hey Donna - thanks for your posts - you're just a day or two ahead of me on everything.  I have the port placed on Friday when you're getting your first chemo - good luck!  I am also doing 4 rounds of AC starting on Monday, Feb 2nd so let me know how you are feeling - I hope it's as successful as the port!

    Brenny - more power to you - you go girl - I'm taking time off of work which may or may not be the best thing to do! 

    Here's my stupid question for the week or maybe dayEmbarassed - what are other side effects from the steroids?  This may sound horrible but I'm afraid of packing on weight - I'm actually going to continue my everyday (lifelong) effort to lose weight...any hope???

     Thought of another one - is anyone else getting Neulasta with their chemo?  I think my doc suggested that for Monday too. 

    I'll be thinking of everyone else starting their chemo this week!  It's amazing how much strength you can find when you need it!

  • DoubleMammyWhammy
    DoubleMammyWhammy Member Posts: 30
    edited January 2009

    Hi

    I'm starting Feb. 5th with AC X 4 at 2 week intervals.   The chemo kits suggestions are great and so is the advice and questions of everyone else.  It really makes me feel less alone.

    I teach HS English and will be visiting one of my students at her home tommorrow--17-year-old girl with terminal bone cancer so I'm loading up on the best short stories to share since she's bored.  Really puts my sitch into perspective!   I also have a boy in my class w/leukmeia who shared his port story since I get mine Monday. He's got a great attitude and has had so many treatments.  Amazing where you can find support and strength!

    Terri42-I'm having Neulasta the day after chemo.  Onc recommended mine 24 hours after, but who knows?  I'm with you on not wanting to pack on pounds (everyday lifelong battle).  I'm hoping to stay active even if I need to take laps around the halls at school--so darn icy here!!!

    Good luck to everyone as we start/keep counting down!

  • Grace4me
    Grace4me Member Posts: 47
    edited January 2009

    Well Hello everyone! I finally got the drains out Monday.  I still fill pretty full from the fluid, but am praying that my body obsorbs it all before long.  I left the PS and my DH and I went and had my hair cut. That was harder then I imagined.  I had long curly hair all my life and now it is very short, but I have an interview tomorrow for a new job and I was letting my hair grow for Locks of Love. I needed to clean up and so it was time.  Monday next week I will going for my first fill, Tuesday hopefully will be released back to work by my general surgeon and Wendsday my first Chemo.  I hope to go back to work next Thursday, but will have to see how I am feeling. (my job of 20 yrs at our local hospital has been eliminated as of March 20th) but I will still have a job somewhere within the hospital, just a bit scary to learn a new job during all of this.......I will keep you all in my prayers, please pray for me too!    Well TN is about to take on LSU in basketball so off I go to get my mind on something else!

  • TwillNW
    TwillNW Member Posts: 46
    edited January 2009

    Just wanted to say "Hi" Grace4me - I think we start chemo the same day and looks like similar situations and regimes.  I had my drain 4 weeks post-lumpectomy/lymph node dissection - got it out last Thurs (docs orders) and since it was still draining a lot, I was worried about seroma.  Although I did feel and could see more fullness under my armpit within a day, it seems to be diminishing slowly.  Last night I got my hair cut from past shoulder length to chin length bob - although that's not a great shock for me as I tend to do that about twice a year!  Sorry to hear that you are dealing with a job change as well as bc - you have my thoughts and prayers.  By the way, I am originally from TN - grew up in Memphis - although now live in the Puget Sound area of WA.  Happy to have found so many on such a similar journey -

    Tricia

  • apple
    apple Member Posts: 7,799
    edited January 2009

    Terri 42

    i for one, absolutely loved steroids.  I only took about 1/4 of the dose because they absolutely gave me the energy of 10 armies.   buzzing all day.  I avoid nausea like the plague by simply not eating much at all.  it was almost too easy to not eat while on chemo.  it makes your mouth hurt and chewing and swallowing was not all that satisfactory.. at all.

    Thanks Webwriter for organizing so nicely.

  • webwriter
    webwriter Member Posts: 535
    edited January 2009

    (Please, chemogod, let me react to the steroids like Apple. Thank you. -Web)

  • marlomom
    marlomom Member Posts: 6
    edited January 2009

    New to the boards here and needed to talk to anyone going through chemo.   A bit about myself; I am 38 years old, married, mom of 2 (14 year old daughter, 11 year old son). 

    In December '08, I had an extremely painful lump in my left breast - the doctor thought it might be a cyst...it wasn't. Diagnosed with IDC on 12/19/08; I insisted on a left modified radical mastectomy which was done on 1/6/09; Biopsy results:  grade 3 tumor, stage IIA; 0/7 nodes; Triple Negative (bummed about that). 

    Thankfully, my recovery from the mastectomy was a breeze.  I start chemo on Feb. 6 - will have 8 treatments over 16 weeks as a precaution.  (Adriamycin, cytoxin and one other that I can't remember off the top of my head right now.) 

    The kicker is I am in my last semester of a Physical Therapist Assistant program at the local college.  I am due to graduate in May, and have to take a state licensing exam shortly after graduation.  I am currently in class full time (lectures and lab) and will begin 10 weeks of clinicals (full time) starting February 16.  Everyone thinks I'm nuts for continuing school, especially clinicals, while going through chemo, but I've worked so hard to achieve my goal of becoming a physical therapist assistant that I just can't quit.  Most people, however, consider me strong willed and quite stubborn, so I'm hoping these two traits will help me through it.  I wasn't too upset about losing my breast, but I will admit that I'm actually quite scared about having to go through chemo.  I'll take any advice I can get.  Thanks for listening! 

  • apple
    apple Member Posts: 7,799
    edited January 2009

    i hope I am the only one here who has done chemo before.  I was diagnosed in April 08.  I knew my cancer was fairly advanced and told my doctors I trusted their judgement and did not want to know any details.  My radical modified mastectomy kind of surprised me but the chemo didn't.  I didn;t read about the side effects.. i just did what they told me and took what they gave me.  I had so few problems.  Now, in retrospect, I realize I had many side effects that were easy to ignore because they had not been articulated for me.  I continued to work and raise my kids, and do yardwork, and business work.  I taught, performed in public, got used to being bald and just carried on. 

    I sincerely hope you all, we all, get through this with few headaches and problems.  One thing that really helped me is my life long mantra of simply not eating if I felt nauseated.  I went without dinner often.  I wasn't hungry and I wasn't nauseated.  I also drank ginger, sliced, slivered and boiled into a tea.

    I am sorry I have to do this again so soon after treatment... my cancer is indeed advanced, but grateful that I do have the option.  We are so fortunate to live in the west where treatment is available.

    i wish all well and will think of you all tomorrow as taxol starts dripping into my veins.  (I think I might have already taken taxol in my first round of treatments. 

    (I hope they give me some steriods... I am a pianist and they are absolutely the best performance drug  EVER).

    best wishes and good luck girls.

  • btatmom
    btatmom Member Posts: 10
    edited January 2009

    Hi, I am joining the club.  I know I will be starting chemo with Herceptin in February but my oncologist is giving me a choice for treatment.  AC with Taxol or Taxotore and Carboplatin???  Nothing was said about steroids.  Any information would be great!!  Thanks.

  • webwriter
    webwriter Member Posts: 535
    edited January 2009

    Welcome btatmom & marlomom. Scary place to be, huh? Well, welcome. You're both in good company here. Apple has been through this, Carol and Artemis went yesterday, and three of us start tomorrow. There's a ton of great information in this thread, but feel free to browse all the others under the Chemo topic too. Especially the pinned ones.

    And of course, since we're all in this together, this is your "free zone" where you can talk about anything you want, vent what you want, share what you can and lend a hand when you have one. ;)

    I've got tons and tons to write. I'm counting on Apple's Steroid Karma to get me caught up here and with the bank tomorrow! 

    Thinking of you all, but MUST SLEEP NOW!

    P.S. About NEULASTA Shots the day after TX, my nurse told me to take Claritin D (the 24 hour steady release version) for TWO DAYS PRIOR to the shot and to continue for a day after if needed. This has been touted on this site as a miracle remedy for the accompanying bone pain. Now I've got it from my Onco's nurse. I'm doin' it!

  • jancie
    jancie Member Posts: 2,631
    edited January 2009

    I am now so confused. Why are you given steroids?  What exactly is the purpose of that?  Then also this is the first I have heard of Neulasta shots - what is that supposed to do or help?  Is everyone given steroids and Neulasta?

    Ladies - I hate to shop with a passion.  I have been putting off getting my "chemo bag" ready, I still have to go buy some hats, find a wig, etc.  I was told to not buy a wig until my hair is gone so that they can get a good fit on the wig.  Right now I have tons of hair so it would be hard for them to figure out the size I will need.

    My goal is to review the chemo thread again on the shopping items that I need and get that done this weekend.  Tomorrow I will try to get to the hat shop and buy a couple of hats to wear until I get the wig thing figured out.

    Webwriter - I messed up on my original thread regarding the chemo drug regimen that I will be on.

    The correction is that I am taking Adriamycin and Cytoxin for 8 treatments and then I will be on Taxol for 8 treatments.  I will be going in every two weeks so basically I will be enduring this chemo crap for 16 weeks.

    Are there any websites for wigs that I should stay away from?  Any great websites that have great service that I should be looking at?  I know I am not going to get a natural hair wig as that is going to be too high maintenance for me and too expensive.  I don't mind paying $175 or so for a nice LONG hair wig but I sure am not going to pay $300 plus for a natural hair wig.

    I think it is a horse owner mentality that I have.  We don't even think twice of spending $200 plus for a really nice horse blanket so our horses don't get cold but to spend more than $40 for a pair of jeans for us is totally out of the question. Laughing

  • gcpommom
    gcpommom Member Posts: 883
    edited January 2009

    Wow, there are so many of us for February, it is sad yet good that we all have each other to lean on through this crap.

    Terri:  regarding steroids, I sometimes take them for my asthma, and they do make me jittery.  The thing that worries me is that I get a rare side effect from them (and these are low dose that I take), so I am worried that with the higher dose, it will be worse; I get bad leg pain from them. 

    I think most of us get the Neulasta or Neupogin (sp?) with our chemo to keep our blood counts up.  It is an expensive drug, and my new insurance caps my prescription coverage at $2500 per year, so I will have to go back to the hospital to have mine done intravenously so insurance will cover it.  Stupid insurance companies.

    Grace & Twill:  my fluid doesn't seem to be going anywhere fast, just not absorbing yet.  I've read some women have fluid for months, so I guess I will be patient about it.  Ugh.

    Web:  chemogod, lol, that's funny.  I think you can count on the steroids keeping you awake and giving you some energy, that's for sure.

    Marlomom:  our dx are very similar.  I am also triple neg.  My onc wants me to consider trial S0221, which gives the chemo every week instead of 2 weeks over a longer period of time.  Still considering that, but since we trip negs have no further treatment after chemo, I am leaning towards trying the trial; at least I am fighting it a bit longer I guess.

    Jancie:  I believe the steroids help with the nausea???  My onc said I could skip the steroids since I have trouble with leg pain as a side effect, but I think I will at least try it, maybe a smaller dose, to see if it helps.  I also have put off shopping for my chemo stuff, but plan to go out this weekend and get it done.  There are some nice wigs on ebay, I bought one from Play with Hair or something like that, her wigs are really nice (but shipping is kinda high, they're in Austrailia).  Your insurance should cover a "scalp prothesis", or a wig, if your doc will give you a prescription for one.  I've heard some women get covered for up to $500.

    Good luck to all who start chemo this week, my thoughts are with you all.

    Judy

  • MicheleS
    MicheleS Member Posts: 937
    edited January 2009

    Marlomom~ Hey! We're almost the same! My left boob is no more (simple mastectomy) as of 1/6/09.  I'm also TN and had 7 nodes taken!  I'm 36, w/ 3 kids so a bit different there... I start the same chemo protocol as you (except I'm getting Avastin thrown in for good measure) on 2/5.  I'm also going to continue to work FT... My DH is a SAHD so I'm *it* for income.  I'm getting my port tomorow.  Have you gotten one? Are you going to get one?

    Apple~ I find your posts so inspiring.  I CAN do this! Thanks.

    Jancie~ They give steriods when you get Taxol to prevent allergic reactions.  I don't know about steriods for the other chemo agents.

    Grace4me~ I just got my long hair cut to a bob too.  I actually wish I had done it long ago.  It is cute (if I do say so myself).

    Judy & Grace & Tricia~ Add me to the swelling post-drain removal crowd.  It is uncomfortable but not freakishly swollen. <bleck>

    Carol and Artemis~  So!!! How did it go???

    Webbie & Apple & Susan~  Good luck today.  I'm thinknig of you guys.  Please post when you can.

    OK so now a question!!  I *think* I'm only getting nuclast with my taxol part of treatment.  My onc nurse told me about the claritin too... However, maybe I'm getting it with the AC treatments too??  Should I call and clarify with them?  I'm so confused...

    Also, I'm getting my port tomorrow.  I'm really, really skeebed out about it.  However, my veins suck so it was either PICC or port and I went with the lowest maintainence (sp?) for me.  Tell me it is no big deal.  Pretty please!

    Michele

  • Terri42
    Terri42 Member Posts: 56
    edited January 2009

    Just got back from my "Pre-chemo" meeting with the oncologist (and echocardiogram) so I got some clarification that may be able to help some of you:

    My treatment consists of AC 4 times every 2 weeks then Taxol 4 times every two weeks with Herceptin which continues for a year (I'm HER2+++) - most of this is pretty much the same or similar to everyone else.  Along with the chemo - the nurse explained you may get an appetizer cocktail IV (thought that was funny) with the steroid and anti nausea med (this anti-nausea med is in addition to perscribed pills) - I am also getting the Neulasta (this is to help maintain a steady bloodcount level) the same day as opposed to the next day which is also standard.  I asked the nurse about the use of Claritin with the Neulasta and she said that where she had previously worked they highly recommended taking Claritin - I figure it can't hurt.  The nurse also explained that you shouldn't feel sick - call if you do!!!  I almost forgot - the steroids should not cause weight gain - yahoo - see there is a light in every tunnel!Smile

    As with everything - I think the unknown is the scariest!

    Apple - I appreciate your uplifting posts - keep playing that piano!

    Jancie - my hospital actually has a free wig program so ask around!

  • MicheleS
    MicheleS Member Posts: 937
    edited January 2009

    Hi Terri,

    Thanks for your info regarding chemo.  I called the office and they told me the same thing regarding the IV of premeds but that I'll get the neulasta the next day (like Webbie).  The nurse I spoke with today indicated that I should start the Claritin the day of Chemo and continue it for 1 day after the neulasta.

    I wish my onc would do the "chemo-101" training before the actual day of the chemo... I'm scheduled for "education" on the actual day.

    Michele

  • otter
    otter Member Posts: 6,099
    edited January 2009

    Hi, all you February Furies--

    I'm butting in from the May 2008 chemo thread to say it looks like you're all ready to start this adventure.  It's interesting how we all ask the same questions...   Even though it's really none of my business, there are a couple of things I wanted to mention.

    One is that, as you've already figured out, the steroids (dexamethasone, trade name "Decadron") are given mostly with chemo regimens that include Taxotere or Taxol.  The steroids have several purposes:  they help prevent allergic reactions to the Taxotere or Taxol, which are pretty common; they help reduce the fluid retention that occurs with those two chemo drugs; and they do help a bit with the nausea.  From what I've read, the dosage and schedule of the dexamethasone we're given during chemo is not nearly enough to cause weight gain.  And, we need to be sure to tell our onco's or their nurses if we decide to alter the steroid dosage schedule we've been given.

    Second, most docs give Neulasta the day after the chemo infusion, if they use it.  A few (like mine and Terri42's) give it on the same day as the infusion, because they think it works just as well but poses less of a hassle for the patient.  That's controversial, but I'm living proof that it works okay that way.

    Third ... and, apple, let me first say that I hold in high regard anyone who has already been through all this and must do it again ... but, I think it's not a good idea to "not eat" during chemo.  My onco, her nurse, and my chemo nurse also thought that was not a good idea, as did the people who put together the big chemo booklet I was given at my first treatment.

    Chemo does all sorts of nasty things to us, including mess up our digestive tract, damage our skin, hurt our muscles, kill off our developing red blood cells, suppress our immune system, etc.  We need to keep our bodies nourished during that time, so the chemo damage isn't made worse by lack of necessary nutrients.  It is not good to ask our metabolism to shift over to "starvation mode" while we're struggling through chemo.

    So what I think most of us did during chemo was eat very small "meals" very frequently (i.e., snack a lot), selecting things that tasted good, were comfortable with a sore mouth and tongue, and that packed some punch nutritionally.  I had several people emphasize to me that we should not lose weight during chemo.

    That's IMHO, and YMMV of course.  Do whatever your onco or his/her nurse advise you to do.

    Hugs all 'round...

    otter 

  • webwriter
    webwriter Member Posts: 535
    edited January 2009

    Jancie, don't worry about a little confusion. The learning curve is steep and going through it all fast doesn't give us much time to absorb, let alone cope. All this stuff will be old hat to you soon. Until then, when you get confused, do what you just did. Yell for help. We're all at different stages of confusion, just like the cancer--except confusion is easier to treat and doesn't cost as much. ;)

    Terri42's answer was picture perfect from the medical standpoint. And I think you are on a similar regimen to hers. If you are not, please check with your doctor. You're a grade one/node negative patient. I would be surprised if you were getting 8 treatments of AC and then 8 of T for a total of 16 weekly treatments. My guess is you're on four of each, dose dense, which means every other week, for a total of 8 treatments -AC's and then 4  T's- over 16 weeks.

    As for hats, wigs, scarves and such. Eh. You're a horse person, right? You've already GOT a few hats and scarves that people are used to seeing you in. Start with those. Walmart just got their spring ball caps in--  2/$, you can't go wrong picking up khaki, black...anything neutral that you wear. See how you feel as you get into this, one day a time. You probably have 2 weeks from your first TX until you "shed." This one can be pondered awhile.

    Reviewing the chemo threads is a great goal. If nothing else, gets your mind busy doing "something." Decide for yourself what you need and don't need from that advice. Adjust as needed. ;) 

    I'll post what I needed (I learned much today, folks, and Apple might just be right about steroids! We'll see. Either I'm drunk or I'm brilliant. We'll know tomorrow, haha!) later down the line. I've got so much catching up to do here, and only one day of Decadron to get it done in, haha!

    I have a note here too, about the Gatorade. You might want to try straight water with a little flavoring of some kind in it, if you can stand it. Or, even mixing it with a sparkling mineral water makes it lemon/lime soda-ish, but no sugar. My SIL is telling me that steroid weight gain is water weight and will come off quickly after treatment is over. The problem is we hydrate with high sugar contents instead of water. Um, the sugar stays, only the water goes. (I hate that wench when she makes sense.)

    Also have a note here about lymphedema, but have to go back now and see what it was I was supposed to answer.  I did, however, see a PT especially for that, who measured my arm and ordered me a sleeve to wear for flights. She taught me many useful tips and tricks for avoiding the onset. I am watchful now, but am no longer frightened of it. (Hope that covered it! If not, remind me.!)

    And I'd better go have some water with this "drink" I seem to be having, since that's the only other time I jabber on and on for 20 minutes without breathing in between. Oh. My.

  • MicheleS
    MicheleS Member Posts: 937
    edited January 2009

    well Webbie... are you puking yet??  Do tell how today went when you have time!!!

    Michele

  • Artemis
    Artemis Member Posts: 759
    edited January 2009

    Hi, Furies!
    Ok, had my first chemo on the 27th, and it went way better than I expected.  I really though I'd meltdown, but made it through ok.

    I avoided looking at "The Chair" at first, but kept taking peeks at it while mostly looking out the window.  Then I sat on the edge of it and gradually worked my way all the way into it.  I got out my water bottle and book, so by the time the nurse came in, it was "just a chair".  Yay!

    Getting the needle into the port was a little painful, but didn't last long.  After that, it was just sitting around, reading, and letting stuff drip into my veins.  

    I got my Neulasta shot yesterday the 28th.  I feel rather tired today, but not in any pain.  I'm interested in this Claritin D you guys are using for this shot.

    Webbie ~ I think you asked if I have Emend.  Yes, I had that (took the last pill today).

    Hugs to all,
    Artemis

  • apple
    apple Member Posts: 7,799
    edited January 2009

    Well, I'm back... having had my first set of taxol and avastin.  so far so good.  I feel perfectly normal.  The woman across from me didn't have it so good.  She was on the phone crying the whole time.  poor dear.  she did perk up when I told her I liked her vest.. she had needlepointed a panel with a lovely horse head in it and crocheted into the vest.. very cool and she like talking about it.

    they told me my hair would probably only thin, as I'm having a lower dose of taxol every week... probably for two months.

    Good luck everyone.  I had the red devil the first time around and faired quite well, except for several infections i was problem free.  hope you all endure.

  • Britt
    Britt Member Posts: 731
    edited January 2009

    Webbie -

    Congratulations on your "Chemo Premiere!"  Due to the possibility of ALND surgery on 2/10 (still need to discuss with my BS re pros and cons - she was supposed to call me at the end of the day, and it's already 5:30 EDT) I will probably be a March Chemo Premiere Person.  We shall see. I shall continue to follow this thread for everyone's helpful hints and experiences.

    maria

  • Carol0371
    Carol0371 Member Posts: 23
    edited January 2009

    Hi all, Day 2 after chemo & I don't feel much other than tired.Keeping hydrated with water & Gatorade-never tried Gatorade before seems to help if you"re feeling dizzy.This will be the first time I've had chemo every wk instead of every 3 wks,so far SE are less than I had before.Thank goodness.Went for another walk with husband this afternoon.Then came home & hit the couch.Hope everyone else who started this wk isn't having too bad of a time.I'm sorry to see that the list has gotten so much longer,but I'm glad to have these forums to feel connected to others going thru the same thing.

  • jancie
    jancie Member Posts: 2,631
    edited January 2009

    Webwriter - I don't do math  - I totally suck at math.  I think you are right about my chemo regimen.  I remember what drugs, I remember that I go every two weeks and I know that I will be going through chemo for 4 months - that would be 16 weeks like you said so somehow I got screwed up and I don't even have the excuse of having chemo brain yet.

    I did go buy some two scarves today and I went ahead and bought a wig.  The way this wig is made is that the shop owner can make minor adjustments and get it tighter if needed but it felt like it would fit just fine even without any hair on my head.

    I have always wanted LONG hair.  I have tried unsuccessfully for over 20 years to grow my hair to my butt but it never gets longer than my bra strap line so.......I bought this wig that is 2" past my butt!   I figured if it looked just way too long then I could have my hairdresser take a couple of inches off of it but I felt so darn sexy wearing it that I had them order me one in a blonde.  My husband thinks I have gone nuts Laughing

    I can't figure out how to insert images on this forum so here is a link to it:

    http://www.wilshirewigs.com/LAVISHLY-WILD-by-Forever-Young-pr-3471.html

  • webwriter
    webwriter Member Posts: 535
    edited January 2009

    MicheleS,

    I'm not sure I heard right, and SIL is gone for the night--(yes, we are that confident I will be fine, at least until morning,) BUT I'm pretty sure my Chemo Nurse (CN?) mentioned that I was getting Neulasta because of the Taxotere, (another Taxane). So, now I wonder if it's given for AC also, or if the key is the Cytoxan. (Since I'm not doing AC but TC).

    Don't feel bad about the "training" tho. We had ours the week before and I don't see that it did me any more good than these boards. Might be good for the hubby tho-we got some nice (mostly sponsored) gifts and a lot of reading materials, but it wasn't really that "informative"-- too general to chemo, not specific to my regimen. ("Some people lose their hair"...yes, we know this.)

    Please let us know about your Port ASAP. I'll be thinking of you tons. I know it's a special scary for me, so I'll be thinking of you extra hard.

    I'm gonna work up a play by play for my blog about the actual, physical experience if anyone wants the nitty gritty.  After that, I'm going to try to come back and tackle the rest of my notes. Feel like I probably can, at least until ordered to bed by Auntie A's written instructions. ;)

  • webwriter
    webwriter Member Posts: 535
    edited January 2009

    (Dang! It's hoppin' in here tonite!)

    Carol0371, great to see you up and around. Sounds like you're pretty tired, but hanging tough. Glad to hear you're out walking still. I did some of that today. (Shopping.) Think I'll probably have to try a little harder tomorrow. Good for you for staying hydrated too. You've set the bar, hope I can keep up. Can you eat? I like the idea of a journal (was that you several posts back?) and have vowed to keep at least "something" written in my blog for family and friends. But I stuck a notebook into my "crashpad" space today. Thanx for that. Keep on, keepin' on. We can do this.

  • webwriter
    webwriter Member Posts: 535
    edited January 2009

    Apple, I love your advice, attitude and upbeat nature. I can't believe you've been through this more than once and that you just had to go through testing for brain mets on top of round two. But, I am thankful for your willingness to go through it with us, to share what you've learned, and to make sure we go into this with a "Can DO" mindset.

    I think you're right, a lot of the battle IS mindset. Even tho we now know The Chemogod did NOT smile upon me with brilliant creative energy--I just wanted to let you know it was awesome to think
    about your posts and look for something besides nausea and hives today. I'm watching for hives too, of course, haha. Observing my own reactions, however, and looking for some positive things in this has been just as educational. Sometimes highly entertaining too, tho not in the same way, I am sure, as your piano. Thank you for that. Namaste.

  • webwriter
    webwriter Member Posts: 535
    edited January 2009

    What I found today is that WATER has been a big part of my day. I like it with lots of ice and some lemon juice. 32 oz at a time lots. We'll see if that changes. Today, I am quite hydrated. I've also eaten several small meals. Fruit salad, Garden Salad, a handful of nuts, an apple with nutbutter, a 1/2 baked potato, and I think I'm due for a coule of crackers with cheese/cucumber/avocado and garlic hummus for my bedtime snack pretty soon. Maybe hubby would prefer the smoothie to sleep next to tho. Anyway, "Power Nutrition" for me. If I feel the need, I will certainly skip one of those... but more than one in a row? Then, I've got a nausea issue that isn't my body telling me something useful. (Well, except that it's kinda ticked off about the poison I just pumped into it.) If I don't feel like eating for more than 4-6 hours, tho, for me, the best thing to do is call my doc for a stronger nausea med. Nausea spirals on me quickly. I have got to stay ahead of it. 

    (Apple gets creative energy out of Decadron. I just get the energy. No creative in it at all, obviously! She also doesn't get nausea the way I do. I want to know the NAME of her chemogod and I think I want his phone number too!)  

    So, I'm still a bit wired from the Decadron, but I'm nearly 12 hours out from TX and feeling just fine. NO ISSUES. NONE. This has been a little hard on mentally. I expected the world to stop turning and, oh, I dunno, maybe some symphony (sympathy? spelled wrong?) music or something.

    Of course DH is sounding a lot like Eyeore and has informed inquiring minds that I am just fine, but that I will not "hit the wall" until tomorrow. I'm expecting tired at best, flu at worst. I'm hoping to avoid this ugly sounding wall thing. And, apparently, referring to him as "Captian Positive" has stopped being an effective reality check. Something stronger might be in order.

    Auntie A and I shall scheme--probably at the next chemo treatment. We've begun a diabolical project list. (Well? So What! Where else should such plans hatch?  I ask you!)  Next scheme will likely include Britt's technical support team with her BS. This is most unkind. The Furies are likely to become furious over such things. Not good. Not good at all. ;)

    --And I think I may have just posted what I wanted to say in my blog, paraphrased and edited...here! haha! Usually happens the other way around. Silly Decadron. (And yes, I AM going to play that card, loud and often.)

    G'nite all. Gotta be good girl and take my pill. (STILL not through with all my "catch up notes!")   

  • MicheleS
    MicheleS Member Posts: 937
    edited January 2009

    Carol~  Keep us posted!  SOunds like you are doing well.

    Jancie~ I bought the most BORING wig!  More boring than my regular hair... I wish I had had the guts to go all out like you!

    Webbie~ So glad you are doing well.  Please keep us posted (esp about the timing of the fabled "wall".)  OK, off to get my port.  I feel sick just thinking about it.  I'm such a weenie...

  • susan13
    susan13 Member Posts: 732
    edited January 2009

    Hey Ladies,

    Had my first Taxotere tx yesterday, treatment was uneventful. Thank God! I was so worried about allergic reactions, but after the first 10 minutes passed I felt good. Last nite though only slept 3 hours thanks to the steroids, even took an Ativan before going to bed.  Onc. said I need to take the steroids 2xa day for 3 days... hey Apple I'm going to try the DEEP CLEANING myself!  God knows my  house can use it after these last several months with 2 months of AC, then bilat. mast, now more chemo ... I need a housekeeper!

    Hope everyone's upcoming treatment goes well.  It does go by quickly.

    Sue

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