Clinical Trial E5103
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well it's 3a.m. and here I am. It is comforting to know that insomnia is a common problem. I have tried breathing exercises, ambian, lorazapan, keeping the room dark and quiet. I have tried watching tv, reading, watching movies. Doesn't seem to make much difference if I do non-active things in the evening or am active.
I have changed my diet, tracked what I eat and how I feel...can't determine any patterns except when I jump ship and eat total crap food! For the most part I'm eating ok and losing weight which is not a bad thing.
If I wasn't so bogged down with depression I would try exercising more earlier in the day. Now that the kids are back at school it's easy to just veg all morning. My next strategy is to plan things to do in the morning, get out of the house, and then hopefully I'll break the depression. There are some good programs at the local Gilda's Club. That's my plan for tomorrow.
Thanks for being here! I'm going into week 2 of Taxol. Biggest SE is severe neck pain which results in decreased range of motion. I went for craniosacrial massage last week and will go again this week. I, of course, want instant relief...
learning patience...and gratitude for the little things in life...
keep up the positive thoughts!
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Good morning ladies,
Its been a while since i've posted. I have been reading the posts but have had tooo much going on and being at a computer all day does not add to going on at night. I just had my 7th Avastin!! Only 3 more to go. I am off Lorazapam too!! I weaned myself because I was tired of relying on something that wasn't working. I have taken a melatonin pill 1x in the last 2 +/- weeks. I sometimes sleep thru the night and other times wake and then have to get back to sleep. I think my brain is relaxing more these days or maybe I am so tired from soccer and playing taxi?? I did go for Acupressure last week. It was great. I have another session scheduled in a couple of week. The BC support group raises money and gives a grant to the wellness center so they are free to BC patients. I have had some body aches in the past 2 weeks. I am not sure if its from the PT i am doing or the way i am sleeping. I do have inflammation in my left hand/thumb area. Maybe contributed to chemo. In regards to what happens after I finish the AVASTIN? Talked to my onc and he said that I need to keep doing BSE, having your regular mammo, and his appts. NO MRI's, CATs, or ultrasounds unless I have something. He told me not to hesitate if something isn't right to call him. But he wants me to live life. Don't be afraid. Well, I need to drive a little boy to school and call the Dr's for my daughter. I will try and post more later to catch up.
Brena, My husband had a wonderful time on his trip. They went up through Canada, around the great lakes into Michigan. He said it was a kodak moment around every corner. I've never been on the Canadian side let alone the US side. It was very relaxing for him. The kids are back at school. All 3 are playing soccer. I have 2 playing on the school team and 2 are playing travel. I pretty much have soccer 7 days a week.
Carolyn
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Carolyn,
Glad to hear your doing good and are Lorazapam free, takes guts!! Is the melatonin working?Keep an eye on the inflammation to ensure it doesn't turn into a major issue, if it gets worse get to a DR quickly. What is the frequency of your mammo's and follow-up appointments with the Onc?
Glad to hear the hubby had a wonderful time, territory I have not visited. I can relate to the soccer run-around, I do enjoy the sport very much.
Are you having any SE from your radiation or chemo? healing pretty good?
take care,
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Desi,
Your unveiling is in just two days, I am excited for you and hope you are. Please let us know when you can, are you still considering doing the Bisphosphonate trial? if so have you talked with your Onc.
I took 6 weeks between chemo and rads, this is the longest we are permitted per our protocol. I needed a break, ha ha, had many tests performed during that 6 weeks included a tooth pulled and a week in Bermuda. Not really time off. I would of taken longer if I were permitted.
If you are receiving the Avastin and are in Arm B are you going for the additional 10 shots of Avastin?
cheers to you,
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Hi Brena,
Melatonin is great. I prefer it to Tylenol PM. It's more natural w/your body chemistry and it doesn't make me feel like a zombie the next morning. The PT has been wrapping my thumb/palm w/this kinetic tape that helps reduce inflammation of the tissue. it's the new IN thing. They used it at the olympics for the volleyball women. It works great. My onc hasn't said that I will get more than an annual mammo. We aren't working on follow up appts at this point since he sees me every 3 weeks. He just wants me to call him if something isn't right or if I have any questions.
The only SE from the rads is that I get this electrifying feeling inside my whole body. I am not sure if its from Rads or maybe a deep hot flash. It is lessening up. I didn't get it before Rads so I am not sure if its the combo of the 2. As for chemo, I still get fatigued (or maybe that's from the Rads). Some body pain which I contribute to chemo. It sometimes feels like I went to the gym and worked different parts of my body and am feeeling sore the next day but it can go on for days. The funny part is I didn't do anything different. I think my boob has healed fairly well. Everyone says I look great and they would never know that I had BC. I am very open w/the people I work with and clients coming in. How are you fairing w/everything? How's your Edema? Are you still biking? I haven't been walking myself. Not enough time in the day. I would rather nap most days than walk. It's not really what i should do. Well, my brain is saying its tired so I will sign off now.
Take care,
Carolyn
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Ladies,
I guess we are getting very busy with our daily activites and that is why our thread is so quiet, do hope everyone is well or the best that you can be. A little of what is going on in my world:
Back to work fulltime with the commute time my day is 11.5 hrs. Trying to get back into the mental and physical aspects of working. I am still riding my bike 12+ miles a day and still enjoying it very much, the weather is changing but still plan to ride. My daughter will be moving out of the house withiin the next two weeks, she is my right hand and will miss her. Thank goodness she won't be to far.I have been helping her fix up the house she is moving to, needs help.
Feel like I am getting the seasonal allergies or a cold, tired and want to SLEEP. Speaking of which, I have been sleeping a few hours at night without meds. I awake at the usual 3am lay there for a few hours and then drift back to sleep. I hope the sleep continues to increase, I have tried the Black Cohosh for the hot flashes but did not get any results so I stopped taking them.Does anyone know how long one should try the Black Cohosh before seeing results? I am still taking the occasional sleeping aids but am trying very hard to do it on my own and still keep my sanity.
My radiated breast is still swollen, hot to the touch and hurts like hell. Sometimes the pain goes down my arm to the elbow and then the pain goes away but the breast pain and swelling stay the same. Breast hardly fits in my bra and is definitely noticeably larger. I have one more day of ANTIBIOTICS left and I revisit the rad/onc Oct 1st for a follow-up. I hope she has more tricks (more antibiotics) in her bag because the breast has not gotten better. I have tried to research Breast Edema with minimal results, it appears to be a different diagnosis than Breast Lymphedemia. I so so want to move on and leave the BC behind but continually feel like two steps forward and one back.
Oct 1st will be my 1 year anniversary from my BC diagnosis, think I might just celebrate. Tired and feel like crap, write more later and hope all is well with everyone.
sleep well,
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Carolyn,
Is the Effexor helping with the hot flashes and sleep aid?
cheers,
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Hi. I start my chemo and Avastin tomorrow, friday. I am nervous but want to get on with it.
I am hoping I am not totally out of it this weekend, as I am starting sooner than planned and so have a few things in the works. Oh, well, this is the most important thing.
I met my Avastub trial coordinator and he oriented me yesteday, addtl. tests that need to be done within window, etc. Really nice guy and seems very into it - quite attentive. I will be having neulasta the day after each treatment. Are there addtl. affects from that?
I will try working 3 days per week and see how I do. My boss keeps making comments about addtl. work he needs me to do and I want to say WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?
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Brena,
The Effexor is great for my hot flashes which only happen once in a while since I started the Effexor. Sometimes I am running late in the morning and as I am getting into my car I get a hot flash because I haven't taken my med! Onc. said it would take 2 weeks to see improvements, I saw it w/in days. i would definitely talk w/your onc about it. I don't think it helps w/sleep because I was taking it when i couldn't sleep.
I hope your boob is doing better. It sounds very painful. I had a CT Scan today due to this pain in my good boob! It really wasn't the breast itself but the muscle above and on the side. Onc cked me out and wanted a scan to make sure no blood clots. They did a wet read and nothing was there thank god! He told me to take 3-4 Aleve 3x a day w/food. I did my first dose and it has helped. He thinks it might be a muscle strain....have no idea how in the world that happened because i haven't done jack. When I sneeze or blow my nose it kills. Are you putting heat on your boob. I know that helped w/mine. Didn't fix it but felt good. I still have chemobrain which drives me crazy! Hope the doc gives you something for comfort when you go. Maybe acupressure? I have an appt on Monday at the chiropractor. Hoping that will help my body heal and help me get back to somewhat "normal". Take care and hopefully you aren't in a flood area like me.
Carolyn
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Keryl,
I just wanted to wish you good luck on your first dose. I was nervous for the first one and I remember saying to my onc afterwards "Is that is?". That only happened the first time but I guess the unknown that does to oneself. I did receive the neulasta shot which I did not like the first time. I got cramps in my legs/joints. It was only the first one, the rest were fine. Good luck and relax over the weekend. Don't push yourself.
Carolyn
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Keryl,
Sorry I didn't get to wish you smooth sailing on your first dose, I hope it went well and your relaxing. I am glad you have a coordinator to help you with the trial and assist with things you might need. Working is doable for some and not for others, just give yourself time to rest and please stay away from people who are ill. Its hard to do but put yourself first it is important to recovery.
How is the family handling the stress of all this?
Brena
Dx 10/1/2007, IDC, 3cm, Stage IIa, Grade 3, 0/3 nodes, ER-/PR-, HER2- -
Hi Brena,
Sorry to know that you still have the breast pain and swelling. Hope you get relief soon.
I was 'unblinded' yesterday and yes, I was getting Avastin. But since I am in 'Arm B", I am done with Avastin (8 cycles total). I will be glad to get off Avastin, because I am having v.bad sinus problems and continous nose bleeds. I have to get up every two hours at night to blow the clopts from the nose!! I still have unbearable body aches and fatigue from Monday to Wed every week. By Thurs it gets a little better. I try to manage the pain with Advil and Aleve. I think this is due to Taxol - 10 done, 2 more to go!!
Regarding clinical trial for Bisphosphonate, I was told by the clinical trial co-ordinator that this trial is closed. They are not recruiting any more patients. I am looking for info on other clinical trials, for which I may be eligible.
Take care and keep us posted about your treatments for breast pain.
Desi.
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Keryl
Good luck with your first treatment--you will probably feel wiped out the 2nd day after treatment. I had mine on thursdays and was ok on friday, wiped out on Saturday, then back to normal on Sunday (well sort of normal). Remember the AC is tougher than the taxol and you'll only have 4 of the AC--so one done! Take all the anti nausea meds they give you--they really helped me. I didnt have any side effects of the neulasta.
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Question for others....
I keep having low wbc's on the taxol so they are giving me neupagen now for the remainder of my treatments (4 more taxols to go). Did anyone else have this experience? I eat pretty healthy, although the docs say that diet doesnt affect wbc's only rbc;s
thanks all,
Carol
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Carol,
I am almost in the same schedule as you. I just finisehd 6th taxol and 6 more to go. I have been doing neupogen since the beginning of th taxol due to the low wbc. I am doing 4 days in each cycle, I was told the eating would not help to improve the wbc. I tolerated neupogen fairly well except some chill feeling and low fever. I hope you don't have major side-effect from neupogen.
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Harbin
You are at Rush aren't you? What day do you go for treatment? I got the low counts after the 2nd taxol--I skipped the 3th and 4th, then have a reduced dose. I have a cold right now, but I think that is related more to colds going around than the neupagen.
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Carol,
I am treated at Stanford. My treatment is on Thursday. I also got low count after the 2nd taxol, So since then, I have being getting neupogen boost on Friday/Sat/Sun/Mon for each cycle. I hope you get better on your cold soon.
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That is what I am getting too. Interesting that you are experiencing the same thing, as my onc said that generally with weekly taxol you don't have any blood count issues. I am the second person at my center on the trial though,so maybe the avastin combined with the taxol leads to lower blood counts. Worst of the cold seems to be over, so hopefully these next 4 will be smooth sailing.
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Hi Desi,
I go to the Rad/Onc tomorrow for breast edema followup which is better but still some pain and swelling. Maybe it will go away on its own, just no more antibiotics!
I am excited to hear you received Avastin even if in Arm B, you are the 1st woman on this thread to be in Arm B. We now have representation in all Arms of the trial. I didn't realize you were having a terrible time with your doses, guess we know why. You start to feel some relief in the next couple of weeks.
Regarding clinical trial for Bisphosphonate according to the website the trial is still open, at least what I see. Is it possible the clinical trial coordinator pulled a different Bisphosphonate trial? Ask that person to pull trial S0307, let me know how you make out. This is a great follow-up trial after chemo, which deplete our body and bones of calcium. Also, some testing required prior to trial entry.
Have you scheduled your Radiation consultation? keep in touch.
friends,
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Hi all,
I'm back!... I just kind of hop in and out of this thread depending on how things are going.
I'm wondering if anyone else has had these symptoms...
---big blobs of dried blood when I blow my nose...very dry nose sometimes, running at others
--trouble sleeping, which leads to some depression, and low desire to exercise (viscious cycle)
I've finished AC and have had 2 taxol treatments (#3 tomorrow)..how many are there all together? I just know that it will go on and on until December.
What kinds of decisions have people made after the unblinding? Mine won't be for quite a few weeks.
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Hi Everyone,
I know its been along time since I posted. I have been having some issues going on and honestly I was scared big time that I was experiencing spread. I know I mentioned sinus issues for a while, well they have been really bad. My nose stopped bleeding in june which seems to be when things got worse. I have really bad sinus pain, pressure in my ears, bad headaches. It has been rough. They did CT of sinus's and brain, MRI of brain...nothing. No infection, nothing. Which is great but also worrisome because there is no explanation of what is happening. I skipped treatment 6 of avastin. My symptoms where still there but less severe. I had treatment last monday, I found out from the trial nurse that the trial does not allow for making up a treatment which means that I had treatment 7 and 6 was just gone. So I have 3 more left now. I will be done earlier now than I was suppose to. Today I had to have my platelets checked because I'm bruising alot, but they were great so just another side effect lol.
I'm still having problems sleeping but I'm feeling much better emotionally since I started taking the lexapro.
I'm glad to hear everyone is doing well,
Teresa
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Hi All,
I just completed my 5th taxol treatment today. Things are going very well. I have minimal side effects, mainly just fatigue. I met with a radiation oncologist today and I will find out next week whether or not I will have to get radiation after the chemo. I hope not, as it might have a negative impact on my breast reconstruction. But of course I will do whatever they recommend in hopes of preventing a recurrence.
I have not been working and my family has been a great support. I am anxiously awaiting my unblinding on Nov 4th.
Hope everyone is doing well and keeping the faith!
Kara
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Kara,
did you have a lumpectomy?
Teresa
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I'm back. Thanks for your thoughts re. my first treatment last week. Much or all of what you said occurred as you experienced. The treatment itself was fine. Day after I felt great and wondered if they even gave me anything. The next day, Sunday, thought I'd been run over by a truck; I was wiped out, some nausea, no appetitite, and then Monday I was so - so. I thought I was getting a cold but used Zincam and it moved on. I slept 12 hours that night. Now, here I am at 1:30 pacific time, sitting at the computer. Can't sleep. My next treatment is not until 10/9, so hope to get some xercise and rest, do some work and enjoy. I got my hair cut today, not too short, but getting ready.... my family is doing ok. My friends have all selected dates to take me to chemo and I am glad, because I dont want to burden my hubby who travels a lot for work.
p.s. my avastin coordinator is taking good care of me. he is like my concierge. heh, heh
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Teresa,
Sorry to hear you have been feeling like crap, wish you had dropped us a note so we could support you. I would guess you are feeling the accumulation of the Avastin, your description fits the SE's. What is the Onc's recommended next step?I am also taking Lexapro + Ambien Cr which helps me relax and able to sleep better most nights. I am glad Lexapro is working for you. Is everything else ok, kids doing fine? Are you doing reconstruction?
take care,
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Ryjeum,
I also experienced the dried blood and runny, stuffed & bloody nose and terrible sinus pressure. At times I could not tell what was causing the symptoms (prior to unblinding), but did try over the counter meds and prescribed allergy meds but nothing worked so I stopped taking it all. I was thinking it was the Avastin, but it turned out to be the Taxol causing the problem.
Lack of sleeping, well you are talking to the right group of women. Lack of sleep appears to be one of the most common SE's and the one that cannot be resolved. Most woman are on sleeping aids due to SE's from chemo drugs, anxiety, and just dealing with the Cancer and all that it brings.
So far these are the results of the unblinding:
I received the Placebo, Arm A and did not continue.
Teresa and Carolyn are in Arm C and both moved on for 10 more Avastin treatments.
Desi received Arm B (with Avastin) and does not continue.
Only Arm C is offered to move on with 10 more Avastin.
hope this helps,
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Brena,
I am just going to tough it out until the end. Hopefully it wont get any worse but heck its not forever, you know?
Kids are all doing great and I am almost all unpacked lol. Almost.
You know, its funny you should ask about reconstruction. I was absolutely against it but time and lexapro have made me start thinking that maybe I will look into it. I am seriously considering it. I want my other breast removed so that would be the best time to start I think.
How about you?
Oh yea, are you still planning on going on the cruise???
Teresa
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For those of you that are triple negative....I found info on a new clinical trial, I thought it was real interesting. I posted some info on it on the trip neg board. if you go to clinicaltrials.gov and go to number 108.
It sounds very promising I think. Any trial at this point sounds so great.
Teresa
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Teresa,
I posted a reply to your clinical trial, but saw this thread also and wanted to relate my symptoms with Avastin. I had such bad headaches I thought my head would blow off, MRI was negative, they said it was due to high blood pressure, and so was nose bleeds. But is also caused my lungs to fill with fluid and that scared me. Actually my whole body puffed up like a blowfish, not pretty. Ended up stopping the trial but wished it would of worked out. Good luck to you hope your symptoms clear up soon.
Marci
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Hi ladies,
I am not on the same study as you are but I am on the Beth study. So, I get Taxoterene, Carboplatin, Herceptin and Avastin every 3 wks for 6 rounds and then Herceptin and Avastin every 3wks for the rest of the yr. I had my first chemo the 26th. Boy, I didn't expect the SE's to be so bad. I was exhausted beyond words, every bone ached, head HURT, stomach sick, and my skin broke out something awful. I've also had some nose bleeds but not too bad. It's hard to tell what SE is from what drug. I know the nose bleed stuff is from the Avastin. I am feeling better today and am very glad I don't have another treatment for 2wks.
Angie
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