Thinking and very curious what your answer is

Mostly, I think I had the predisposition to get cancer - luck of the draw.

Other theories I have that may or may not play a part:

1. I took birth control pills

2. I have no children and have never been pregnant

3. I have a family history of cancer

Could have been anything, really. I gave up trying to figure it out; also gave up the beat myself up questions: "why didn't I get that scan when I was 35", "what did I do wrong - too many beers"???

I too, have found peace in just letting it be what it is - an unanswerable question and living for today.

Raye