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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited August 2008

    Puppy, You'll always have a place here at Norm's house. We're all cheering for you.

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited August 2008

    Puppy, You'll always have a place here at Norm's house. We're all cheering for you.

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  • SISKimberly
    SISKimberly Member Posts: 762
    edited August 2008

    Ok Angel Watchers, I'm not even going to fudge and say I've been lurking and have read all the posts since I last posted, 'cause I haven't. I've been soooooo tired at the end of my day, and today I'm off to Ashland for the long weekend with my gf, so I have about 15 minutes before she arrives.

    School is like stepping onto a planet I vaguely recall. I haven't found my groove as of yet....not that the kids would notice, but I'm kinda anal at school with being totally prepared.  Classes are packed!  I have 37 in on class and 36 in the others.  I'll write more about that later.  I just wanted to log in and let you know I'm alive.

    GTG

    Kimberly

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited August 2008

    Broadcasting from the airport...... thru security, waiting for a plane.

    SISKimbers, my goodness you're gonna have an enormous year, aren't you. Congrats on getting it all underway. I'll be thinking good thoughts for you -- as you find the balance in returning to that which you love. Take it easy on yourself friend.

    Puppy, thinking of you today sending you some cyber hugs: ((((((((((((puppylovey)))))))))))))))

    Norm, you know it's really all about you here at Angel watchers central. I hope that you're finding some enjoyment in the conclusion of this summer. We have a little festival tonight that concludes with HUGE fireworks and I'm looking forward to it like a little kid. The color exploding over the marina is fantastic. Maybe I'll get a picture worth keeping?? Take care

    Footie, Joy, and Suz: sending you all lots of happiness for the long weekend. Hope that you have something enjoyable to look forward to. Take care.

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  • footprintsangel
    footprintsangel Member Posts: 43,890
    edited September 2008

    To all my angel friend, May peace be with you threw this night. And Gods love surround you to keep you alright, My the joy in your heart show the light and sleep well tonight. Luv Debbie 

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  • SISKimberly
    SISKimberly Member Posts: 762
    edited September 2008

    Hey Angel Watchers, I'm here.  I've read all the posts, but am too pooped to pop out individual shout outs.  Man, this going back to work thing really is exhausting and cuts into my 'puter time. Grrrr.

    So, we had Back to School night tonight.  It went well. We had 8 minutes per class to tell them everything they need to know about our class.  I pointed them to my website for the more detailed version.

    Classes are maxed out in Language Arts, but my Study Skills is only 20, which is good as they are low kids and need more one on one.

    My student teacher is a doll and will start teaching in my 1st period class by the end of next week. We have to start co planning next Tuesday so she can start teaching some lessons. 

    Physical Therapy is done for the most part. I can go back if I need to go back, so that's good to know.  I need to start doing weights now at home, so I'll be getting up at 6 am starting next week. I've gotten myself up earlier each day, so by next week, 6am should be no problem.  I can also start the district offered classes after work next week.  Yoga and Cardio Sculpt alternate days with Friday off.

    My eyes are really drooping shut...so I've got to go. I'll do a better job of this on Saturday morning.

     Love ya ,

    Kimberly

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited September 2008

    Wow, KimberSIS............. what a whirlwind. I'm so glad that your student teacher is a good fit. I hope that she is a great support and asset as you.

    Norm........... hugs to you as the days get shorter.

    A to Z hugs all around.

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited September 2008

    Norm, thinking of you this fine Saturday morning. I hope that you are able to create a plan for the day that includes something that you find of interest. Now that fall's returned -- that means lots of college football for us down here in the states..... is that of any intrigue to you? Do you even get the games? We're BIG Ohio State fans, as the stadium is about 10 miles from our house. There's a TON of hoopla that surrounds each weekend's game. Keeps life interesting.

    Hugs to the rest of you, angel walkers:

    KimberSIS, thinking of you as your year gets underway. Remember: balance.

    Footie, sending you hugs and prayers in the midst of your frustrations. Trust.

    Puppy, always keeping you in my heart. Prayers for strength in your recovery. Patience.

    Joy, wonder what's unfolding for you these days? Perseverance.

    Suz, when do you have the fall colors? Joy.

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  • dreamwriter
    dreamwriter Member Posts: 3,255
    edited September 2008

    Five New Angels - this is indeed a trauma.  And you are traumatized.  As supportive as we are, it would be  a good idea to see a specialist.  They may be available to you through your work and the worst/best would be that you are coping well. or they may suggest that you see someone long term.  It wouldnt woodnt hurt!

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  • SISKimberly
    SISKimberly Member Posts: 762
    edited September 2008

    Hey Angel Watchers,

    8 days down, 175 more to go.  It is amazing how being out of the classroom for a year can do for your groove...still looking for mine.  

    Our classes are packed this year especially in 7th, so yesterday we had some relief as two new LA classes opened up. So it looks like our classes will lighten up a few kids.

    So, what's new with you all?

    It seems quiet around here.  Speaking of quiet, how are things Faith? Are you in a down period as far as doing workshops and stuff until the school year is in full swing?

    How are the twins and Superboy doing?  Is your sil home for good yet? 

    Norm, how's that new grandbaby?  How are you? 

    Joy, how's treatment going? You should be done with chemo, right? What's the next step?

    Deb, how are you doing? Did you get that ramp yet?  

    Suz, what events do you and your dh have lined up for your company?

    We are planning a Pinot tasting tonight, so I've got lots to do. Just wanted to check in and say, I've made it through two short weeks, and head into our first full week next week.

    Puppy - I've read that you're making strides towards a total recovery even though it's taking a longer period of time than you want it to take.  Each day there is progress and each day you are thought of sweetie.

    SIS 

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  • joyh
    joyh Member Posts: 91
    edited September 2008

    Hi all,

    Faith, it sounds like your vacation could not have been better.So glad you found the time to renew yourself spiritually and physically.  Now you will be ready to go lickity-split for another year.    You amaze me with your amount of energy and enthusiasm.  Glad DD got to come for a visit .

    Debbie, you just keep going.  Always concerned for others while having such trials yourself.  Thanks for always thinking of me and know I include you in my prayers.

    Suz, busy working?  Let us hear fromyou.

    Puppy, try not to get discouraged.

    Kimberly, sounds like your life is busy as usual.  I can only imagine what it would be like going back to work full time.  Guess I don't want to imagine.  It was such a struggle mentally a year ago to change my mind set from being a healthy person to being a bc patient,, just to change that back again must be exhausting in itself.  Sounds like you are taking on the challenge with your usual zeal, so I know it won't be long before you are back in the grove.

    I haven't posted because frankly my life is so boring right now I really don't have much to report.  My tx has been changed from 4 AC to 6 AC "because I am doing so well with counts etc".I really don't want to do the additional two, but what if that is the two that does the trick?  So, I will.  Tues. is #5.  Had muga last week, and don't know the results but figure they woulld not have scheduled me if there had been a problem.  I'll find out results on Tues.  I don't get out much because I don't want to risk catching a bug.  After 11 chemos in six months have to believe my resistence could not be that great.  Big time fatigue has also set in. Don't want to complain, just hoping   and praying that it will all have a positive effect on those 19 nodes that were positive.  Should finish rads around Jan. 1, and am so looking forward to that.  DD and GD left Thurs. for Fla. to visit friends and family for a couple of weeks. DH and I are enjoying the quiet time.

    Norm, would be lovely to hear from you.  I am hoping your life is so busy you just haven't found time to post.  Know a new grandbaby can really make a difference.  How is your boat?  Hope you are fishing and enjoying the last of summer.  Think of you and continue to pray for you. 

    Love to all,

    Joy.

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  • suz45
    suz45 Member Posts: 796
    edited September 2008

    Hello angelwatchers,

    Norm, Holding you dearly in my thoughts, Hope you are enjoying the boat and mini car.

    I have kind of read the thread but not a lot is sinking in, new trials are shadowing important info that just seems hard to process.

    SIS, You will get into the swing of things real quick Im sure, I'll. bet you hit your prime when you have a class of kids that need your direction.

    Faith , you amaze me with your possitive energy and outlook, So whats next now that school has started?? Do you start planning the next year or continue to do follow up on this one?

    Footie, Love and hugs sent your way. I used to be (and still am) pretty handy and if i had the time and energy I would build that ramp myself!!! Prayers and blessings.

    Puppy, I hold you in my prayers every day.. be well my dear.

    Joy, Is chemo almost done yet? You hold a special place in my heart! I hope all is well and your not getting these hurricane storms. Hang in there and know that your in my thoughts daily. Rads suck.. but its more the every day thing. Love ya.

    Well fall wont be here till mid october and work has settled down to a dull roar. I go in for surgery on tues (sept 9) preventative stuff.. ovaries and tubes removed. Being brca1 possitive this was highly recommended. I hate the idea of more surgury, but thats just the way it goes. One less thing to worry about later. I am focussing on hopefully a vacation in nov.. somewhere warm. Will see where is a good place to go once hurricane season is done.

    Huge hugs and love to you all, suz

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  • joyh
    joyh Member Posts: 91
    edited September 2008

    Suz,

    Good luck tomorrow.  Sorry for the need for more surgery.  I'll be thinking of you.  Let us know as soon as you can how things went.  I understand your need to do everything possible.  That is how I feel and how I am approaching everything.  Two more treatments? OK.

    So glad you had such a good summer before getting back to bc. Thanks for letting us know.  Prayers will be coming your way.

    Take care  & love,

    Joy 

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  • footprintsangel
    footprintsangel Member Posts: 43,890
    edited September 2008

    Suz, I also wish you the best, Angel hugs and alot of prayers Please take care, Debbie

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited September 2008

    Suz, it's Tuesday and I'm sending you prayers for a straight-forward surgery and a jiffy quick recovery. Congrats on choosing to do everything in your power to safe guard your future. Tough choices around here. Thinking of you today.

    Joy, you're coming down the homestretch!! Hang on girl, you'll be there soon.

    Footie, you're such a good friend to be supporting others with your prayers in the midst of your own challenges. Sending you strength.

    Puppy, know that as you take baby steps toward recovery, we are all cheering for you and the road ahead. Looking forward to your return. We're patient. Take your time.

    KimberSIS, eager students and lots of help from friends, faculty, your student teacher and family. Be kind to yourself in the midst of your return to 'work-a-day' routines.

    Norm. I took this picture over the weekend -- on one of our big-bike jaunts up and down our penninsula. It's gotten brisk here already and neither of us had our leather coats up here -- so we loaded on lots of layers and hit the road. If you look very closely in the rear view mirror, you can get a peek at my bearded-bike chauffer. Wishing you adventures along your journey.

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  • suz45
    suz45 Member Posts: 796
    edited September 2008

    Hello my freinds,

    Realized its already friday and I didnt check in. Time flies when your all dopey and napping. Thank you all for your thoughts prayers and blessings.

    The surgery went well on tues, besides some excess lesions and scar tissue on the right side, all went as planned. Im more sore than I figured i would be, but Im slowly getting more mobile.

    I got a call the day before surgery re: my first MRI follow up since before the cancer surgery. They want me to come back in and have my right breast retested with mammo & ultrasound. The cancer was on the left side. So im concerned but trying not to let this bother me too much as I wait for the appointment. One thing at a time..... the tests are scheduled for the 19th, until then I will work on healing and getting stronger. It is what it is and I will deal with it as I find out more.

    Big hugs and much love sent to all, Suz

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  • footprintsangel
    footprintsangel Member Posts: 43,890
    edited September 2008

    Hi Angel Friends, I told Faith I need some lemonade made out of all the lemons life has been giving me and next week I find out about my tests. I am praying they will do something so I can enjoy life better. I have missed all of you but its been a lot of mountains I have not got over them yet! still climbing. But with help. Angel hugs and alot of love, Debbie

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  • footprintsangel
    footprintsangel Member Posts: 43,890
    edited September 2008

     Oh Where oh where have the angels gone,

    Oh where oh where could they be.

    With their halos bright and there wings so white,

    Oh where oh where have they gone.

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  • norm
    norm Member Posts: 247
    edited September 2008

    Hello ANGELWATCHER"S

              First let my say I'm sorry for not posting here for sooo long! I check in all the time,I just didn't know what to say.I've been trying to keep busy.I buy used car's,truck's,mini van's and bikes wholesale,do repairs on them and resell,at least it keep's me moving.I went fishing twice,it just wasn't the same,I only rode me bike afew times this summer I think I'll sell it. Although I haven't been posting,know that your in my thought's and prayer's................norm

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited September 2008

    Norm. Thanks for your heart-felt honesty, even in the midst of moving one foot in front of the other.

    Of course nothing must seem the same. I'm glad that you've put your skills to use in cleaning up vehicles and making them servicable for others. What a talent that is!! I am completely clueless with anything mechanical.

    We've just had our electricity restored after several days without -- due to the huricane winds that collided here with some northern cold front. YIKES. We lost our big tree out front, as it just snapped in half. Everyone of our neighbors lost BIG trees as well.

    Yet our neighborhood still has lots of trees standing. It just makes me wonder. Seems so random. The trees that cracked and those beside them left standing. I guess there are some things that we will just never understand.

    In the meantime, keep putting one foot in front of the other. Remember to eat. Stay busy with the repairing and that contribution. Go fishing anyhow. Ride your bike anyhow.

    Know that I continue to send you strength for your journey -- at all times.

    (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((norm)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

    big hugs to all the rest of you angel watchers, too!

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited September 2008

    Suz: I just read back after the post above and found your disconcerting news about the 'recall' for further testing. Just hate that you have to wait that long. I guess the 19th is nearly here now. Hopefully you still have some semblance of sanity. Will move you up my prayer list -- till you know more. Take good care of yourself in the meantime.

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  • suz45
    suz45 Member Posts: 796
    edited September 2008

    Hello My friends, My heartfelt thanks for your wishes and prayers, they mean the world to me.

    #1 I am at peace right now so everything I say is venting.

    So..... today was rough, I am trying to organize a bbq party for dh 52 bday... present from me was a new bbq....ok we also just hit our 20 year wedding anniversary. Too much too soon. but I went shopping with him this evening and 4 hours later found the gem (Im a real barterer) I was so whipped but happy

    On top of all this I was dealing with my callback on the MRI today. New mammo & ultrasound while still under orders not to drive from oopher surgery. Soooooooooo frick it all... I drove myself and mammo sucked, I let them do both sides (not requested) It was ok and off the record she said she saw no reason for recall biopsy on the mammo. On to ultrasound shit they had me on the table for about an hour and i saw every bit of crap they highlighted... I was an emotional mess, but hiding it. I asked on the way out if he thought I might need a biopsy and got the same old wait a few weeks and we will give you a call... I think my face changed that because when I asked again I got an off the record it didnt come from me but all looks fine from this test. Im crying my eyes out right now because I thought I was going for the full pull and having everything removed, What a horrible emotional month this has been.

    Surgery wise Im OK I drove myself to the cancer agency and back. It was taxing but ok. I havent said a word around the house because its not worth it, Im going to call it quality of life

    Sorry to lay such a heavy, but honestly Im ok and just needing to let it out.

    Love you all and just want to thank you all for the support. What will be will be.... hugs Suz

    Begin each day as if it were on purpose. BRCA1
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  • suz45
    suz45 Member Posts: 796
    edited September 2008

    Geeze.. Norm how are you?? We are kinda far away but if you want to try to get together for a bike ride (not to big... I am still in recovery) or even a meet up motorbike or car locally,I would love to keep it simple. We are easy going people that have had some crappy S#!t happen. To what happened to me I have to say whatever. I would love to meet you and wrap you in the biggest hug. My hubby is a hard working red neck kinda guy who loves meeting people. He is a BC guy who loves real people. I think you are real, so im sending this open ended invitation. Hey coffee here there or where ever sounds perfect. I CAN and WILL make it work if your interested. Just ask and I will send you my personal email. I know its not comfortable, but i would love to be a friend. I'll leave it there for now. Love Suz an angel in disguise

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited September 2008

    Suz. Thanks for trusting us to do your venting here. I guess after all of the craziness, it's basically good news. Right? Well, off the record at least. Sorry that you've been put thru hell in the mean time, but maybe now there's some light at the end of the tunnel?

    Hugs and prayers as you continue to regroup and recover. No more driving and overdoing!! (right)

    Norm, I sure hope you'll take suz up on her offer above. She'll have hugs from all of us, making it worth the drive.

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  • SISKimberly
    SISKimberly Member Posts: 762
    edited September 2008

    Wow, what a week. I've read all the posts, but am on my way to a wedding, so I'll do more formal shouts tomorrow.  

    Jury duty all this past week concluded yesterday afternoon. Yippee!  I was at school every night after jury duty ended after 4pm until 8pm trying to get my sub taken care of, my student teacher organized, etc...I felt like I had two jobs ths week.  

    Suz, I'm so sorry I haven't been around to be of assistance.  You've been though so much this past month.  I am so glad that you got at least the 'off the record' news. ((((HUGS))) Hope the BBQ was a big hit. Happy bday to the dh and happy anniversary. Here's to many, many more.

    Hey Norm, I don't feel so bad being MIA knowing it wasn't just me.  Glad to hear from you. It appears that you're having a tough time and keeping busy is what is helping you get through. Do whatever it takes...this first year is the toughest with all the 'firsts' to experience without Brenda and the kids.  Speaking of kids, how are those grandbabies?  The newest should be a few months old now, eh?

    Faith, glad your neighborhood made it with only minor damage.  How random indeed. Those in harms way taking the full brunt and protecting the others.

    Deb and Joy, hope all is well with you.

    Puppy - Haven't heard how you are ... wishing you nothing but sunshine my friend. 

    OK, the case.  The gal was guilty on one count, but not the other two.  Involved meth use, driving, and a 12 year old without a seatbelt sitting on the edge of an open jeep.  The law is so darn specific that all elements of a count have to be met to be found guilty, so as the jury formperson, I had to remind the jurors that as much as they may feel she needs to be found guilty of certain things, we had to follow the letter of the law. Besides, the Prosecution didn't prove his case beyond a reasonable doubt, the Deputy didn't do the best job with the paper work/observation sheet, and the experts contradicted eachother, of course.  i was actually pleased, as were the other jurors, to hear from the defense afterwards that she would be sentenced to treatment and not jail. There were lots of factors not presented in court, and we could not consider, that pointed to this person having had ADHD and anxiety disorder undiagnosed as a younger person thus the use of Meth which made her feel normal. She was diagnosed as an adult and prescribed meds, but once on meth it's hard to stop, I hear. She didn't have a lot in her system, but it was still there, so hopefully she'll use this as a chance to kick this and move on with life.

    We also had a teacher arrested at school for a sex offense this week. We were all in shock. This guy had adopted a foster kid from our school 8 years ago. This kid was troubled. He also helped another kid who ended up moving in at 18 to help with the adopted boy after school. That didn't work out, so the teacher told this kid he had to go.  Both kids are adults now and both have been arrested for sex crimes in the past few years, most recently the former 18 year old.  We think these kids are in cahoots because the teacher told them they couldn't come back due to their poor choices. The teacher had suspected something was up and had already hired an attorney before his arrest, so I've got to believe that the former 18 year old is desperate to pin his behavior on the teacher's influence since he's being tried as an adult.  It just kicked us all in the stomach. I feel so badly for this teacher.  Granted, reaching out to troubled kids is a great thing, but man it is so easy to just to make an allegation because you're pissed off and it's over for that teacher.  Even though he will be proven not guilty, his reputation has been tarnished to the point he'll never get another job teaching.  Sure makes me think twice about being anywhere with a kid without other adults around.

    It's been a pretty rough week in so many ways.  Thankfully, I had my massage scheduled yesterday at 5:30, but that means I'm going to school on Sunday to get ready for Monday.

    OK, gotta run.  Love ya guys, SIS KImberly 

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  • footprintsangel
    footprintsangel Member Posts: 43,890
    edited September 2008

    Smile..........It Spreads Happiness

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited September 2008

    Suz, Joy and Puppy, I hope that each of you continues on your journey toward wellness.......

    SIS -- I can't imagine how you're keeping up at school -- but it's obviously the lifeforce for you, please pace yourself, OK?

    footiedeb: you always remind us of the important things..... you are so correct

    SmileSmile   SmileSmile   SmileSmile

    smiles do spread happiness!!

    NORM: thinking of you tonight, as always. I can only imagine how you are managing to keep yourself busy. Keep taking one step at a time. Maybe another fishing trip?

    We have enough salmon to last us till the next decade I think! I wish you all could come over for a big cookout. We could grill up a whole lot and share it!!

    Norm, could you figure out how to post pictures?? I know I'd love to see your grandkiddos.... it would give you a little hobby -- keeping us up-to-date with your grands. You need a digital camera I suppose. If you have that, I think I can walk you thru how to post here. [You need an account over on Photobucket -- but that's free.]

    Sending strength and energy to all..............

    xx00xx00xx00xx00xx00xx00xx00xx

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  • norm
    norm Member Posts: 247
    edited September 2008

    ANGEL WATCHERS,just a note sending love and prayer's......Innocent

                                       norm

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited September 2008

    Norm. Thanks so much for checking in.

    love and prayers -- right back at you.

    xx00xx00xx00xx00xx00xx

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  • footprintsangel
    footprintsangel Member Posts: 43,890
    edited September 2008

    To all Angel Watcher -- Love and prays back to all of you. God love you and I do too! Debbie

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